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159 Passionate is not a sin?

"Is this an ultimatum given to me by Xiao Xiao? She is telling me that she will be my girlfriend, but do I have to break off the relationship with Shiran? But, can I do that?" Qin Xiang Standing on the small hill, looking at the dark Huping Mountain, I feel extremely conflicted.

Thinking of Shen Shiran and Shan Di's devotion to him, he is not a hard-hearted person, he can feel it.Even if he really didn't have feelings between men and women for them before, but after that day, everything changed, became helpless, and became subtle.

Although the two women said that he was not responsible, he couldn't see that no matter whether it was Shan Di or Shen Shiran, they couldn't let go. hold fast.

Between love and not love, between keeping and not keeping, what should he do?At this time, Qin Xiang's heart was full of contradictions.

He didn't dare to deny his faint affection for Feng Xiaoxiao, and he didn't forget his responsibility as a flying dragon warrior.

If it was just for the faint affection, the matter has not reached the point of being unmanageable, or there is still something to be saved, between not loving and keeping, maybe he can give up cruelly; but as the responsibility of the dragon warrior, he can't. do that.

You must succeed, you cannot fail; you can only succeed, there is no failure!

As a man, he can be cruel; as a soldier, he can only obey orders absolutely.

"Hey, what's wrong with me? Didn't I say I want to be my true self?" A shooting star pierced the void and dragged out a long tail, pulling Qin Xiang back from her entangled mood. Looking at Haoyue in the sky, he smiled wryly and said to himself: "Luo Yu is right, in fact, I don't understand my own heart. What is my heart like? If we say that the feelings for them are accumulated Come out, then where is my real heart throbbing? Who is she?"

A real throb of the heart.This is what Qin Xiang has been unable to understand.

He has studied love studies for more than a month, but after arriving at Fengda University, all the girls he came into contact with are top-notch, the target person is Feng Xiaoxiao, the understanding Luo Yu, the charming Wanqi Manling, the royal sister Zhuge Lu Xin, the genuine Zhang Xiangyu, the sweet and evil Shen Shiran, the frosty Shandi, even the carefree Song Hanhan, these girls are all the best of the best, but he has never been able to find that kind of inner love... A throbbing feeling.

Is it because I don't feel throbbing, or the object of throbbing hasn't appeared yet?

………………

On a flat ground not far from the stone platform.

"Shiran..."

"..."

"Shiran..."

"..."

……

"Are you still angry with me?" Qin Xiang carefully accompanied him for a long time, but Shen Shiran still ignored him.

"How dare I be angry with you, you are the boss, you are the master, the little girl is just a little girl that no one cares about, no one loves, no one treats her as a dish, so I have no right to be angry with you." Shen Shiran finally spoke, but she pouted and sulked secretly.

This kid comforted girl Feng first, and then came to me when he turned around. Hmph, it's clear that he put me behind girl Feng, how can it be so easy for me to take care of you?Shen Shiran thought very unhappy.

"You don't know Xiao Xiao, actually, you can't blame Xiao Xiao for the previous incident." Qin Xiang said slowly.

"Yeah, don't blame her, blame me, it's my fault, sir—" Shen Shiran said angrily.

"Xiao Xiao is actually very pitiful..." Qin Xiang didn't care if she was angry or not, and didn't care if she listened or not, and slowly told her about Feng Xiaoxiao's parents.

Although he doesn't know much, he still knows the basics.

"Xiangzi...you mean, I provoked her and scolded her parents...well, that's why she got so angry and wanted to hit me?" Although Shen Shiran was annoyed, she still listened to Qin Xiang's words Ear, after listening, he asked in a low voice anxiously.

Qin Xiang nodded and said: "Well, I don't know if you understand her mood, but I can feel Xiao Xiao's mood at that time, so I can only comfort her at that time, Shiran, you have to blame me There is no way."

"Xiangzi...I'm sorry—" Shen Shiran suddenly threw herself into his arms and apologized guiltily.

Qin Xiang hesitated for a moment, and finally stretched out his arms to hug her.

"Don't worry, I won't be angry with her again in the future. In the worst case, I will let her go everywhere, Xiangzi, don't be angry with me, okay?" Shen Shiran murmured, hugging his waist tightly.

Qin Xiang sighed lightly and said, "I'm not angry with you, I'm just angry with myself."

"Why are you angry with yourself?" Shen Shiran raised her head in confusion, staring at him with crystal-like eyes in the dark night.

Qin Xiang said with infinite annoyance: "I found that I don't know how to deal with emotional matters at all. In other matters, I can be decisive and wise, but emotionally, I find that I am a mess. You were right earlier. , if this continues, I will only bring you harm."

Shen Shiran caressed his cheek, and said softly: "That's because you are a good person, a good man. However, you are a passionate and good man. To be honest, Xiangzi, Shiran never blamed you, really of."

"Shiran..." Qin Xiang didn't know how to say words of gratitude for a moment.

"Have you ever watched "Yi Tian Tu Long Ji"? Do you know Zhang Wuji?" Shen Shiran asked suddenly.

""The Legend of Yitian Tulong"? Zhang Wuji?" Qin Xiang shook her head and said, "I haven't read it, and I don't know who Zhang Wuji is."

Shen Shiran didn't beat him, and told him about the plot of "Yi Tian Tu Long Ji", and finally asked: "Xiang Zi, if you were Zhang Wuji, what would you do? You would only guard Zhao Min and let the others Do girls stay chaste for him for the rest of their lives sadly? Zhou Zhiruo, who hates him because of love but sticks to him for the rest of his life, and A Li, who loves him deeply, regard him as the only Xiao Shao in their lives. Girl, who hasn't lived and died with him.

"But in the end, the weak Zhang Wuji listened to Zhao Min's words and fell into Zhao Min's emotional trap. If you were Zhang Wuji, would you do that?"

"Shiran is very similar to Zhao Min in this story. She is entangled but eccentric. However, she doesn't seem to be as selfish as Zhao Min." Qin Xiang glanced at her and thought for a while, then shook her head. Yao said: "If I were Zhang Wuji, I believe I can't do that. At least on the issue of Xiao Shao, I will never let her go back to Persia to be a saint, I will definitely let her stay by my side .”

Shen Shiran kissed him on the face with a "boo", and said with a grin: "Yeah, so I said you are a good man, just a good man who is passionate. It is not a sin for a man to be passionate, but it is a sin to be negative." real sin."

"Passionateness is not a crime, but being negative is a crime?" Qin Xiang chewed on her words, but couldn't digest them for a while.

———— ps: The update during the Ching Ming Festival may not be stable, because I will go back to my hometown tomorrow, Xiaoding can only try to take time to code.