After I touched the computer of the beautiful boss

Chapter 291: I just want to do it one last time

I said, "Is it him?" I suddenly felt a surge of heat in my chest, I nodded, and then said suddenly, "Tell me, is it?"

She seemed to be caught by me, she made my heart cold to the extreme, I gritted my teeth, then shook my head and sneered and said: "I know, it's him, you didn't want to see me when you came out today, you wanted to see him, you Makeup and everything are for meeting her, I understand, I told you like that, you are not moved at all, if it is not because of him, how could you treat me like this? I am so fucking stupid, I am so stupid, I am Asshole——" I was as depressed as a child, the last seven-foot boy, suffering to the extreme, hating myself, hating myself, a greater sadness rushed from my heart to my forehead, I turned back suddenly and said: "Go to him , It's over, everything is over, maybe these days, you have already lived with him in that other world, that once, that past has long since died in the past, this is the last time, there will never be any more!"

I didn't look at her, just as I was about to leave, she said, "What are you doing?" I sneered at her and said, "No need!" shaking.

After walking outside, she ran up and grabbed me and said, "What are you doing?" I turned around and yelled at her, "What are you talking about me? What do you want me to do? What else can I do?" What?" I was panting, and pulled my hand away suddenly and said, "Do you still want me, let me—" I gritted my teeth and said, "I really want—" She turned her head to one side, and then said: "I'll go to Yirou's house. It's her father who called. I want to discuss with him about the tourist island—" Before I finished listening, I said abruptly, "He wants you to go? Why does he call you every night? Want you to go? What does he mean?" I think I can offend anyone for my woman, regardless of any sympathy. If he wants to touch my woman, I will definitely turn against him. He doesn't know I like Bai Ling.

"Can you calm down? Calm down, please? You are not a child anymore, you said you—"

I waved my hands and said, "Let me calm down? Am I a child, but in front of you, why am I acting like a child? Why? Let me tell you, Bai Ling, you must listen to me, don't Get close to him, business is not like this, he wants me to do that project so much, he doesn’t want to talk to me every day, why did he call you again today, asking you to talk? What are you talking about?” Although at this time, I Outbreak, I think every man, a man who has loved a woman, will be like me at this time, you can't control yourself at all, no matter whether there is anything or not, whether you have other relationships, you will be extremely sensitive.

She raised her face and looked at the night sky quietly. Maybe she was dressed too beautifully this night, a little heavy, like that kind of fashionable woman. Women in nightclubs have a little bit of a feeling, and she would not dress like this Well, she should be dressed like a ###, a boss, but she is dressed very young, as if she is young. Does she have to dress so young to meet that old man?That person has no shortage of little girls. If he likes her, it's because of her maturity and elegance.Why is she dressed like this?Who is that for, for whom?

She pursed her lips, looked forward slightly with her eyes, and bit her fresh lips lightly with her white teeth, then narrowed her eyes and said, "Since I know you, I know what I'm doing, it's you Let me change, but, Xiao Lin, I may not live as you imagined me after all, I may not be suitable for you by fate, I am not feminine enough, I am not gentle enough, there are too many tough things in my bones, never The night my father was arrested, I was no longer what I used to be, and he left this world, and I was derailed from the world before. I was a child who was very attached to my father. I fell in love with you, yes Because you're a lot like my father—"

I said suddenly: "Stop talking, I'm like your father, did you fall in love with me because of your father? You don't know what love is in your life, do you?"

"No, I understand, I don't understand, but you know that my father has always loved me since I was a child. You have never experienced my feelings. You can't feel that my world has changed after losing my father. I I can't go back to the past, but I didn't go to find men every day like you think, I didn't, I didn't think about those at all--" She cried to me, looked at me and said, the more she In this way, the more I hate her.

I said: "Don't cry to me anymore, let me tell you, you are really stupid, we can stop so much hatred, you know? When I lose you, I can't allow others to bully me, but if I got you, I don't care about those things, even if others bully me, I can be weak for you, I can also consider for you, to ensure my own safety for you, because you are the hope, compared with those hatreds, That's not important!" When I said this, she closed her eyes and the tears flowed down continuously, and I saw that her body was slightly tilted.I turned my head to the side, I hate her for being so stubborn, I hate her for being so willful, and I also hate myself, if I met her at the beginning, she was just a quiet woman, a woman without any personality, a well-behaved and obedient woman, I would have fallen in love with her her?Maybe I won't, I know myself very well, maybe it's fate, I fall in love with this stubborn woman, and everything that happens after that is inevitable.

I took out the cigarette, lit it up and took a puff, and then unbuttoned the top button of my shirt. The wind was blowing my hair, and I used one hand to comb it back. Finally, I said to her: "Don't talk to me." Say any reason, I understand everything, you love me, yes, I went to Iraq to find you, are you afraid that I will stay there, you treat me like that, let me leave quickly, and when I leave, you feel bad , I regretted it, so I decided to come back, right? Is it?" I think if you love someone to a certain extent, you can feel something, although you can't be 100% sure, but it's the kind of thing that only you I don't believe it's an illusion when you love someone.

Whether she answered or not answered is no longer important, I said: "No matter what happened before, this time, either you come with me, or you go to realize your ideals and go for your father, but then there will never be another There is—" I want to change her idea, I want to use all my love to change her, I want to use these to coerce her, kidnap her, take her away, and live another life.I know that I am also taking risks, and I understand her character. Maybe I am doomed to fail, but fortunately, even if she does not look back without hesitation and stubbornly completes everything she has done for so many years, I look forward to her answer.

I saw her turn her face to the other side after hearing my words, touch her eyes lightly with her hands, a little choked up, her heart was still touched, her tears could make me lose my bottom line again and again, and He cheered up again and again, wanting to protect her and walk with her.

I think no matter what others say, no matter what I have experienced, I just want to tell you that this is a man's truest feelings, the truest story, men have desires, men have responsibilities, men will love women, men are like this, maybe It was born that way.

"If you listen to me, come here, come to me!"

She suddenly burst into tears, covered her face with her hands, and said, "Why do you torture me like this? I just want to do it one last time, otherwise I will be restless for the rest of my life. What should I do? I can't change my character, I don't deserve you To love, I'm not worth-"

"Don't cry anymore, either go or follow me!" I said coldly.

She stopped crying, and after she calmed down, she kept silent, and then she explained: "I didn't do what you thought, I just did business, I want to do this, don't force me, you are childish, I just need to know, I have a clear conscience, I didn't hurt you, I will do it, I will do it, why do you want to control me, isn't Yirou good? She is more suitable for you, younger, and loves you more. How nice she is, even if I can be your mother, I won't be jealous or sad anymore, why don't you understand that love, I just want to do a one-seeing thing now, after this thing is over, no matter where I am There will be no more entanglement-"

"Okay, then you go, go!" I said suddenly: "You go, you go, don't look back!"

"Then when you left, did I ask you to turn back? When you left me there, when you didn't want me, when I wanted to marry you, you married someone else, and let me bear it alone Did I turn you back when you were in pain?" Her expression was so exaggerated, I think we were all out of control.

We seem to have never quarreled together, either I was angry, and I rarely did, and she would not say anything when she was angry, she just gave me a look to let me know.

But this night, we argued, for these.

She suddenly looked at me with that particularly resentful look in her eyes.