I was forced to start the second round because I was raised in poverty

Chapter 338 Levonorgestrel

Ma Shuning woke up.

She showed no panic, guilt, or feigned fear and confusion as expected.

Ma Shuning's eyes were frighteningly clear, like a calm lake, reflecting no ripples.

She blinked first, adjusting to the light in the room, before turning her gaze to Su Cheng.

She actually smiled at herself!

A perfectly natural smile, tinged with a touch of languor and intimacy.

It was as if he and Ma Shuning were a couple who had been in love for many years, waking up on an ordinary morning.

She gave a soft "hmm" with a nasal tone, as if greeting Su Cheng and asking him: Why are you awake so early?

Damn, you're such a good actor!

What should I do?
How should Su Cheng begin speaking to such an "innocent" face?
His questioning only makes him look like an unreasonable idiot.

Ma Shuning will definitely push everything onto Su Cheng, saying he drank too much, was too tired, and so on... She might even turn around and blame him.

Su Cheng may not be facing a drug-using criminal, but a monster incapable of empathy.

Ma Shuning's greatest weapon is not the hallucinogenic drugs she took last night, but the normal, affectionate state she is currently displaying.

But Su Cheng won't play along with Ma Shuning's act.

"Did you drug me?"

Ma Shuning's original "loving languor" expression immediately vanished, replaced by disbelief, deep offense, and icy disappointment.

She tucked the blanket in, as if Su Cheng were the one who was threatening: "What are you talking about?"

Ma Shuning's voice was soft, but carried an undeniable weight, as if Su Cheng was desecrating something sacred about her.

"I'm asking you, did you drug me?"

"Can you say that again?"

He doesn't need to say it again; he can say it three times if he wants.

"I see."

Ma Shuning nodded to Su Cheng, a desolate smile playing on her lips.

"So this is the kind of person you think I am."

Ha ha.

So this is what you really think of me.

classic.

That's so damn classic.

Are you insulting me, or are you afraid to admit the desires you can't hide in your heart?

“Let’s get this straight. Your eyes haven’t left me since last night, have they?”

"A man who cannot face his own desires is truly pathetic."

Oh.

Just like Su Cheng thought.

Innocence is now Ma Shuning's greatest weapon.

What does it mean to keep your eyes glued to each other?
Did he glance at it again?

As for desire, that's laughable, and Su Cheng didn't even bother to argue with it.

"What do you mean by asking if I drugged you?"

"You feel you've been violated?"

"You don't need to think about it anymore, I'll tell you."

"You are currently experiencing the emptiness that follows passion."

"Perhaps your life has been too mundane, and you have never experienced such an intense emotional release."

"Your body and brain are unable to process this intensity, so you instinctively choose the most cowardly way to interpret it, defining it as a sexual assault."

“You’re afraid of this feeling of being out of control, so you need a story, a lie, to regain your sense of control and turn me into a perpetrator.”

"That way you can retreat back to your 'innocent victim' safe zone with a clear conscience."

"Admitting this fact will shatter your pitiful self-esteem, right?"

"I won't argue with someone who lives in their own fantasy world; it's pointless."

"So now, please leave with your ridiculous victim mentality, and disappear from my world forever." Su Cheng: ???
Ma Shuning is making excuses.

Because what she said to Su Cheng was not the same thing at all.

She wasn't talking about the event itself, but rather Su Cheng's self-esteem, his understanding, and the foundation of his existence as a man.

This is a perfectly closed-loop logic, laced with poison, even more perfect than the response Su Cheng had anticipated.

Most people who experience this would try their best to resist and get rid of the "coward" label. All the analysis just now was overturned, and they accepted the lies fabricated from Ma Shuning's perspective according to Ma Shuning's logic.

If it weren't for Su Cheng, she would have fallen into a terrible state of self-judgment, shrouded in a thick fog of self-doubt.

This kind of rhetoric will cause all of a person's anger to lose its target and their grief and indignation to lose their source.

Ma Shuning is telling me to get out.

According to her script, should Su Cheng immediately transform from the role of the real victim into the one at fault, and instead cheer up and comfort her?
Go against Tiangang!

You actually put on an act!
Su Cheng was not fooled by her, but was simply stunned by her "performance".

It doesn't matter what Ma Shuning says.

There was no point in Su Cheng arguing with her for even a single word.

He has three things to do now.

First, he must leave this carefully constructed psychological trap filled with lies.

Second, he must remember how he feels right now.

He must remember this clarity, remember Ma Shuning's face, and remember every word she said.

This will be Su Cheng's most powerful weapon against all future "self-doubt".

Su Cheng didn't say anything, but instead put on her clothes first, and then used her phone to do some things.

"Why aren't you leaving yet?! Get out of here!"

Su Cheng remained silent, patiently waiting in the chair furthest from the bed.

This is the third thing he needs to do.

Ten minutes later.

The doorbell rang, and Su Cheng opened the door a crack, taking the packaging bag from the deliveryman.

In front of Ma Shuning, Su Cheng took out the box of emergency contraceptive pills from the paper bag.

He first filled a glass with water, then tore open the packaging and took out a white pill.

"have eaten."

Ma Shuning did not react immediately; she maintained her indifferent, arrogant, innocent, and contemptuous demeanor.

A barely perceptible ripple flashed across her eyes.

This fluctuation was fleeting, and even Su Cheng didn't realize it.

Looking at the medicine, Ma Shuning's eyes filled with disappointment and sorrow as she looked at Su Cheng.

"Is this what you did after you were done with me?"

"Is this how you satisfy your pathetic, need-for-reaffirmation fantasies?"

"You are beyond redemption."

Ma Shuning did not hesitate at all.

She placed the pill on her tongue, tilted her head back, and made a clear swallowing motion by rolling her throat.

This reaction caused Su Cheng's brain to freeze a bit.

He was actually prepared to use force against Ma Shuning.

If Ma Shuning refused to eat, Su Cheng would force the pill into her mouth and make her swallow it.

If she can give herself hallucinogenic drugs, then I can force her to take birth control pills.

Su Cheng would not feel any guilt morally.

He wanted to avoid any consequences that he didn't want to see or couldn't bear.

"Did you see that? Are you satisfied now?"

“I ate it, but not because I admit to your ridiculous, unfounded accusation.”

"It's because you made me feel disgusted like never before."

"Now, get out of here!"

(End of this chapter)