Black Street President's Little Lover

098 I wronged myself for love (1)

Since that day, the relationship between the two has been very peaceful, at least in Xiang Qingshen's view, it is very peaceful, like a calm lake without even a single ripple.

Every day, he went to work in the morning, came back to eat at noon, and then took a lunch break with her, and then went to work again. She thought it was too hard for him and told him that he didn't have to come back at noon.

But he was still very persistent and insisted on being with her. He said that she would participate in every process of the child's growth. When he said these words, he was so sincere and his eyes were shining.

This kind of him makes people feel warm, reliable, and addicted.

And she always looked at him affectionately, but the disappointment in her heart was even deeper. She tried her best to make him think that she didn't ask anything anymore. She didn't want to ask how he and Yu Nuanxin were doing, and she didn't ask What would he do with Yu Nuanxin's child; let alone ask him what he planned to do with her child.

Since that day, she just waited by his side submissively. She thought that as long as he still needed her, she would always stay by his side.

She didn't have the ability to resist him at all, let alone after knowing his past, those things made her reluctant to let him go. What's wrong with him?

He was just trying not to let himself get hurt.

At this time, he had already gone to work, and she was sitting in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, thinking wildly, with her long hair draped softly behind her.

The melancholy in her eyes made her feel distressed, she thought, one day, after he didn't need her, she would leave.

At this time, there was a loud noise outside, Jin Ruixi regained consciousness from her own thoughts, put on her slippers, and went out.

"Mother Chen, did something happen outside?" She looked around curiously.

At this time, Mama Chen was washing the dishes, and stretched her neck to look outside, she shook her head.

"I don't know, what's the matter? Is it uncomfortable there? Or is the sound bothering you." Chen Ma walked to her side and sat down, and asked distressedly: "Rui Rui, what's the matter between you and the prince?" Confused?"

Seeing that after Xiang Qingshen left, she was always depressed, with melancholy on her brows, she felt very distressed.

Jin Ruixi shook her head.

"Mother Chen, you don't have to worry. What will happen to me? Everything is fine now. He treats me very well, and he is looking forward to the baby's arrival. I am the happiest person in the world now."

Mama Chen shook her head.

"Rui Rui, if you have anything, just say it. Between husband and wife, sometimes you think that the other party can guess your thoughts too much. In fact, most of the time, a couple who love each other just think that the other party can understand you. If you can understand yourself, you don’t say anything, you don’t say anything, and you still think you are trusting, but it’s not true, you know? Sometimes you can almost lie to yourself that you are happy, but remember, don’t hide things, It will be better if we talk about it openly and honestly.”

Taking a deep breath, she held her hands tightly. She also had such a past, but she was too self-righteous to be in the situation she is today.

"Misunderstanding is the taboo of love. As long as there is suspicion, no matter how much you pretend nothing happened, it will explode in the end." Chen Ma said consolingly.

"Mother Chen, I know, thank you!" She thought she was covering it up very well, but she didn't expect Mother Chen to see it so thoroughly. Those who have never experienced love will never understand the humbleness of loving someone.

She loves him too much to be so humble.

If he loved her a little more, then the humble would become him.

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When the sun was setting, Jin Ruixi left the villa, sat on the steps and waited for Xiang Qingshen to leave work.

From a distance, she saw his car coming, Jin Ruixi stood up, her eyes became warm, as long as she could cherish these days with him, it would be enough for her.

Xiang Qingshen got out of the car, with an imperceptible smile on her lips, walked to her side, and tightened her coat.

He frowned and asked:

"Why are you waiting for me here again? I didn't tell you that it's windy here, so you can just wait for me in the house." She said, wrapping her arms around her waist, and walked into the villa.

The corner of Jin Ruixi's mouth curled into a sweet smile, and she rested her head on his armpit.

"I like waiting for you here!" This kind of life is like a happy wife waiting for a husband who goes out to work.

Hearing what she said, my heart was filled with happiness, and the expression on her face softened even more.

Two people came to the table.

He pulled out the chair in a gentlemanly manner and let her sit down before taking off his coat, and Mother Chen took the coat.

"Is there any discomfort in your body recently?" He is always worried about her body. She looks so weak, he is really afraid that her body will not be able to bear it, and he is very distressed when he hears that giving birth will be very painful.

"Xiang Qingshen, I'm fine, don't worry." Jin Ruixi said soothingly, she had a happy smile on her face, her eyes were small and curved, she looked so cute.

"Okay, come on, eat more!" Xiang Qing carefully put a piece of fish into Jin Ruixi's bowl. Jin Ruixi likes fish very much, but the part he likes to eat is the part that gets stabbed the most.

Every time he will help her remove the fishbone so carefully.

For his carefulness, she was really touched.

"Thank you." Jin Ruixi picked up a piece of braised pork for him.

The interaction at the dinner table was so harmonious, they were like a very happy couple, Jin Ruixi thought, if they could be like this for the rest of their lives, how wonderful it would be!

"What are you thinking about?" Seeing her wandering into the sky again, Xiang Qingshen stretched out his finger and shook it in front of her.

"I was thinking that I love you so much!" she said coquettishly.

That's right, since that day, there have been more interactions between the two of them, and he is no longer so frosty, even though there is still not much expression on his face.

However, he is working hard to let her feel his changes. He wants to give her a happy future, even if he can't do it now, but after a few months, they will be very happy.

But he still felt the faint melancholy on her body, he thought, he hasn't done well enough, otherwise it wouldn't be like this, would it?

All are hidden under the calm surface.

After eating, Xiang Qingshen accompanied her for a walk as usual.

The doctor said that walking around properly will be better for the birth of the child.

At this time, Xiang Qingshen had already changed out of her suit and changed into a set of more homely casual clothes. Jin Ruixi also had a set of casual clothes, but there was an extra sweater outside.

Once out the door, Jin Ruixi walked to the right, but was held back by Xiang Qingshen.

Turn around and look into his deep eyes.

"What's the matter?" Since that time, she has never walked to the left again. When she sees those messy shells, her heart always hurts.

He didn't force her before, they always walked to the right, they were just walking anyway, it was the same wherever they went.

"Let's go this way today!" Then he took her little hand and pulled her to the left.

For a moment, Jin Ruixi felt a little stunned, but it was only for a moment, and the next moment, she regained her happy expression and walked side by side with him.

The two walked side by side, and the sea breeze blew her long hair, which fluttered wantonly, so unrestrained.

Gradually, Jin Ruixi only felt that the sockets of her eyes were a little hot, and she raised her other hand to cover her mouth, but he still didn't say anything, and still pulled her forward.

Until the big heart-shaped pattern.

Jin Ruixi looked at him in astonishment, and her heart was filled with emotion.

"My dear Rui Rui, I wish you a happy birthday." Jin Ruixi picked up a large bouquet of red roses in the middle of Taoxin, took out one and handed it to her.

Jin Ruixi didn't realize it for a long time, how did he know that today was her birthday, she remembered that he never showed up on her birthday before, always saying that he was busy, or for various reasons.

Today, however, he has prepared so much.

"Rui Rui, I love you!" He confessed affectionately, still holding his hand, seeing that she didn't respond, he raised his eyebrows at Qingshen. "Honey, shouldn't you take the flowers in my hand now?"

Jin Ruixi's hands trembled slightly, she felt that she was worthless, and she was completely moved.

What a trembling result that many delicate roses.

"How do you know it's my birthday?" Even she herself forgot that today is her birthday, but he didn't expect him to remember it.

"Okay, silly girl, why are you crying? Don't you know how much your tears make my heart hurt?" Xiang Qingshen took her into his arms, lowered his head, and his thin lips dominated her, which was more beautiful than roses red lips.

She responded to him, and the two kissed fiercely. After a while, Jin Ruixi felt that she had turned into a puddle of mud.

He took out a tablecloth and spread it on the ground, and he put her lightly on the tablecloth, and then he sat on the beach himself, picked up the red wine he had prepared a long time ago, and poured out two glasses.

Picking up two glasses of red wine, he gave Jin Ruixi a glass.

Jin Ruixi took the goblet.

"Rui Rui, do you know? After I fell in love with you, I realized what salvation is. You are my salvation. I love you." Xiang Qing confessed affectionately.

Jin Ruixi's eyes were red again, and her heart was filled with emotion.

"Thank you!" Jin Ruixi said excitedly.

"Fool, why are you thanking me?"

"Thank you for loving me!" Tears finally fell, she thought, as long as he changes a little bit, she can't resist, as long as he ticks her fingers, he will really seem to be said Rushed like that desperately.

Putting down the goblet, he took her into his arms and sat on his lap. This posture was so intimate. He lowered his head and gently kissed away the tears from the corners of her eyes.

Every kiss is so expressive, and every touch is full of cherishment.

She wrapped her hands around his neck, and responded to his kiss enthusiastically.