Refusing to marry a wealthy family: the young mistress fled 99 times

Xia Naier said softly: "I don't want to care about anything anymore... I don't care about anything anymore... Su Shijie, please, don't leave me alone, take me away..."

She doesn't care anymore.I don't want to take care of my sister, I don't want to take care of Mu Xicheng, I don't want to take care of my mother.

She doesn't want to care about anyone anymore, she's tired, too tired...

Tired to the limit, can no longer bear, unless death is the only relief.

Su Shijie's eyes also showed dark pain.

"Nair, wake up." He grabbed her shoulders and shook her gently.

Ever since I carried her back from the side of the road just now, she has been so ignorant, sometimes sober and sometimes confused.

Chanel looked at Su Shijie with confused eyes, and smiled: "I'm very sober."

"..."

"I'm really sober," Chanel smiled, the water in her eyes shining brightly in the white fluorescent light, "Su Shijie, I've always been sober."

"..."

"I'm really sober!"

She spoke like a drunk, desperately trying to prove that she was not drunk.

While speaking, Chanel clutched his sleeve and shook it, making him believe her.

"Okay, you're awake." Su Shijie responded, sat beside her, and hugged her on his lap, which was his favorite position for hugging her.

"Where do you want me to take you?" He asked softly with his lips next to her ear.

"I don't know... Where are you going, just take me there, okay?"

Wherever there is him, she will go there.

Even if, his next stop is heaven...

"You don't want children anymore?"

Chanel smiled and shook her head: "It's not that I don't want it... I can't afford it."

Su Shijie didn't speak, just hugged her quietly, his eyes fell on her face, as if checking whether she was awake.

After a while, his fingers gently stroked the wound on her knee: "Does it still hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt."

Su Shijie's voice was lower: "If I hurt myself and make myself sick, will your heart hurt?"

It hurts, it hurts, it hurts.

Just now she tried the heart-piercing pain.

Pain that will always exist as long as you live.The pain that wants to end with death.

"It hurts." He said, "It hurts to see you like this."

Chanel stared wide-eyed and looked at him in surprise.

"It's like your hand grabbing my heart..." Su Shijie took her little hand and placed it on his chest, smiling faintly, "Gripping it hard, it hurts so much."

Chanel opened her mouth, but felt that her throat was congested and she couldn't speak.

"You must have never been in pain, so you don't know what it's like." Seeing that her bare legs were also cold, Su Shijie pulled a blanket to cover her and said.

After a pause, he sighed: "I'd rather you never know."

"I know." Chanel said hoarsely, "I really know."

No one has ever made her heart hurt like this.

She always thought that she was a rational person who could restrain her emotions well.

Unexpectedly, her feelings for Su Shijie had reached the point where Su Shijie could control him as he wished...

She was afraid of this kind of power being controlled by others, so she avoided it and refused to face her heart.

But just now, she suddenly felt that if Su Shijie died, she would not even have the courage to live.A person who is not even afraid of death, what is he afraid of?

She loves him.

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