Cold boss please let go

Chapter 201 Not Sympathy

The familiar touch quickly spread to Qin Sesur's beating heart through the palm of her hand, and her heartbeat doubled instantly, as if she had been electrocuted, she began to shrink her hands.

But Wei Haoran refused, and pressed her catkin firmly against his beating left chest, and the wet kiss became domineering, not giving Qin Sesel any chance to breathe.

Countless intimate clips flashed and turned in the minds of the two of them inexplicably. The intimate and sweet scenes in the past seemed to be in front of them. At this moment, they both felt that each other was once the closest and closest person to them. Just like a person...

Time passed little by little, as if centuries had passed, and finally, as if awakened from a start, Wei Haoran suddenly let go of Qin Sesel, and before she could react, he strode away...

Qin Sesur was stunned in place, staring blankly at Wei Haoran's disappearing back, something sad stuck in his throat, unable to get up or down, he could only open his eyes stupidly.

She lowered her head dejectedly, looked at the white floor seriously, her heart sank little by little... Is it true that she will part ways with Wei Haoran in the future?Could it be... can't they really stay together forever?Could it be that she...is she really going to belong to another man?

Qin Sesel doesn't know what missing is. She only knows that at this moment, just the second after Wei Haoran left, at this position not more than ten meters away from Wei Haoran, she really wants to miss this man, and really miss that For a man who can be desperate for herself, I really want...I really want...

Slowly squatting down, with his arms around his knees, Qin Sesur buried his head in his arms, trying to keep the warmth just now.

"Why are you squatting here?" At some point, Tang Zhonglei suddenly appeared in front of her, squatted down as well, and looked straight into Qin Sesur's eyes.

Qin Sesur's eyes flickered, and she smiled awkwardly at Tang Zhonglei, "No, nothing~"

Tang Zhonglei also showed a sunny smile very cooperatively, as if his smile could instantly warm others at any time, "Surse, marry me, are you wronged?" He still couldn't help asking.

Qin Sesur was stunned, and then lowered her head gently again, "If you are wronged...you are really wronged all these years..."

Tang Zhonglei stretched out his hand unconsciously, and slowly stroked the broken hair on Qin Sesur's forehead, "Let me tell you a story."

"Okay." Qin Sesur is not obedient to Tang Zhonglei now, but unable to refuse.Who knows how much she owes him?Who knows what kind of guilt she is carrying?

Tang Zhonglei's tall body bent lightly, leaning to Qin Sesel's side very naturally, and also sat down against the wall, "This is the posture... I have come here in this posture for four years." He smiled, " When I first came to Xinjiang, I couldn’t find any other way to survive except to beg for food. Because I was only 12 years old, I was not even willing to employ me in stores that dared to recruit child labor. They thought I was too thin to do physical work. The only The one who doesn't dislike me is a human trafficker. He saw that I was handsome and cute, so he tried to seduce me. I ran for a full twelve blocks while he was going to the bathroom to get rid of him. Then I found a nest for myself ,beg."

Tang Zhonglei narrated lightly, his eyes drifting away, as if he was telling someone else's story, "But what you can't imagine is that I don't even come to beg for food. In Xinjiang, even beggars are gangs. Other beggars are intruders, and they are very weak intruders. So whenever someone walks past me and leaves me a little money or food, the next second will definitely be snatched away by the gang next to me. I started I was unprepared, and in the end, before anyone threw the money into the bowl, I took it and held it tightly. Unexpectedly, this made me even have no place to stay."

Tang Zhonglei raised his hand and touched his pocket. To Qin Sesur's surprise, he took out a cigarette and lit it, and soon there was a pungent smell of smoke, but it was mixed with a strong masculinity.

Qin Sesur often sees Wei Haoran smoking cigars. Although it is a brand she doesn't know very well, it must be a high-end product, and Tang Zhonglei really just took a cigarette, a cigarette she has seen Qin Dayou smoke ... She couldn't help but look sideways, showing doubts and puzzled eyes. Although she didn't know how much Tang Zhonglei was worth now, he came to pick her up in a Cadillac. How could he smoke cheap cigarettes?

Tang Zhonglei was very clear about the doubts in Qin Sesur's mind. Instead of feeling embarrassed, Tang Zhonglei curled his lips calmly, "This cigarette... was the first cigarette I smoked when I first learned to smoke. Later, I also smoked high-end products of any brand. There are quite a few, but when I am upset, I still have to smoke one of them, which can calm me down instantly."

Can't tell why, Qin Sesur just choked up like that.

Tang Zhonglei patted Qin Sesur's back gently, and continued, "They beat me up together. It's really easy for a few tall men to clean up a 12-year-old kid. The second knocked me to the ground. I still remember the pain at that time clearly. I wanted to get up from the ground several times, but no matter how hard I tried, I could only stare dryly. The pain in my legs and arms, Not enough to support me. I lay beside the black and smelly garbage dump, quietly watching the contempt and ridicule on their faces. Watching pedestrians pass by one by one, I didn’t realize I can’t get mixed up with garbage, and even if some find it, they don’t bother to take a step forward and give me a penny, most of them pass by pinching their noses. I spent three whole days like that...”

Qin Sesur's heart was full of distress, and even more shocking to her life, "Three days..."

"Yes, three days. It's strange why I didn't die of thirst, right? I should be thankful for that garbage dump. You know that when young people pass by, they still know how to throw garbage. They drink the leftover milk tea...juice...even if it's just If there is a little bit left, I will pick it up and suck it, as long as there are two people throwing away water-quality garbage every day, I will be saved..."

Qin Sesur felt guilty for a while just hearing it, she covered her mouth unconsciously, "I'm sorry, I..."

Tang Zhonglei still shook his head calmly, "It's okay, anyone will feel disgusted after hearing it. I also vomited in such a rotten garbage dump, but I just got used to being disgusted."

"What then?"

"Later... I just didn't die in those three days, but there was no guarantee that I would survive. In fact, my left arm was dislocated at that time, and my leg was injured. Under such circumstances, the wound was already infected, and I soon died. I didn’t know I had a fever. Although it’s unbelievable when I think about it now, I almost died that time. Just when I was unconscious, an old man who looked weaker than me suddenly came to me. "

Tang Zhonglei frowned slightly, as if thinking of someone very important, "The first thing he said when he saw me was 'Hey, kid, are you dead? I opened my chapped lips and told him I’m not dead, I’m not dead...then the old man miraculously carried me on his back. I found out later that he was a well-known old monster in the local beggar circle, and he looked short and short. Weak, but amazingly strong. After turning me away from that garbage dump, the second thing he said to me was "Boy, do you still want to live?" I whispered in his ear without hesitation, "I want to ...', and passed out."

Probably because of thinking of the little old monster, Tang Zhonglei's handsome face is no longer sunshine, but a kind of complicated and deep emotion, "When I woke up, the little old monster had already attached my arm. , the wounds on my body were also smeared with medicine, and when I woke up, he didn't say anything, just handed me two cheapest anti-inflammatory medicines, but for me at that time, it was considered too extravagant , I glanced at him, and I swallowed it without saying anything. Just like that, he brought me back to life. When I came back to life again, I realized that the little monster in front of me was very important to me at that time. I said how important it was, so I asked him to accept me as an apprentice, but after hearing this, the little boss just smiled mockingly and said, "Okay, you go and fight with the group of people who beat you. If you can Beat one disabled, and I will take you as an apprentice.'”

Tang Zhonglei was completely immersed in his own thoughts, and he didn't know that the cigarette in his hand had burned out. He didn't wake up until his fingers were burned, and lit another one again, "... At that time, I was completely overwhelmed. I was so scared, I wondered if I had heard it wrong, he just saved me, and he wanted me to take this little life back? It was almost death, wouldn’t that mean it was hopeless? I just stared blankly at the little boy. The old monster didn't speak for a long time. The little old monster looked at me and got up and was about to leave. The moment he opened his left leg, I also stood up with a jerk, and I said yes, I'll go!"

Qin Sesur was also nervous when she heard it, and the tears on her cheeks had already dried up.

Tang Zhonglei took a deep puff of cigarette, "I thought very simply at the time, if the little old monster didn't take me in, I would still be beaten to death by them sooner or later. Since my life was saved by the little old monster, the worst thing is to give it back to me. Him! So after saying that, I rushed towards the group of beggars who beat me. At that time, I only thought of the little old monster's words 'beating a person to a disability'. It was too stupid, so I found the weakest looking one, and before he could react, I punched him down. As expected, other people soon surrounded him, but no matter how they pulled, I couldn’t help it. I held on to the beggar in front of me and broke his left arm with all my strength. Although I was not strong at the time, the man couldn't stand my struggle. When I heard the sound of bones, the man screamed With a sound, a beautiful smile bloomed on my face with blood on my face. When I turned around, the little boss stood behind me and said to the other people who beat me, "This kid is my apprentice, let him go!" '"

When talking about this, Tang Zhonglei laughed unconsciously, "Actually, do you know? The little boss is just teaching me how to fight. The little boss is actually very ugly, and the old one has already had wrinkles on his face. Short, with a little hunchback, he is obviously a beggar, but his clothes must be clean, not like an old man who is particular about it. When he walks, he always puts his left leg first... The old man is very particular about drinking Nutrition Express , I love pork knuckle..."

The corners of Qin Sesur's eyes became moist again, and her tears couldn't stop ticking down. Qin Sesur's whole body was infected by Tang Zhonglei's sadness, "He...is he..."

"Yes, he died, in the winter when I was 15 years old. The bride that year was very cold, very cold, and he finally couldn't survive. When he left, his eyes were clear, as shrewd as the bright and clear sky. Moonlight, for the past three years, whenever I saw his wise eyes, I would feel at ease and at ease. That was the last time he looked at me, and he told me that there is no big deal in this world, the worst thing is death , I am a child who died, so no matter how difficult the future road is, it should be smooth for me. We lived in a dilapidated ruin at the time, and it was very cold and dark. He said he didn't want to die there, He likes the sun. I carried him all the way to the sun, and just watched him close his eyes."

Tang Zhonglei's eye sockets are also wet. Over the years, whenever he thinks about the scene of that year, he can't restrain his excitement, "He said he likes the sun, that was the most humane sentence he said in those three years, he said I am a person who has died, and the road ahead will be smooth no matter how difficult it is... So since then, I have learned to smile, and my smile is as bright as the sun." At the same time, the corners of Tang Zhonglei's mouth gradually curled up, and his eyes narrowed , showing an extremely charming smile.

Qin Sesur finally couldn't listen anymore and threw herself into Tang Zhonglei's arms, "Tang Zhonglei...I'm sorry for you...I'm sorry...I'm sorry for you...I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." She was crying, as if Tang Zhonglei's sadness It penetrated completely into her heart, making it difficult for her to breathe.

Tang Zhonglei's smile remained unchanged, he just gently hugged Qin Sesur's shoulder, and patted slowly, as if coaxing a child.

Qin Sesur was crying, "Tell me...tell me...how can I make up for the suffering you have suffered...tell me what I should do so that I can feel better..."

"Fool~" Tang Zhonglei pinched the tip of Qin Sesur's nose, "I'm not telling you this to arouse your sympathy."

"It's not sympathy, it's not sympathy, it's really not sympathy..." Qin Sesur cried and tried to defend herself, "I just hate myself, I hate that I can't replace what you have suffered because of me over the years...Tang Zhonglei, I...I hate I myself...really...sorry..."

"Okay~" Tang Zhonglei's eyes flashed with pain, and his throat choked up, "It's all over, all of this is over."

Qin Sesur kept shaking her head, shaking her head.How could it have passed? What was unforgettable 14 years ago, and Tang Zhonglei who has been unforgettable for the past 14 years... How can it be possible that the past is really over?The lower lip she was biting fiercely gradually seeped blood, and the smell of blood permeated the whole mouth, and Qin Sesu bit her tighter.

"Surse..." Seeing Qin Sesel's unconscious self-abuse, Tang Zhonglei was obsessed for a moment. This pure and lovely person...that delicate and pretty face gradually became round, and the delicate facial features opened...Tang Zhonglei couldn't help it bow your head...

The sexy thin lips approached slowly... Tang Zhonglei closed his eyes slightly, wanting to hug Qin Sesel's seductive red lips to comfort her and melt her self-abuse pain.

Feeling the strong breath approaching, Qin Sesur, who was immersed in pain, suddenly woke up with a start, her eyes widened!Seeing Tang Zhonglei's handsome face constantly enlarged in front of her eyes, her originally painful emotions quickly turned into an inexplicable rejection and fear. Just when Tang Zhonglei's kiss was about to fall, Qin Sesel ran away in a panic.

Sensitively aware of a gust of wind blowing by, Tang Zhonglei opened his deep eyes, and saw Qin Sesur leaning back because he was hiding from him.He burst out laughing.

The sadness in that smile stung Qin Sesur's eyes instantly, "I..." She wanted to explain something, but she couldn't explain anything after all, what else could she say?

Silence permeated between the two of them, both shifting their eyes in embarrassment.

Qin Sesur pinched her thumb and index finger hard, and finally, she gritted her teeth, "Well... How long has it been since you went back to Xinjiang?" She still remembered Tang Zhonglei said that he went abroad after staying in Xinjiang for a while.

Seeing Qin Sesur's efforts to change the subject, Tang Zhonglei couldn't bear to force her any longer, and pursed his lips, "Since I left there, I never went back."

"But I can see that you miss the little old monster..." Qin Sesel looked into Tang Zhonglei's eyes seriously, trying to find out something from it, trying to understand Tang Zhonglei, who was created by God in the past 14 years.

Tang Zhonglei said without hesitation, "Yes, no one can understand the pain of us eating steamed buns together in a small shabby house, and no one can understand the happiness when we eat hot buns~" No one in this world can truly empathize with you , but he felt that the days when he was with the little boss, the little boss was like a powerful spiritual pillar, infecting all his suffering and pain... His originally broken spirit just recovered bit by bit like that. up.

Sighing softly, something flashed in Qin Sesur's mind, and she didn't even know how to say the following words, "How about... I'll accompany you back to Xinjiang~Look at the little old monster~" Other than that Besides, she really didn't seem to be able to find any other way to make up for Tang Zhonglei.

He wanted to blame Qin Sesur, but he could clearly feel her intentions for him. Tang Zhonglei still couldn't say anything to blame, so he nodded, "Okay." He also really wanted to go back and have a look.