Cold boss please let go

Chapter 233 Deep Guilt

Just arrived at the prison, Qin Sesur is still accepting various prison regulations, facing such a dark environment, she has no way to adapt at all.But after a long time, she at least understood one thing, that is, those who come to the prison to do hard labor, do it every day, and it is terribly hard.This was only realized when Qin Sesur returned to the cell at night.

Because Sally and the others had been on the right track for a long time, after returning to the cell, Qin Sesu saw that she, including everyone, was holding a large ball of wool, and the wooden needles in their hands were shuttled back and forth.

Seeing Qin Sesur who was already stunned, Sally couldn't help but patted the bench beside her.

Qin Sesu understood and sat down, holding the wool and wooden needles that she also got in her hand, at a loss.

"Are you scared?" Sally looked at Qin Se's shrinking look, and curled her lips, "How did you get in? I never thought you would come in to accompany me~"

Qin Sesur put her legs together in embarrassment. She bit her lower lip and teased for a long time before she finally whispered, "This is a long story, I will tell you slowly later. It's just... Where is Xiguan? I heard Men's and women's prisons are completely separate."

Sally's ashen-like eyes were instantly lit up because of a sentence from Xiguan, but it was only for a moment, and soon dimmed, "...I haven't seen him since I came in, or...in this life Will never see you again."

Such a simple sentence fell into Qin Sesu's peaceful heart like a boulder.Complicated pain flashed in her eyes.She can still vividly remember the scene when she came to see Sally in prison.At that time, although Sally had already been sentenced to indefinite term, her eyes were still full of hope for the future, at least for the love between her and Xiguan, but now...it's only been more than two months In that time, Sally seemed to be a completely different person.

"Are you surprised?" Sally glanced at Qin Sesel's expression from the corner of her eye, and a self-mockery appeared on the corner of her mouth, "I was as naive as you when I first came in, even more naive than you, and foolishly thought that It's like dying for love. Even if I spend the rest of my life in this prison with Xiguan, then I will be content. Then I can be regarded as waiting for my love, and I am also happy. But now that I think about it, how stupid those words must be .”

It was such a simple remark that made Qin Sesel instantly cold. She looked at Sally's side face seriously, "...What the hell should this be?"

"A place that transforms people." Sally said with certainty, "A place where good people become bad and bad people become worse..."

"What... what do you mean?"

"It means... Sister, I really don't need to explain this to you. No matter what reason you came here, I feel sorry for you. If possible, I really hope that I will never see you again." Sally Locking Qin Sesel's eyes tightly, she said firmly.

Qin Sesur was frightened by those eyes, which was completely different from what she had imagined.If she would meet Sally in prison, then they should embrace in surprise, or embrace and cry, right?It really shouldn't be such a cold conversation.But the indifferent environment around made her feel that this kind of Sally was normal, and her ridiculous fantasies were incompatible with this space.

It's just that she really can't adapt. These cold cells are already unbearable for her. She can't bear the qualitative change of the only Sally. Qin Sesur tentatively said, "Do you regret it? Regret that you surrendered yourself Yet?"

What made Qin Sesur's heart fall was that Sally finally shook her head, "No." But after speaking, there was no further explanation, and all Qin Sesur's thousands of words were just stuck in her throat. It's like being in this cell.

Qin Sesur thought that she would be emotional for a long time because of Sally. She felt that this was the beginning of her purgatory life. She saw the bloody reality first... and then stepped into it by herself...

But Qin Sesu was wrong.

Because she forgot to feel the love between Sally and Xiguan in the next second.

Qin Sesu struggled with the bed under her all night.

"So the person who slept in this bed committed suicide?"

"Did she commit suicide on this bed?"

"Her body was carried away from this bed?"

Qin Sesur really can't imagine how she would sleep in a bed that the dead just slept in...

But at that time, it was already one o'clock in the morning, and all the people in the cell put down their manual work and were going to bed. They said they were ready, but most of them fell asleep after lying down because they were exhausted.

Sally couldn't bear it anymore. You must know that sleep is a luxury in prison. She really didn't care to explain a lot to Qin Sesur, so she had to deal with it, "The bed she slept in has been dragged away. It's a new one."

After Qin Sesur heard this, she was finally able to lie down and fell asleep hard.But who doesn't know, how can the prison guards have all the spare time to change your bed?So Qin Sesur's first night in prison was spent in a nightmare.

And then the next morning, she was crying...

When she first came in, she was told that, except in the reception hall, where there was no clear regulation not to cry, loud crying was not allowed in any other corner of the prison, because emotions were easily contagious in such an environment.But Qin Sesur still cried, on the day when the prisoners were allowed to go to the small supermarket.

There is only a small supermarket in the prison, which allows prisoners to go once a month to buy a certain share of food according to your scoring rules.

The prisoner's life in the prison is hard labor, and the police take over the work through various channels, and then the prisoners do it.For prisoners, all the output completed by an individual is converted into labor points, and the more they do, the higher the points.Every month, the police officer in charge will give each prisoner a score based on your daily life performance and labor conditions, and evaluate the "treatment level" once every three months. d-level, e-level.Those with a score of 5 points or above in three months can enjoy the A-level treatment, those with 30-25 points (excluding 30 points) can enjoy the B-level treatment, and so on.The score is the life of the prisoner, because at the end of the year, only prisoners who have scored 30 points are eligible to be reported to the court for commutation.

And the share that is allowed to go to the small supermarket to buy food every month is also divided by level. You can buy 100 yuan for A-level, 80 yuan for B-level, 60 yuan for C-level, and 50 yuan for D-level and E-level.

Cash circulation is not allowed in the prison. All the money sent by the prisoner's family is put into a large account card, and the prisoner only pays money from the account when he is allowed to spend money.So it's not that rich people can live well in prison.It was only when Qin Sesur came here that she realized that the movies she had watched before were probably for nothing, and many places were really different from what she had imagined.

The only advantage of being rich is the necessities of life, such as toothpaste, toothbrush, toilet paper, etc. These are unlimited, and those who have money can buy more high-quality ones.

After clarifying these regulations, Qin Sesu really got to know the new Sally.

When everyone was eagerly rushing into the small supermarket to buy some edible things, Sally stood there motionless.

Qin Sesur believes that the police officers have made it very clear that this is the only chance for them to eat every month, no matter whether they are fifty or sixty, under the daily overload of labor, such snacks have become a necessity.If you don't have this snack, you may be hungry every night.Qin Sesur had seen their food last night, a plate of bean sprouts with little oil and water, and a small plate could pick up one or two pieces of shredded pork.Although Qin Sesur really didn't want to admit it, she had to face the next prison life now. She didn't believe that the food in the future would be any better than last night, so she knew that this was the only chance.

Since she and Sally are both "new recruits" who have not yet reached the rating stage for less than three months, what they can get is a share of 50 yuan.Holding the only right of 50 yuan in her hand, Qin Sesur realized how her life had changed.She pulled Sally's arm, "Why don't you go? If you don't go shopping, you won't have time."

Frankly speaking, Qin Sesur's ability to adapt was beyond Sally's expectations, but she just chuckled and said, "You go, I won't go."

Qin Sesur showed a look of astonishment, "Why don't you go? Even if you don't eat at night, you still have to buy some necessities, right? I saw that you ran out of toothpaste in the morning."

An accomplice who happened to be passing by Qin Sesur and Sally, suddenly stopped when he heard this, and said to Qin Sesur in a talkative way, "You don't need to call her, her toothpaste has been deflated for a long time, go to the toilet You don’t even have toilet paper, if you don’t have a penny in your account, how can you be so embarrassing?” After speaking, it was blown away like a gust of wind.

But Qin Sesur, who was standing beside Sally, was stunned.

Going to the toilet... don't you even have toilet paper?Qin Sesur suddenly felt that the five thunders were on the top!

Sally was embarrassed by what was said, so she could only force herself to calm down, "Because all the assets in the personal accounts of me and Xiguan were confiscated before I was imprisoned. We have no relatives, so..."

"So is this how you have spent the past two months?" Qin Sesur burst into tears after taking this sentence!

She really couldn't tell what serious crime Xiguan and Sally had committed in law!But these two people... one is a man who has taken care of him for more than six years without forcing him, and the other is a kind woman who reborn himself.No matter what, she didn't want them to fall into this situation, but...it was she who let them fall into this situation...

Only now did Qin Sesur know what kind of life Xiguan and Sally lived after they went to prison.She suddenly felt that it was such a nonsense thing that she was still imagining that Xiguan and Sally would embark on another road to stay together!

"I'm sorry... I'm sorry... Sally, I'm sorry..." Qin Sesur felt that she must be crazy, she must be stupid, why didn't she think that Xiguan and Sally would use money when she came to visit the prison , why didn't I think about sending some money to their account... "I'm sorry Sally... it's all my fault... it's all my fault, I really don't know... I really don't know... I don't know that you have been living such a life for more than two months..." At this moment, Qin Sesur's mind really came up with these four words, pigs and dogs are not as good as these four words, but she never said anything If there is no way to say it, it is undoubtedly a knife in Sally's heart.

At this moment, Qin Sesur suddenly felt that all the pain had become no longer pain. Compared with scrambling to survive in this prison, what could be unbearable?

It turned out that the toothpaste Sally used every day was squeezed out of the toothpaste skins that were used up and thrown away by others, and the toilet paper for going to the toilet was borrowed and borrowed again and again, until she was scolded with obscene language...

At this time, Qin Sesur looked at Sally carefully, only to realize that her slender figure was even more crumbling in the large prison uniform, her complexion had turned sallow, and she no longer had the same luster as before, and the prison uniform was not very messy. , even the short hair on the head is more disheveled than others.

Qin Sesu shed tears silently, raised her arms with all her strength and gently stroked Sally's messy hair, "... When did you cut your hair short?"

Sally was still expressionless, and she had been in this state after explaining to Qin Sesur. When she heard Qin Sesur's question, she said indifferently, "Once the policeman picked me to go to the factory to step on the sewing machine, and my hair got twisted into the machine , the power was cut off in time to save this head, and since then I have cut my hair short~" It seems that what she said was not her own business.

Qin Sesur had already grinned, bit her arm fiercely, and forced herself not to cry again, but her whole face was already flushed from struggling.

She never thought about it, she really never thought about it, if she hadn't been imprisoned this time, she really didn't know that Sally would have suffered so much... If she hadn't been imprisoned this time, Sally and Xiguan would probably be together. Like someone who has disappeared from her life, she will probably never know all this...

Crying to the point of emotion, Qin Sesur still bit her arm... The bright red blood dripped down her forearm to the ground, but the thorny red color made Qin Sesur feel more comfortable.

Sally squatted down slowly, pulled Qin Sesur up, and sighed softly, "Don't cry, the police will see it later..."

Before she finished speaking, a policeman appeared behind Qin Sesur.

Different from Sally, she pulled Qin Sesu up from the ground in a somewhat rude manner, "What are you doing? Why are you crying? Didn't you listen to the regulations carefully yesterday? Make a major demerit! Don't expect a grade B after three months More than that!"

Qin Sesur hadn't recovered from her sadness, but was stunned by the yelling, and looked at the policeman in a daze.