After three years of marriage, she didn't go home? 70's Jiaojiao wants a divorce

Chapter 11 Dreaming
After taking the medicine, Shen Qingqing's condition improved a lot.

She was a stranger here and had no one to talk to.

I could only take out the book and continue translating.

If you have amnesia, you may forget many people and things in the future. Shen Qingqing is not sure whether she will forget all these skills.

Thinking of this, she felt very scared.

But she doesn't even have anyone to talk to, so who can she turn to for comfort?

A tall figure appeared in her mind. It was her husband. They should have been the closest people.

Shen Qingqing pulled the corner of her mouth and showed a self-deprecating smile.

Life is like this, this marriage is such a failure.

Get rid of the messy thoughts in your head.

She couldn't predict what would happen in the future, the only thing she could do was to seize the present.

If you can't hold on to a man, then try to keep your own abilities so that you won't be unable to support yourself after divorce.

Read the book several times every day and repeat it over and over again, maybe it will be effective.

With this idea in mind, Shen Qingqing worked more seriously than before.

The tip of the pen made a rustling sound as it moved across the paper, and from time to time there was the sound of turning pages.

She was the only one in the room. The warm yellow light filled the room and it was very quiet.

Occasionally, footsteps could be heard in the corridor, dispelling the fear in Shen Qingqing's heart.

This place is very safe, and she doesn't have to worry even if Jiang Zhixun is not there.

After an unknown amount of time, someone knocked on the door.

It’s Comrade Xiao Li at the front desk.

"Captain Jiang said you were ill and asked me to come see you every two hours. Comrade Shen, have you taken your medicine? Are you feeling better now?"

Xiao Li's tone was full of envy.

The man she married is capable and handsome. Comrade Shen is so lucky!
Shen Qingqing took a deep breath and finally suppressed the ripples in her heart.

He always does.

On the one hand, he refused her approach, and on the other hand, he took care of her in every detail.

Gave her an illusion.

She thought that as long as she tried hard, Jiang Zhixun would see her.

But the fact proves that if you don’t love me, you don’t love me.

Even though they got a marriage certificate, he would rather transfer to the Northwest to avoid her.

Everything I do now is just out of responsibility.

"Comrade Shen?"

Seeing that her expression was a little ugly, Xiao Li became anxious.

"Do you have a fever again? I'll take you to the hospital first."

Shen Qingqing shook her head, "I'm fine now."

Pointing to the books on the table, he said, "Everyone can sit down and read now. Comrade, you don't need to come again."

Xiao Li stretched his neck to take a look. The book was upside down, so he could see the cover clearly.

But she didn't recognize any of the words on it.

There was scrutiny and wariness in the look he gave Shen Qingqing.

Not wanting to cause trouble for herself and Jiang Zhixun, Shen Qingqing took out her work certificate from her bag.

"I work in a publishing house as a translator."

Xiao Li knew he was overthinking and his face turned red.

He stammered, "Comrade Shen, you are really amazing. No wonder Captain Jiang, who was so difficult to catch, was captured by you."

She is beautiful, speaks foreign languages, and has a respectable job. There must be a lot of people pursuing Comrade Shen!

The corners of her mouth were slightly raised, making her look gentle and intellectual.

Xiao Li felt that if she were a man, she would also be attracted to Comrade Shen.

Shen Qingqing was in good condition, Xiao Li was relieved, "Then I won't bother you anymore."

"sorry to bother you."

"No trouble, no trouble."

Xiao Li waved his hands repeatedly and didn't stay any longer.

The room fell silent, but Shen Qingqing could no longer concentrate.

As I read the paragraphs of text in the book, I gradually became distracted.

During that phone call, Jiang's mother reminded her implicitly and implicitly to consider the overall situation.

Don’t make any more jokes and affect Jiang Zhixun’s future.

If she thought more about herself, she would definitely file for divorce decisively.

But she can't.

After she turned fifteen, it was the Jiang family who supported her, provided her with education, clothing and food, and never let her suffer any hardship.

At that time, Jiang Zhixun had already made his mark and was a promising young pilot.

They didn't spend much time together, but every time he went home, Jiang Zhixun would give her pocket money.

He had a cold temper and could sometimes be very sharp-tongued, scolding people until they were red in the face. But Shen Qingqing always remembered his kindness.

Apart from the three years of cold war, Shen Qingqing couldn't think of anything wrong with Jiang Zhixun.

No, he has sent her an allowance for the past three years.

It's not bad.

They… just weren’t a good fit.

Shen Qingqing lay on the table, her soft long hair sliding down her slender back to her sides, and the ends of her hair rippled in the air.

Just like her mood at the moment, ripples appeared in circles.

……

Shen Qingqing's arrival broke the peace.

Jiang Zhixun was seriously affected, and she appeared in his dream for the first time.

When we first met, Shen Qingqing still looked like a young girl.

She had just come from Shanghai, wearing a dress and two ponytails. She stood in the yard uncomfortably, calling him Brother Zhixun.

At that time, her parents had just passed away and there were no reliable relatives at home.

The little girl, who was well protected and had never seen the dangers of the world, suddenly lost her support.

She was very anxious, afraid that she would say or do something wrong and be disliked by the Jiang family.

Jiang Zhixun is not a man with a delicate mind, but when he first met Shen Qingqing, he noticed her uneasy mood.

So he gave Shen Qingqing a pen.

It's a meeting gift.

Shen Qingqing settled down in the compound.

She went to school and he served in the army.

They had little interaction and only saw each other a few times a year.

For Jiang Zhixun, it was just a new sister in the family, which had no impact on his life.

But in the dream, Shen Qingqing's appearance became clearer and clearer. He didn't know when he noticed the small teardrop mole at the corner of her eye.

When they got married, she was just twenty years old.

She is beautiful and gentle, and is the secret crush of many boys in the compound.

At that time, my grandfather was sick and hospitalized, and his condition was getting worse day by day.

He kept muttering to himself that he couldn't let go of the fact that he hadn't seen him get married and Qingqing had gotten married.

That was Shen Qingqing's most daring moment.

In the ward, in front of many people, she said she wanted to marry him.

Maybe because she was nervous or shy, Shen Qingqing's face turned red.

But she still looked at him intently and asked the question, "Brother Zhixun, are you willing to be my revolutionary partner?"

In his dream, Jiang Zhixun heard the question again.

He was silent for a long time.

When Shen Qingqing's cheeks turned red and she was so embarrassed that she wanted to find a hole to crawl into, he nodded.

"Then get married."

Jiang Zhixun woke up suddenly, his breathing was disordered, but Shen Qingqing's expression at that time clearly appeared in his mind.

Those eyes, with distinct black and white, became very bright.

There was surprise in his eyes.

Three years ago, Jiang Zhixun thought that Shen Qingqing and his grandfather were acting and deliberately tricking him into getting married.

This deliberately arranged marriage became a shackle that bound him and made him breathless.

He didn't know how to vent his anger and could only choose to escape.

This departure lasted for three years.

The resentment towards Shen Qingqing also dissipated unknowingly over the course of more than a thousand days and nights.

But this does not mean that he can accept this marriage.

Jiang Zhixun pressed his temples and decided to keep his distance from Shen Qingqing.

I didn't see her again until I returned to Beijing.

After sending the person back and explaining everything clearly to the elders, he will return to the Northwest and hand over his monthly allowance.

Throwing away all the random thoughts in his mind, Jiang Zhixun forced himself to fall asleep again.

Unexpectedly, I dreamed of Shen Qingqing again.

She was traveling alone on a train and met a hooligan, which left her with a psychological trauma.

I didn’t dare to sleep in the room of the guesthouse. I turned on the light and cried alone on the table.

She has fair skin, and her nose turns red when she cries, and her eyes are also frighteningly red.

She was still sick and fainted while crying...

Jiang Zhixun appeared at the guesthouse before dawn with a gloomy expression.

I felt like I was going crazy because of Shen Qingqing's torture.

She kept crying in his dream, and he would be worried if he didn't come to see her!

(End of this chapter)