Secret Lovers of Senior Officials: Alipay for Marriage

The harassment from Yang Wei and others, the attacks from the industrial, commercial, taxation and fire departments, and her concern for herself, even her life was almost threatened twice... No wonder she was almost on the verge of collapse.

How can you smile all over your face overnight?

Just like the last message she left to him, from that moment on, she had already decided not to rely on him anymore.

From now on, no longer rely on anyone.

When she turned over, she left his embrace and turned sideways.

These days, it's always been like this, always separated—it's not as tired as it used to be.

It's not that I don't love—it's that I don't dare—somehow, I feel embarrassed—as if the excessive intimacy is embarrassing.

Even when he reached out to hug her again, she still turned sideways, avoiding his hug subconsciously.

As if, the heart has been frozen.

Fine, it's my fault.

It was I who wiped it all out with my own hands.

It was I who spoiled you before I had time to let you grow up, and then threw you down hard.

He sighed ten thousand times in his heart.

In the middle of the night, Yan Xixi woke up from the cold and turned off the air conditioner in a daze.The curtains were drawn, and the room was very dark. Standing in the aisle, she felt that the room was empty, and suddenly thought of something, she rushed over, her voice trembling slightly.

On the bed, there is a person.

She touches him.

Really.

He was there, he was there all the time, as if he would never leave again.

Even all of this seems to be unreal.

These days, she has long been used to him leaving. Every time she wakes up and reaches out to touch her, she is always empty-handed: in this huge room, besides herself, she is still herself.

I was so desperate that I thought he would never come back.

Now, he finally grabbed his hand again when he dreamed back in the middle of the night.She held it tightly, and suddenly burst into tears.

Wang Donglin was startled awake, sat up, stretched out his hand, and touched the tears on her face.

He was startled, and hugged her: "Xi Xi, what's the matter?"

She finally cried out.

For so many days, I have been suppressing it. Even crying is a sign of weakness, and I don't even want to bring him any burden. However, on such a night, I finally couldn't hold it back.

He didn't comfort her in any way, he just hugged her tightly and patted her back gently.

At this moment, she didn't need any verbal comfort either—that was enough.

His heart was surprisingly broken, and he was also surprisingly gentle. It was not until her sobs subsided that he said softly: "Be careful, don't be afraid..."

She spoke in a daze: "It was like this when my mother just passed away... I always thought I was with her all the time, but every time I woke up, she always disappeared... Later, I gradually realized that she It will never appear... I'm afraid..."

He was shocked.

It turned out that she was afraid that once she disappeared, she would never appear again.

Because I'm afraid—so I dare not love hard.

You are too attached to experience the pain of being torn apart.

Accompanied day and night, inseparable - some people, we need a long, long time to adapt to his (her) departure - because you cannot bear the price of his departure.

He hugged her tightly, unable to speak a word.

That night, he kept holding her tightly, very, very hard, and she seemed to feel a slight pain in her bones.But for some reason, she fell asleep soundly instead, and was never awakened again.