After I touched the computer of the beautiful boss

Chapter 217: This is a good leg

And now Bai Ling is in my arms, I brought her here, this night, the night is so dark, the sea is so silent, without any waves.The wind is also so cool, not a bit hot, not the kind of very hot wind that makes people breathless.

Such a night seems to be very suitable for lovers to stroll under the night sky, by the sea, in those intoxicating moments.

"Where is this?" She said in my arms, I didn't turn on the light, the moonlight came in from the window, and I could vaguely see the furniture in the house.

I put her gently on the bed, the bed was by the window, where it was brighter, I kissed her forehead and said, "This is your nest, our home!" I said The sound is very small.

She picked it up and hit me again and said: "I'm not drunk, don't say that, your home is not here, and my home is not here. You have Qianqian in your home. That's my cousin. You are my cousin." Cousin man, you got kids, I, I'm a lame, old, old woman, old woman, yes, lame, don't you hate it like that? It's hard to like lame For a woman, there is a man who likes me, I think I should promise him—"

I said abruptly: "No!"

"Why?" she asked me.

I said: "No, no, no reason, give me a chance, give me some time, I want to be with you, I will take care of you, I will love you, don't be afraid, it's no big deal Yes, big deal, let's leave here together, go to a place where others can't find us, let's live a good life together, okay?"

"You are so selfish, can you leave your parents behind? Also, what about your children? Do you have the heart to leave your children behind and elope with a, oh, a crippled old woman?"

"There is nothing I don't want to do, as long as I am willing to do it, no one can stop me, no one—"

"No, I don't dare, I won't do things that are sorry for my mother, I can't do it, in my eyes, family affection comes first, love, heh, it's nothing, really, it's nothing No!" she roared, and then began to cry.

She was crying very sadly, I watched and didn't know what to do.He could only hold her tightly in his arms.

I wiped her tears, then sat on the bed and hugged her and said, "Bai Ling, don't cry. When you cry, I want to cry too. I feel bad. Let's be fine, okay?"

"There is nothing, I can bear any kind of suffering in this world, there is nothing, I can't bear it, I have a strong character, I will not be knocked down by life, and I will not forgive you, really No, I hate you, I hate you, why did you love me in the first place?"

I said: "At that time, I didn't know anything. I was a poor boy. I was in the company. You were the queen, high above you. Everyone was afraid of you, and I was also afraid of you. I didn't dare to think about it at all. You are older than me, I never thought about it at all, you know? It's all you, why did you seduce me? "

"Seduce you? You bastard, you, think about it for me. Did I seduce you? You still say you are honest, but in fact you are not honest at all. You know everything in your heart, you understand everything, you did it on purpose Pretend, I hate you, hate you, what do you use to make me forget you, what do you say? Say it!"

I was relieved and sad when I heard it, yes, why did I make her fall in love with me, I don’t know what I used, in short, I fell in love like this, love, who can say clearly, who can say Do you understand?

"Bai Ling, I really hate you too, do you know? Since I met you, I haven't had a good life for a few days. You are like a fan, and you are full of dangers everywhere. You don't know How much have I suffered for you?"

"Ah!" She cried violently, then hugged me tightly and said, "Don't say it, I beg you, don't say it, I know everything, I know everything, I know everything, Xiaolin, I'm sorry I'm the one who hurt you, I'm sorry for you, dear, I love you, but I can't help it, I don't know what to do? Xiaolin, it's my sister who hurt you, I'm a disaster star, I can only hurt you Love you, dear, if I can, I can die in exchange for your happiness, I am willing, you know? I miss you so much, I miss you all the time, but I dare not contact you, I dare not, I There is nothing I can do. In those days and nights, I thought about committing suicide many times. I thought it would be better to just die like this. It would be fine if I died. I just don’t want to think about anything. Living is so tiring, too painful, too painful. Torturing—”

Her words made me want to leave this world just like her, with an urge to leave this world.

Yes, how painful it is to live like this, not being able to be with the one you love.Destiny is too bizarre, too ups and downs, it seems to be endless, you don't know when it will end, the disaster will never be quelled, what you get is not your own happiness, and the happiness you can't get is far away.

It would be a very happy thing to be able to leave this world without worries.

It stands to reason that a man shouldn't be depressed because of the love of his children, but you don't know, if you meet a woman like Bai Ling, you have encountered such a story, such a relationship, you really can't let it go, no more Before I met Bai Ling, I never seemed to regard love as so important, because I had no experience, so naturally I would not be superstitious or sink.

Holding Bai Ling, leaning there quietly, Bai Ling didn't say a word in my arms, just leaned there quietly, holding my arm.

We didn't do anything, and I didn't think about anything else.

Say a few words now and then.

"Promise me to live a good life, Xiao Lin, promise me, I can live a good life only if you live happily. If you live unhappy, can I be happy? No, I hated you. But compared to the things you did to me, I hate myself more. Why didn’t I live a few years later? Why did I grow up in such a family? I don’t need much money, I live a simple life, I haven’t had those bad experiences, Xiaolin, I’m not good enough for you, you know, back then, you saw those things on my computer, I, I —” She shook her head and began to cry again.

I hurriedly hugged her and said: "You fool, do I care about that? Don't I understand you? I don't know what you need? I see everything in my eyes, and there is no one in this world like you. I understand you this way, understand?"

"Xiao Lin, in this world, I met such a man, a man who understands me best, loves me the most, will do everything for me, and treats me as the purest man. A man will be like this, I will never believe those men, they are all good to you at first, and they are not good to you when they get you, and it is for your money, I don’t need such a man, I don’t want, I just want to be with you, I really think, I dream about it, I feel that after meeting you in this life, my whole body is frozen on you, life is you, Xiao Lin, promise me, promise me, okay? Don't do stupid things, I will suffer even more if you do that, really!"

I wiped my tears and said, "It's my fault, I'm too casual, I can't control myself too much, I'm a jerk, I'm a hooligan, I don't control myself, I'm selfish, I'm an asshole, I Scum, I shouldn't be able to resist those temptations, and when I do a lot of things, I always feel that there is nothing to do, you know? I'm bad, I sleep with them, I'm sorry for you, sister, I'm really an asshole, I How can this be? How can it be?"

"Fool, don't blame yourself like this. You are a man, and you are also a child. I know your character very well. You are kind-hearted. You don't want women to be embarrassed. In fact, you take love very seriously. That's exactly what you do. When you are young, you don't take them into your heart at all. You are driven by men's preferences. Men are like this. You are just a man. I never blame you for this. If I can be with you , okay, I’ll be with you every day, you won’t do it at all, you’ve been wronged and suffered so much, don’t I understand your character? Xiao Lin, don’t talk about this, I want to lie down for a while, I Tired, you go home quickly, it’s getting late, something big is about to happen, I understand Qianqian’s personality, she didn’t do that on purpose, she just loves you, she’s like that because she’s afraid of losing you, you live a good life, you have children It’s better to be nice, understand?”

"She said that the unit worked overtime these days and lived in the unit's dormitory. The child's mother took it with her. These days, I sometimes sleep in the bar, and sometimes I go back to watch the child. The child is still young, so I can't help. , I won't go back tonight, I will accompany you, you sleep, just sleep like this, come, lie down!"

I asked her to lie down, then put a pillow under her head, then covered her with a blanket, turned on the air conditioner to the right temperature, came over and kissed her forehead and said, "Sleep, baby, I'm right next to you, don't worry about anything, this night is quiet, sleep well—”

I let her sleep, but I am a bit reluctant, I wish the night would be dark forever, there is no day, we don't go out, don't do other things, don't face other people, just like this, I stay by her side and enjoy us forever Moments of staying together.

Quietly, she stopped talking, I thought she was asleep, lying in my arms, I didn't dare to move, for fear of awakening her sweet dream.

I vaguely felt her hands start to caress me, stroking my chest lightly, and said slightly: "Hit you during the day, do you hate me?"

"No, I know you didn't hit me because of that man. You hated me like that. You hate me and pester you. You're afraid that I won't live a good life. I understand that!"

"Fool, why do you understand everything? I'm sorry, I shouldn't do that. You don't know. After I slapped you, I regretted it so much. After you left, my heart hurts. I hate myself so much, I wish I could slap you." I slap myself ten times, but I am worried that you will continue to make trouble like this, if Liu Qian finds out, everything will be over, do you understand?"

"Some things will be known one day. It is not easy to live a lifetime. Why should I wrong myself like this? I have lost too much. I don't want to lose it. I think I can't afford to lose it. If I lose you, if you die In the years to come, I will have a disturbed conscience. That kind of regret and guilt will torture me all my life and make me restless forever. I understand all this, so I don’t want to lose again, forgive me, I want to be desperate, I want Really live for yourself once!"

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