Daughter not a concubine: black-bellied arrogant killer concubine

Jingxuan in the late autumn of 13.

Civil strife broke out in Southern Shu, and the court sent troops to guard the southern border.

The fourth son of the emperor, Yun Zhan, took the initiative to invite Ying.

Emperor Zhun.

In the winter of 13, when the prince of Nanshu was out hunting, he accidentally fell off a cliff, and the search has been unsuccessful so far. After March, Prince Duogulun was appointed as the prince, and the old king will inherit the throne a hundred years later.

At that time, when I learned that I had lost a child in my womb, I felt a dull pain in my heart.

Hua Wuyan only said that she wanted to go back to Yuzhou with me and live a peaceful and stable life, but she didn't care about all the affairs in the court, and she didn't care about the secret struggle for the reserve position.

But I lost the child in my womb, how could this matter be left alone.

It took me several months to find out what happened.

Most of this was done at the behest of the queen.It's just that the queen didn't care about me that day, and my loss of a child was also something she didn't expect.

I recalled that day when I fell asleep and woke up, the queen's face was so nervous, I thought she was really worried about me, but now that I think about it, it's because I'm afraid that there is something wrong with my body, and my uncle will be furious and investigate.

And no matter what the queen's intentions are, it is a fact that the child in my womb has been lost, so how can I not hate it.

Whenever I think of the child who came to me in a dream when I was asleep, and the eyebrows and eyes that are very similar to Hua Wuyan, my heart feels like a knife is piercing.

Originally because of Yunxi and Yunzhan, I was considered to be at odds with the prince's party, but it was not put on the table.Now that I have experienced such suffering unexpectedly, I don't know if the queen will only think that it is my retribution.

Uncle is in his prime but has had no children for many years. Now that I have found out the clues this time, it is not difficult to imagine that the empress must be like this for more than this time.But suffer from no evidence.

But even if I poisoned her because of this, and now is not a favorable time, so all I can do now is to be patient, and when the time comes, I can uproot it.For me, and also for the rest of the lives of Yunxi, Yunzhan and the rest of us.

Foresight, so there is no end.

If in the past I was at odds with the crown prince and queen because of Yunxi Yunzhan, then this time it is doomed that I will inevitably stand in the opposite position with the crown prince.

In this way, I and the prince's party can only be at odds with each other, and there is no room for maneuver.

I know that Hua Wuyan is just like my uncle, and I don't want me to participate in those troubles.

But I can't let go of too many people.

I can't let go of my uncle, if one day the throne is changed, how should I deal with it...

If there is a day when Yunxi Yunzhan and the crown prince compete for the court capital, I can feel at ease if I win, but if I lose and I am not by my side to help, how should I deal with myself in my heart.

I know that I don't have such strong and full wings, but I just want to do my best to protect the love and people I cherish most.

Hua Wuyan said, the person I care about in this life, there are too many things I can't let go of, but he is willing to accompany me on every road I want to take, no matter the end of the road is a garden full of peach blossoms or a sky full of bones.

He said, "Qing'er, no matter how many worries you have in your heart in this life, no matter what turmoil and disputes there will be in your world, there is only one you in my heart. No matter what the future holds, you and I will go hand in hand. No matter what happens in the future No matter how dangerous the road is, don’t be afraid, I’m always by your side.”

This is a gamble that will spend half of our lives or even our whole life, but this gamble uses the lives of each of us, and the lives of countless people under us as bets.

No matter who lives and who dies in the end