My cultivation is too warm

Chapter 49 I'm Not a Human

When Xu Mo came to this world and knew that he could live forever.

Just thinking about a question:
When a person has lived through endless years, witnessed countless separations and deaths, and historical changes, will his heart become numb?
If a person's body is still alive but his soul is dead, is he alive or dead?
He didn't know whether he would become like this at that time.

But he felt that he had to prepare for a rainy day.

In order to keep my mentality young and energetic.

Perhaps in the eyes of many people, a person should have a mentality or psychological age corresponding to the number of years he has lived.

It’s like he has been in this world for two or three hundred years.

So should he be mature and calm?

But he doesn't think so. As the saying goes, a man remains a boy until he dies.

He instinctively felt repulsed by the mentality of seeing through everything.

Being mature and steady is good, but it lacks vitality and appears lifeless.

If he is in this state of mind now, then after endless years, won't he turn into a stone without any emotions?
Can that still be called a human being?
Is there any meaning in such longevity?

Especially for those who practice spiritual cultivation, a mind full of vitality and vigor is essential.

Little do people know that many enlightened masters have temperaments as childish as children.

Perhaps this is what they deliberately maintain after achieving enlightenment through cultivation.

Therefore, Xu Mo sometimes even deliberately makes his actions and words appear childish and ridiculous.

The purpose is to try one's best to keep one's soul young and energetic, delay aging, and not become the person one fears.

And for this purpose, after careful consideration, he came up with a special way of practice.

This method was particularly effective. Every time he practiced it, he felt like he had instantly become countless years younger.

It was as if I had returned to my youth in my previous life, when I was still in school.

His way of practicing is...

Xu Mo looked around carefully and confirmed that there was no one around.

First, I sat cross-legged and entered into deep meditation, and time passed slowly.

When he entered a deep state of meditation, he suddenly stood up, struck a pose, and shouted, "Look at my true eyes, the Evil King..."

After a while, the posture changed again and the lines were recited, "Balala energy..."

Yes, this is his way of practicing.

Every time after practicing, he felt like he was back in junior high school.

The effect is simply too perfect.

On weekdays, he could practice outside very smoothly and was never discovered.

But today, something unexpected happened.

Just when the lines in his mouth changed "Balala Energy".

Somehow, Lin Miaoqing's soft, round face suddenly appeared in front of me.

She was squatting on the ground, her hands on her knees supporting her chin, her big eyes staring straight at him.

There was a slight smile on the corner of his mouth.

Xu Mo's face froze upon seeing this, and he stood there in a daze, as if the pose he was doing was paused.

Lin Miaoqing saw Xu Mo stop what he was doing and said:
"Junior Brother Xu, I'm here to play with you, and... what are you doing? It seems quite fun, hehe."

Xu Mo twitched his nose and took a deep breath.

Life is boring, I really want to die!

After a long while, he finally came to his senses, coughed dryly, and complained:

"Senior Sister, this is not nice of you, coming to play with me in the middle of the night, a man and a woman alone, it's not right.

I feel it is necessary to advise the clan leader and the elders to teach you some more secular etiquette."

When Lin Miaoqing saw Xu Mo's bad tone, her face turned pale and she was at a loss.

This was the first time she saw her good-tempered junior brother get angry. She asked in a panic:
"Junior brother, you are angry, right? I did something wrong, right? Tell me, I will change."

Seeing her pitiful appearance, Xu Mo didn't dare to tell her that he had deliberately turned Tian Gang upside down in order to divert attention.

I had no choice but to bite the bullet and say stiffly:
"Sister, you should know that in the cultivation world, it is rude to spy on others' cultivation without permission.

Especially tonight, I, your junior brother, am practicing the secret method of my family.

I know you are eager to practice, but I never thought you would..."

After saying this, he sighed with a sad look in his eyes, and silently raised his head to look up at the night sky.

All that was left for her was deep silence.

Nothing was said, yet it felt like everything was said. When Lin Miaoqing saw Xu Mo's expression, her eyes suddenly became wet, and she explained anxiously:
"Junior brother, please listen to my explanation. I didn't mean to spy on you while you were practicing. I really didn't.

I was originally staying here overnight, and then I suddenly heard my junior brother's voice, so I came over to take a look.

I didn't know you were practicing secret techniques. Although I want to practice, I will absolutely not make things difficult for you, my junior brother.

You believe me, okay?

I really didn’t mean to peek at your practice…”

As she spoke, she lowered her head with a look of remorse, as if blaming herself for doing something wrong.

When Xu Mo saw her like this, he suddenly wanted to slap himself in the face.

I am not a human being!
How could he say something like peeping at someone's practice? That is the last line of defense in my heart.

My senior sister, who is usually optimistic and cheerful and treats me so well, cried like this in front of me.

And the expression on her face so far is that she blames herself instead of thinking about anything else.

I am such a bad person.

Isn't it just a bitch? What's the big deal? People in this world don't understand anyway, so why react so strongly?

Xu Mo scolded himself in his heart while thinking about how to comfort Lin Miaoqing.

After a long silence, he finally asked, "Why is Senior Sister staying here overnight?"

Lin Miaoqing sniffed and replied in a hoarse voice:

“I came to play with my junior brother too late today. When I went back, I found that the senior sisters had all left and there was no one to see me off.

I didn't want to make you worry, so I thought of finding a place to hide for the night.

Go find your junior brother tomorrow as usual, and then you won’t be able to see anything.

I really didn't know you were practicing here."

When Xu Mo heard this, his mood became even more complicated.

Lingmiao Peak is very large, and Lin Miaoqing has no cultivation, so every time she comes here, she asks other fellow disciples to bring her here.

Thinking that the other person was hiding in the forest alone and didn't want to trouble him, he couldn't describe the feeling in his heart.

The forest of Lingmiao Peak is safe, but that is only for those who have cultivated.

This is not the case for someone like Lin Miaoqing who has no cultivation at all.

She clearly looks like a little girl who will never grow up, and so does her personality.

But how can she be so sensible?

Xu Mo was silent for a long time, perhaps because he was too excited, or for some other reason.

In short, he himself couldn't figure it out. Just as Deacon Fang once said, humans are such inexplicable creatures.

He looked at Lin Miaoqing and said seriously:
"Sister, I believe you and I don't mean to blame you.

Where did I get the secret family skills? I just wanted to scare you, but I didn't expect you to take it seriously. I'm really sorry.

Junior brother, I was joking too much.

How about this, when I’m practicing tomorrow, you can come over and see for yourself.

It’s where I usually practice.”

After he finished speaking, he even hinted at her with his eyes, hoping that she could understand the hidden meaning of his words.

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