The wealthy little wife: BOSS adults entangled in the door
642. Qiao Zhijun's Wedding 11
However, you don't know the pain of all kinds of cold instruments reaching into your body and crushing a certain part, slowly pulling it out...
For so many years, she has been pretending that she has forgotten that scene long ago, but there is no way, she can't forget it.
Back then, the situation was critical and there was a lot of blood loss. The child was nearly six months old, so it was not an abortion at all, but an induction of labor.The doctor said that general anesthesia was not possible, so she chose partial anesthesia. The huge pain kept her awake the whole time, and she clearly knew how the instrument was inserted into it, how to crush the already formed child alive, and pulled it out bit by bit...
This scene will never be forgotten.
That's why I'm afraid of Qu Cunzi—afraid that he deliberately took his own life to clear the way.
Even if he explained it later, she also understood that it was Jiang Yueming's poisonous hands, but the essence would not change - this fear would not change.After the established tragedy has occurred, all subsequent confessions will be of no avail to the parties concerned.
You killed a person, but no matter how much you cry and regret for the rest of your life, that person will never be able to come back to life because of your regret.
It's not that she didn't think about forgiving Qu Cunzi again, starting again, accepting again—but, until today, until she understood his sincere confession, she still couldn't fall in love with him completely and without any grievances.
That takes time.
How long it took, she didn't know.
The great pain has been branded in my mind and will never go away.This also formed a huge psychological shadow. For so many years, she was afraid of getting pregnant, afraid of having children, and afraid of being a real mother... Other women were beaming when they mentioned getting married and having children, but she was always afraid.Even when she loved Qiao Zhi deeply, she always had doubts about it.
However, Qiao Zhi, he has always tolerated this.
Always.
Because of my childhood experience, because I have never been loved by others, because I am timid and cowardly, so when I was in Qu Zhai, I was used to being trampled on by others, and I never knew that I could stand up and fight when I was bullied, even if it was violent;
However, Qiao Zhi told her with actions that it turns out that a woman can also be loved and cared for like this.
Since meeting him, her life and destiny have been completely changed, and the terrible pain has been forcibly buried.
Qiao Zhi is a model of the kind of "good man" in Sister Chen's mouth - except for Jiang Yueming, he has never been sorry to her, Fang Likun, in the slightest.
During the trip to Sweden, every day was surrounded by flowers and applause, and every day was the focus person under the flashlight—the focus of the national people's attention, Fengyun Scientist.
This busy schedule and great honor left her no time to be alone.
However, tonight, at this very moment, sitting alone on the terrace of Nuo Da, looking at the snowflakes flying outside the window, the fear of loss revived.
Qiao Zhi, Qiao Zhi.
Even if she made up her mind ten thousand times, broke up with him ten thousand times, and hated Jiang Yueming ten thousand times... But when she faced her heart, she knew that she couldn't forget him in a short time.
Until now, she still loves him.
Every year on Christmas Eve, he will take a big vacation, no matter how far away he is, he always spends it with himself.But this year, it became a swan song.
Just like when I threw out the $175 million, I was destined to make a clean break.
For so many years, she has been pretending that she has forgotten that scene long ago, but there is no way, she can't forget it.
Back then, the situation was critical and there was a lot of blood loss. The child was nearly six months old, so it was not an abortion at all, but an induction of labor.The doctor said that general anesthesia was not possible, so she chose partial anesthesia. The huge pain kept her awake the whole time, and she clearly knew how the instrument was inserted into it, how to crush the already formed child alive, and pulled it out bit by bit...
This scene will never be forgotten.
That's why I'm afraid of Qu Cunzi—afraid that he deliberately took his own life to clear the way.
Even if he explained it later, she also understood that it was Jiang Yueming's poisonous hands, but the essence would not change - this fear would not change.After the established tragedy has occurred, all subsequent confessions will be of no avail to the parties concerned.
You killed a person, but no matter how much you cry and regret for the rest of your life, that person will never be able to come back to life because of your regret.
It's not that she didn't think about forgiving Qu Cunzi again, starting again, accepting again—but, until today, until she understood his sincere confession, she still couldn't fall in love with him completely and without any grievances.
That takes time.
How long it took, she didn't know.
The great pain has been branded in my mind and will never go away.This also formed a huge psychological shadow. For so many years, she was afraid of getting pregnant, afraid of having children, and afraid of being a real mother... Other women were beaming when they mentioned getting married and having children, but she was always afraid.Even when she loved Qiao Zhi deeply, she always had doubts about it.
However, Qiao Zhi, he has always tolerated this.
Always.
Because of my childhood experience, because I have never been loved by others, because I am timid and cowardly, so when I was in Qu Zhai, I was used to being trampled on by others, and I never knew that I could stand up and fight when I was bullied, even if it was violent;
However, Qiao Zhi told her with actions that it turns out that a woman can also be loved and cared for like this.
Since meeting him, her life and destiny have been completely changed, and the terrible pain has been forcibly buried.
Qiao Zhi is a model of the kind of "good man" in Sister Chen's mouth - except for Jiang Yueming, he has never been sorry to her, Fang Likun, in the slightest.
During the trip to Sweden, every day was surrounded by flowers and applause, and every day was the focus person under the flashlight—the focus of the national people's attention, Fengyun Scientist.
This busy schedule and great honor left her no time to be alone.
However, tonight, at this very moment, sitting alone on the terrace of Nuo Da, looking at the snowflakes flying outside the window, the fear of loss revived.
Qiao Zhi, Qiao Zhi.
Even if she made up her mind ten thousand times, broke up with him ten thousand times, and hated Jiang Yueming ten thousand times... But when she faced her heart, she knew that she couldn't forget him in a short time.
Until now, she still loves him.
Every year on Christmas Eve, he will take a big vacation, no matter how far away he is, he always spends it with himself.But this year, it became a swan song.
Just like when I threw out the $175 million, I was destined to make a clean break.
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