I, the wizard, the foolish Buddha.
Chapter 309 I Believe in Myself! Make Decisions for God!
Chapter 309 I Believe in Myself! Make Decisions for God!
There are very few wizards who would use the Path of Knighthood to break through the Door of Truth. It is simply a rare gem in the wizarding world!
But this time, Roland might be going to do something weird.
Of course, there's a problem here. Breaking through from the Knight's Path doesn't follow the path of truth of the 'Black Holy Blood Shepherdess'!
But it is 'St. Wilmick. Path of Faith'!
Therefore, I have to start practicing again on the path of becoming a wizard.
However, because one is standing at a higher level to deduce the path of truth, cultivation will proceed very quickly.
Moreover, on the one hand, the first batch of old Black Abysses have been out for more than ten years, and the Shepherdess of Black Holy Blood has been studied to a very deep level, so Roland can use it directly.
On the other hand, time for cultivation has never been a problem for Roland. If he hadn't hit a bottleneck, a mysterious event would have pushed him to the top!
Roland suddenly realized that this treatment seemed to be a very rare opportunity!
Roland has always been prone to problems when breaking through to a higher realm.
Especially at the current second-level threshold, if he takes a wrong step, he will become a crazy immortal!
Now, the hospital can solve this problem, and I can also take advantage of this opportunity to directly enter the realm of the second gate.
But there was a problem. Roland would have to take two different paths from now on!
He is going to transform from a wizard into a sorcerer, a priest, and a knight!
Roland couldn't help but feel conflicted.
"Do I really have to walk the path of truth and the path of firewood faith together?"
Most wizards are unwilling to embark on the path of faith.
Because walking the path of faith has two huge side effects.
One is to take the 'path of faith to godhood' - which requires a large number of believers and the accumulation of a large amount of faith. This path allows one to control one's own destiny, but at the end of the road, one will lose oneself.
Those who are deified by faith will also be shackled by faith.
The other is to take the 'Road of Faith in Angels' - also known as the 'Road of Faith in Firewood' by wizards!
It does not need its own followers, nor does it need to collect faith.
All you need to do is believe in God.
Practitioners will completely lose their freedom and will be unable to defy the power of God. Furthermore, they will not defy the power of God, because as they continue along this path, they will be brainwashed by their own thoughts!
But if you believe in an evil god, then you are just being used as firewood for God!
Therefore, the path of faith often does not have a good ending.
If you want to be your own master, you have to lose yourself and be shackled by beliefs.
If you don't want to lose yourself, you have to find a god to believe in - be brainwashed, and willingly give up everything you have.
Most of the time, wizards don't have the opportunity to collect faith because the conditions in the East don't exist, and people don't allow them to do so.
Even if the Thousand-Eyed King had the idea of collecting faith, he would be deserted by everyone!
Even his own daughter stabbed him!
Roland had no conditions to gather faith. No one in the East or the South would believe in him—unless he secretly established a church.
But he obviously does not have the conditions to run a church now.
So he could only find a god to believe in.
He could really find a god to believe in.
Moreover, it will not have any side effects.
Because he was practicing the 'Alaya Visualization Method'!
He is his own God!
He can walk the path of faith, and then when he knocks on the door of faith, call out to his inner demons!
In other words, at the gate of faith, call upon Alayeh and ask Him to open the door!
But there are two problems here.
Does Alayeh exist?
And, will Alayeh respond?
Of course Alayeh exists!
Of course Alayeh would respond!
Because Alayah has always existed - He can be visualized!
He has always been responding to Roland madly - Butterfly Tribulation!
Therefore, there is no problem in finding a god to believe in!
It can even be said that Roland has always believed in a god - he is extremely convinced that his future body exists, and he is extremely convinced that he is Alayeh!
Therefore, it will be very smooth for him to take this path, he just needs to be prepared to face the butterfly calamity!
In this butterfly calamity, Roland must go through it himself and cannot avoid it by using a substitute.
The butterfly calamity itself is a kind of evil pollution and mutation caused by the influence of the evil god!
The higher the level of one's own magic power, the larger the butterfly will be, and the greater the impact of the mutation will be - so this time, Roland is not afraid of the butterfly disaster at all.
Because before he knocks on the door to transcend the tribulation, the hospital's plan will cure his epilepsy and prevent him from turning into a butterfly!
To put it bluntly, the Holy Spirit Hospital will help Roland get an immunity buff, and then let him overcome the tribulation!
Roland suddenly discovered that the Holy Spirit Hospital gave him a very good opportunity for promotion!
It's a godsend!
Fortunately, I came in as a patient!
Of course, cultivating both faith and reason does have a significant side effect, as evidenced by Heraka's experience—after successfully advancing, she will become more prone to madness in the future.
In the Book of Alayeh, there is a very accurate description of the evil heroes - this is a road where madness and sanity coexist, and if you are not careful, you will be doomed.
So, should I take this path?
Should we cultivate both faith and theory?
Thinking of this, Roland couldn't help but frown deeply. He thought to himself: "Have I really always been walking on the path of pure truth?"
Roland has always had a question.
What is his future body 'Alayye' practicing?
He must have walked the 'path of truth' because Alayah's 'present body' - that is, himself, walked the path of truth.
So, did Alayeh walk the 'path of truth' as well as the 'path of faith'?
Roland rubbed his forehead.
Roland decided to make a decision for himself—what path did Alaye take? Wasn't it Roland who decided it?!
[You've Got It! Alayah Theology +99]
[You've Got It! Heracarian Theology +98]
You've got it! The path of faith.
The nun had been waiting for Roland's decision. Seeing him rubbing his forehead, she couldn't help but say, "Mr. Lawrence, don't worry. Regarding the second treatment option, the hospital is only offering a suggestion. The specific circumstances still require your or your family's consent."
Roland couldn't help but feel a little confused. He asked, "You clearly know that I have wizard disease, but you don't force me to receive treatment?"
The nun frowned, and her tone suddenly became serious: "Sir Lawrence, the outside world has always had a lot of criticism about Elizabeth Holy Spirit Hospital.
Many people believe that the hospital is forcibly treating mental patients without the consent of the patients and their families.
Indeed, many mental hospitals have similar situations. But this is extremely foolish and contrary to doctrine!
We are a church hospital, how could we go against our teachings?!"
Doctrine Roland had read many books, but he really didn't know the doctrine of the Southern Orthodox Church.
The South is not Unitarian. The Vatican is very tolerant of faith, so there are many sects and orders in the South.
So, Roland had read some Bibles, but they were Hydra Bibles!
The Monastery of Saint Wilmik and the Hydra Sect are both sects under the "United Church of the Gods of Light and Shadow".
But they didn't believe in Hydra.
What they believed in was the 'Goddess of Dawn' - there were many records about various gods in the Eastern Territory, but there was almost no mention of the God of Dawn.
Roland only knew one thing about the God of Dawn - Baiqi had once split from the Church of the God of Dawn.
The White Queen was once the Saint of the Cult of the God of Dawn!
Roland didn't know what the Cult of the God of Dawn was like, but after the White Pawns betrayed the Cult and went to the north, the Cult of Dawn still allowed them to return to their homeland for academic exchanges!
The elder nun continued, "Mr. Lawrence, I know that you once served in the Inquisition, and I have also come into contact with many knights of judgment and inquisitors.
I know that due to your professional reasons, you tend to have some thoughts. You like to think the worst of things. "
The word the elder sister actually wanted to use here was "Your thoughts are a bit extreme", but she changed the wording.
I felt I wasn't qualified to teach Lawrence. After all, our beliefs, jobs, and environments were different. What I considered wrong might be considered necessary professional ethics for someone else.
She said, “But now that you have come to Holy Spirit Hospital, I hope you can put aside those old ideas.
No one can force you to do anything here—of course, you can't break the law or infringe on the rights of others. Otherwise, we can only hand you over to the 'Holy Court' for processing."
The nun continued, "Although epilepsy is a potential hidden danger, the church has regulations that those in office must receive treatment before they can continue working.
But it is your freedom to give up your position or accept any treatment option.
We are a hospital, and all we do is provide you with appropriate treatment with your permission."
Looking at the elder nun before him, Roland couldn't help but think of the white wizards. He also couldn't help but think of the Three-Headed Snake Carl, who died at his hands for his brothers.
And the group of knights of the Order who insisted on staying in the most dangerous bottom of the ship before their death, desperately trying to destroy the Demonic Nexus and fight for a chance of survival for their companions.
Roland suddenly felt confused—the church in the south was a little different from what he had imagined.
At least the nun in front of me is a very sincere person.
Roland said, "I haven't asked for your name yet?"
The elder nun pursed her lips, feeling a little speechless. Because yesterday when this guy was first admitted to the hospital, she chatted with him for more than half an hour in order to calm him down!
She found him wandering around the monastery late at night and it was she who brought him back!
The nun introduced herself again: "Call me 'Florence'."
Roland blinked and asked, "What's your last name?"
Miss Florence made another very speechless expression—Mr. Lawrence's every move and question now were exactly the same as yesterday.
She patiently explained to Roland again, "I don't have a last name. I was born into a serf family in the Fernando region. Sixteen years ago, the Fernando region converted to the God of Dawn and abolished slavery. Four years later, I had the honor of entering a convent and becoming a nun."
Roland was extremely shocked.
This Miss Florence is a terrifying monk in the middle stage of the second level.
Fernando had abolished slavery only sixteen years earlier.
She joined the church four years later.
So, it took her a total of twelve years from the time she became a nun to the time she is now at this level!
Roland looked at the 'sister' in front of him, coughed awkwardly, and asked, "How old are you this year?"
Miss Florence smiled and said, "In a few days, I will be twenty-five years old, although I am twenty years younger than you. But to be honest, you look much younger than me."
It’s more than just twenty years old?
Lawrence is forty-five this year, and Roland calculated his own age.
Roland then froze in his tracks, thinking to himself, "I'm almost fifty?"
He just wanted to call her sister. But she turned out to be more than 20 years younger than him!
In the secular world of the East, men become adults at the age of fourteen and are usually married and have children at the age of sixteen.
Fifty years old. My grandson is almost as old as the 'big sister' in front of me!
Roland was devastated—I’m fifty fucking years old?!
I'm fifty?!
I still feel like I'm in my twenties.
In fact, as a late-stage first-level wizard, Roland's age, if converted into normal human age, is about the same as twenty years old.
And he looked much younger than a twenty-year-old—he looked to be only eighteen or nineteen.
And because he has no beard, he could easily be mistaken for being sixteen years old.
Frankly speaking, it's fortunate that Roland plays Lawrence—an angel. Furthermore, he follows the path of a knight, has a longer lifespan than a normal person, and is less likely to age.
Otherwise, with his youthful appearance, he would definitely be exposed if he were to play a man in his forties.
Roland is still there because of his emo age.
Miss Florence, who was standing by, noticed that Roland was feeling a little down, and she organized her words in her mind, intending to comfort him.
Miss Florence didn't know that this was an evil dark wizard pretending to be young. She just felt that the 'Angel Lawrence' in front of her looked too young.
So whenever she saw this young face, she always subconsciously thought that Roland was a little brother.
Seeing Roland being emo at this moment, she couldn't help but feel a maternal glow in her heart.
She soothed him softly, “Lawrence, you don’t have to worry about being persecuted here.
Please believe me, no monks here will bear malice towards you.
Because God loves the world.
So, we love you too.”
Roland looked at the beautiful, gentle, and older nun before him. He then made a paladin's blessing gesture and said, "Miss Florence, I love you too."
Miss Florence was stunned for a moment, glared at Roland unhappily, then explained how to take the medicines and left without looking back.
Sir Laurence has gone too far! He actually molested a nun!
After Miss Florence left, Roland picked up the medicine with a smile.
Among these medicines, there are special medicines that can treat both "witch's disease" and "epilepsy".
Next, he only needs to take these medicines regularly and pray with the monks regularly. The monks will be able to use their divine power to slowly dissipate Roland's magic power and epilepsy.
Roland has decided to abandon his magic skills and start practicing again.
He even planned not to practice magic in the near future because he planned to use divine arts next!
As long as he studies the 'Secrets of Great Wilmick' and then steps into the second door of faith, he will be a second-level priest!
As for which god he is, Roland plans to find a god and then forge faith.
Lawrence is a follower of the goddess Themis.
Themis was a many-faceted goddess, sister of the sky god and wife of the Most High God.
She symbolizes many things, among which the deity of 'notarization' and 'order'.
So there are many religious orders related to this God.
Lawrence came from a religious order named after justice and order, and believed in the justice and order aspect of the goddess Themis.
Roland intends to disguise himself as a follower of Themis.
Of course, the church was very tolerant of conversions, as long as one believed in the gods. So Roland could pretend to be a follower of any god.
So, if it really doesn't work, you can also disguise yourself as a follower of the God of Dawn or Heraka.
He recalled the nun's instructions and checked the instructions of the medicines.
Roland thought to himself, "It seems I have to take a medicine every once in a while every day lately."
These drugs have interval requirements for taking.
Roland first took two medications.
The medicine here is different from the medicine in Roland's hometown.
It has the properties of a potion + holy water. It takes effect quickly.
Not long after he finished eating, Roland felt dazed and lost all energy.
Roland knew that this was the effect of the medication used to treat split personality disorder, schizophrenia, and mania.
There is no need to say much about the disease of split personality.
Roland is a bit schizophrenic.
The symptoms of this disease are frequent noise in the ears and hallucinations when looking at things.
Roland didn't have this feeling normally, but he did when he was meditating!
This is the aftereffect of frequently entering the lower world, and it affects one mentally!
If this side effect continues unchecked, Roland will most likely lose sight of the truth. He won't be able to tell the difference between illusion and reality!
When he heard something, he couldn't tell whether it was something he heard from the lower world or something that popped up randomly in his mind!
A typical manifestation of this is that he was talking to the "Spider Bride" in his dream.
At that time, Roland clearly felt that he heard some words from the Spider Bride, but there was a lot of noise!
So much so that he couldn't be sure whether many of the words he said were true or just his own imagination.
If Roland didn't have this sequelae at the time, he would have heard it very clearly!
Moreover, he would not mistake the spider bride for a human at first sight. He could tell at first sight that it was a spider!
To put it bluntly, after taking this medicine, there will be no such sequelae. In the future, even if his SAN is reduced to a very low level, he will be able to calmly hear and see the real things.
Instead of being unable to tell the difference!
(End of this chapter)
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