Policewoman crossing: Abandoned concubine is very happy

Chapter 190 Six Rebirth Story

"I feel incompetent. I obviously want to protect you and take care of you, but I can't do it. It's because I'm not capable enough." Xu Qingyuan said softly, with no expression on his face, "Maybe you have something in your heart, but I just I want to protect you, but I don’t care about other things. If Zhan Tianmu wants to harm you, I will fight against him. Therefore, I joined this force and got the Heaven and Earth Building. If Zhan Tianmu wants to treat you now, I can I will fight against him, and I will no longer be his prisoner."

"Why bother?" Xia Xiaoyu shook her head, "Why are you bothering? Do you know how much I will blame myself and ruin your life? Originally, you would have an ordinary but happy life. It's me, it's all my fault, it's me who killed you."

"No." Xu Qingyuan firmly denied, "It was you who saved me, gave me a chance to survive, and even gave our whole family a chance. If it weren't for you, I would be dead now."

Xu Qingyuan seemed to have something to say in his words, his cheeks reflected an unpredictable look in the light of Huo Zhezi, he looked very mysterious, and he was struggling a little, as if he was hesitating whether to tell Xia Xiaoyu or not look.

"Tell me, what's going on?" Xia Xiaoyu said softly, blew out the flame, pulled Xu Qingyuan to the side of the bed, sat down beside him in the dark, and said in a low voice, "If you don't tell me, I will Maybe I will never forgive myself in my life, and I have made you so implicated."

"I said, you don't have to blame yourself, this is my choice." Xu Qingyuan said softly, "Even because of you, my whole family and I are alive. I don't say it, just because I'm afraid you won't believe it."

"Don't believe it?" Xia Xiaoyu chuckled. After experiencing things like time travel, she still has nothing to believe in. She believes in everything, "You only know if I believe you or not after you tell me. Do you expect me to take my own Responsibility and incomprehension, live a lifetime?"

"You shouldn't show up, it's very strange, because you didn't show up last time." Xu Qingyuan spoke, and Xia Xiaoyu couldn't figure out what he said at the beginning, which made her very confused, "You just showed up this time, let me I think you are a miracle that fell from the sky."

"Hmm..." Xia Xiaoyu didn't understand, but after thinking about it, Xu Qingyuan would explain it clearly to her without interrupting.

"I should have died three months ago." Xu Qingyuan said softly, "The last time I died was three months ago, and the people in my family should have died a few days before and after you entered my house, but because you , everything has changed.”

"Wait a minute, what do you mean..." Xia Xiaoyu thought of a possibility in disbelief, "You were reborn? Didn't you? Originally, you died when you lived until the last time, but after you died, you found yourself back to the When I was a child?"

"I know it's ridiculous, so do you believe it?"

"I know it's ridiculous, but I believe it."

When Xia Xiaoyu wanted to hold Xu Qingyuan tightly, she shouted, time travel is over, what is so strange about rebirth, I believe everything you say, no wonder Xu Qingyuan saw her for the first time, The gaze is more of scrutiny and suspicion, so it is.

"I was born again, and I want to change everything, my family's ruined fate, but I can't change anything." Xu Qingyuan said softly, "No matter how hard I try, the final result will return to the same place after twists and turns. I don’t want to mention so much, anyway, since I was 15 years old, I know that I still can’t get rid of my fate, and if I just get rid of it, I will be punished.”

"Punishment..." Xia Xiaoyu was a little confused.

"Yes, punishment." Xu Qingyuan nodded, "I remember when I was 15 years old, a housekeeper in my family had an accident and broke a leg, so I went against the sky to help him, but he died. One leg, but she is dead."

Xia Xiaoyu pursed her lips and didn't speak. She just traveled through time and had no experience of rebirth. Naturally, she didn't know these things, and she didn't know how to comfort or enlighten Xu Qingyuan. All she could do was listen, and nothing could interfere. superior.

"At that time, I deeply understood that I can't go against the sky, otherwise I don't know what the consequences will be." Xu Qingyuan said softly, "So, I can only live according to the previous track, and I dare not try to change anyone's life. Destiny, the more I want to change it, the worse the result will be."

"But... was changed by me? Is it?" Xia Xiaoyu said softly. Obviously, she chose the Xu family that night, went in, and rescued the Xu family that had been dealt with by the two kidnappers, "So , have you paid attention to me since then?"

"Yes." Xu Qingyuan nodded, "I originally thought that when I came back, I would have to face the burned home and the dead relatives like in the previous life, but they said that they were saved by you. Everything is different, you gave me hope. I was like someone who has fallen into the water and grabbed a straw."

"So that's it." Xia Xiaoyu said softly, she is not from this world, so she doesn't have to be bound by the laws here, so it's not his fault that she changed everything, and he doesn't have to bear any unbearable results , such as losing the housekeeper.

"However, I got a result that I can't accept even more, or it's the truth, it tore up everything that was originally beautiful." Xu Qingyuan raised his eyes suddenly, and he could faintly see his shining face in the dark Eyes, "Do you know? In fact, I really love Yingying, my only sister. I thought she was beautiful and kind, but now I find...she..."

Speaking of this, Xu Qingyuan paused, controlled his emotions, and then continued: "But, I found that she is so vicious and ugly, and even has such thoughts about me as a brother. I can't accept it." , more sad than seeing her die, I know, this is punishment."

"I'm sorry." Xia Xiaoyu blamed herself. She let Xu Qingyuan know all this. If she didn't show up, it wouldn't happen. If she didn't show up, the Xu family would be dead. Who is who in this kind of thing? How can you make it clear?

"Don't say I'm sorry, you just let me see it. If you change, you still have to pay the price." Xu Qingyuan shook his head and said, "After meeting you, the track of fate has deviated. The last time it was my whole family I was killed, and I was killed not long after for revenge. This time, it's not the same."

"You don't have any enemies, so you don't need revenge." Xia Xiaoyu said softly.

"Yes, but I don't know what to do. You disappeared. It was Yingying who sold you out. I can't accept it. Looking at the attitude of my parents, I found that if the person who was supposed to die continues to live, he will be released from death." It will become another person." Xu Qingyuan said in great pain, "My parents are very selfish, before... I never knew they were so selfish, let alone my sister is such a person..."

"So you chose to escape. After you were caught in Qingsi Pavilion that day, you escaped and did not go home." Xia Xiaoyu said softly, "I was worried about your comfort, and I went to your house to look for it. You. I'm sorry, I completely changed your sister into another person, including your parents losing you, and my daughter...life will..."