How did this star become more popular after his scandal?

Chapter 176 I really deserve to die

Jiang Yu's voice was choked with emotion, tears welled up in his eyes, and the emotions deep in his heart were completely vented at this moment.

This incident has always been the memory that the original body is most reluctant to mention, and it is also his most painful and unforgettable memory. It is also something he blames himself for his entire life. Even after so many years, he still blames himself and cannot forgive himself.

Everyone listened to Jiang Yu's choked words and his seemingly relaxed tone, but his red and tearful eyes revealed that he was not at ease in his heart.

Everyone present felt a little sour in their noses, especially the girls like Shen Hongyu, who had already shed tears.

At this moment, everyone understood why Jiang Yu had never mentioned his parents, why they all had parents calling to show concern and nagging on the show, but Jiang Yu didn't. They also understood why Jiang Yu reacted so strongly to Hu Tian's scolding, even resorting to violence.

Now everyone thinks Hu Tian really deserves it, this guy is really hateful!

Li Xueyao even cursed Hu Tian dozens of times in her heart. How could this guy be so hateful? How much harm would that sentence do to Teacher Jiang Yu?
They couldn't bear it just listening to it, their noses were sore. This incident must have been an indelible pain in Teacher Jiang Yu's heart. Even after so many years, it seemed that Teacher Jiang Yu still blamed himself, but this wasn't his fault, right?
When I think of Hu Tian’s words and the current online abuse and accusations against Teacher Jiang Yu, these people really don’t know anything and have no idea how much harm Hu Tian’s words have done to Teacher Jiang Yu.

Jiang Yu sat there, Su Muwan tightly holding Jiang Yu's hand, her eyes a little red, her face full of heartache. She knew about this matter. When she was with Jiang Yu in the past, she gradually learned about Jiang Yu's life experience. Today, Jiang Yu was able to speak out in front of so many people, and even on the show. Su Muwan felt distressed, but also a little relieved. Jiang Yu was able to speak out, which meant that he was gradually letting go of this matter.

Jiang Yu has been living in self-blame for these years, but this incident is not his fault at all. Su Muwan believes that even her aunt would not blame Jiang Yu.

"At that time, I didn't understand anything. My mother passed away, and I didn't know what happened. I thought she was tired and fell asleep. It wasn't until she was buried, and I watched the uncles and aunts bury her, and the soil gradually filled the grave, that I vaguely realized something. It seemed that my mother didn't want me anymore..."

Jiang Yu couldn't bear it any longer and burst into tears. Everyone was distressed when they heard it, and Teacher Dong's face was full of heartache.

Even Director Hu and the staff of the program team were sobbing softly as they listened to Jiang Yu telling his life story. Even Director Hu listened with red eyes.

It turns out that Xiao Jiang's life experience is so miserable. Although it was expected, it still makes people sigh when they hear it in person.

This child is so pitiful.

Thinking of Hu Tian's curse words and the online abuse against Jiang Yu, Director Hu felt that it was too much. This time, he had to speak a fair word for this child through his own program!
Those people had no idea how much harm Hu Tian’s words had done to Xiao Jiang!

Jiang Yu choked up, "I really regret it now. If I hadn't been so greedy back then, if I hadn't wanted to eat chocolate so much, I still have a mother, I also have a mother..."

Everyone was a little overwhelmed. In the hall, sobbing sounds were clearly audible. Su Muwan hugged Jiang Yu with heartache, gently patting his shoulders, trying her best to give him warmth and support.

"It's okay, it's all in the past. Auntie won't blame you."

Su Muwan herself was a little choked up, and Jiang Yu was really emotionally broken. When he finished saying all this, all the emotions in his heart surged up.

Teacher Dong also came up and hugged him, hugged his student, hugged his poor child, his eyes were red.

"Good boy, it's all over. It's okay, it's okay. I don't blame you. None of this is your fault..."

Teacher Mao Yiming and others felt a little sad and sympathetic when they saw this. They had not expected that the talented Jiang Yu, who seemed so optimistic and cheerful on weekdays, had such a deep past and such a miserable life hidden in his heart.

At this moment, there was no jealousy or dissatisfaction in Lin Yi's eyes when he looked at Jiang Yu, and his eyes were a little red. He didn't expect that he was so pitiful.

When I thought about when I came here yesterday and he was still talking about him and Hu Tian, ​​I actually felt that he had gone too far in hitting someone.

What did I say yesterday?

Lin Yi now feels a little regretful and self-blaming.

Damn me!
hateful!

How could Hu Tian, ​​this bastard, be so hateful? Do you know how much harm that sentence did to Jiang Yu?
Teacher Dong hugged Jiang Yu and felt the child's emotions. Teacher Dong also felt a little sad and distressed.

At this moment, the only sounds in the hall were the silent sobbing of the crowd. On this night, everyone finally knew Jiang Yu's life experience. On this night, everyone's opinion of Jiang Yu changed again.

Compassion, respect, strength...

It was hard for them to imagine that Jiang Yu, who was usually cheerful, lively and talented, actually had such an unknown past.

At this moment, thinking of Hu Tian and the online abuse and accusations against Jiang Yu, everyone gritted their teeth and silently greeted Hu Tian dozens of times in their hearts.

After Teacher Dong left, everyone's emotions gradually calmed down.

Jiang Yu also relaxed at this time. After speaking out, it was as if a certain burden in his heart had just disappeared. His emotions were released, and he seemed to feel a lot more relaxed. At this moment, he clearly felt an unprecedented sense of relaxation in his body and mind. The residual emotions belonging to his original body seemed to be relieved and dissipated at this moment.

Teacher Mao Yiming patted Jiang Yu on the shoulder and encouraged him in a manly way. Even Lin Yi patted Jiang Yu on the shoulder at this moment. Seeing Jiang Yu looking at him with some surprise and confusion, he said a little embarrassedly.

"It's okay, brother. It's all in the past. Don't pay attention to those people online. They are just people who are being manipulated."

Jiang Yu smiled and looked at Director Hu over there. At this moment, he finally understood Director Hu's good intentions and felt a little grateful.

He knew that Director Hu was doing this to help him.

Director Hu also noticed Jiang Yu's gaze. The two of them met eyes, and Director Hu smiled. Jiang Yu smiled back and nodded. At this moment, silence was more powerful than words; everything was said without words.

At night, Jiang Yu leaned against the head of the bed, and Su Muwan was sending him a message on his mobile phone.

"go to bed early."

There were no extra words of comfort, just a message to go to bed early, but Jiang Yu already felt Su Muwan's concern.

"Well! You should rest early too."

Su Muwan looked at Jiang Yu's message, leaning against the head of the bed, her long hair spread out, her beautiful legs crossed, and she couldn't help but flash through Jiang Yu's heartbreaking look today in her mind.

But now think about it, the fact that Jiang Yu was able to say it means that he is gradually letting go of this matter, and everything is developing in a good direction.

She still remembers that when she asked Jiang Yu about his background and his family, he would avoid the question at first and would not tell her. It was only later, after they had been together for a long time, that Jiang Yu slowly told her about his past.

Su Muwan leaned against the head of the bed, but did not rest first. She was not sleepy yet and was watching short videos.

When Su Muwan saw the theme song "Liangliang" sung by Yang Xue and Jiang Yu released today, her originally good mood suddenly became a little unhappy.

She had almost forgotten about this matter, but now that she saw it, Su Muwan felt a little upset.

But I'm still a little curious, so I listened to it roughly today, and now I found the song and started playing it.

It must be said that Yang Xue is indeed very talented and has very good basic skills. Her performance in the duet of "Liangliang" with Jiang Yu was also very eye-catching.

When Su Muwan thought of Yang Xue, her eyes flickered slightly.

At first, she and Yang Xue were close friends, but later, because of Jiang Yu, they broke up. She always felt that Jiang Yu broke up with her because he cheated on Yang Xue, and that it was Yang Xue who seduced Jiang Yu and stole him away.

Even though so much time had passed, and even Yang Xue and Jiang Yu had said that they had been together since she and Jiang Yu broke up, Su Muwan didn't believe it at the time. She was furious, and since Jiang Yu and she had just broken up less than a month ago, she knew that Yang Xue, her best friend, was with Jiang Yu.

At that moment, she suddenly felt that Jiang Yu and her best friend Yang Xue had betrayed her, and that it was Yang Xue who seduced Jiang Yu, causing Jiang Yu to break up with her.

Even now, Su Muwan knew in her heart that Yang Xue and Jiang Yu were probably together after Jiang Yu broke up with her. But now, she and Yang Xue have not been in touch for a long time. She even blocked Yang Xue's contact information in a fit of anger after deleting Jiang Yu's contact information.

Back then, the two of them were good friends who could talk about anything. But later, they gradually became strangers.

When Su Muwan thought of this, Jiang Yu's figure couldn't help but appear in her mind.

Humph! It's all this bastard's fault!
All this is because of this bastard who has been flirting with other women everywhere and is now entangled with Yang Xue and that little devil Song Yuqing.

Su Muwan was furious, but she clicked on Yang Xue's Weibo. She looked at her former best friend's Weibo. She hadn't clicked in to read it for a long time. The two people who followed each other in the past had unfollowed each other long ago.

Looking at the content on Yang Xue’s Weibo, the latest one is today’s promotional Weibo for the song “Liang Liang”.

Seeing some people in the comment section talking about whether Yang Xue and Jiang Yu had reunited, I couldn't help but curl my lips.

We just sang a song together, why did it become like this?

……

The next day, when Jiang Yu got up, he found that everyone had gotten up early and teachers Lin Yi and Mao Yiming had already prepared breakfast.

"Xiao Jiang is up now, come and have breakfast."

The guest teacher, Mr. Zhou, greeted Jiang Yu. Seeing that everyone was up so early today, Jiang Yu was a little surprised. In the past, when he was recording the show, only Mr. Mao would get up early like him to prepare breakfast. But today, he was the last one to get up. "You all got up so early today."

Jiang Yu was already sitting next to Teacher Zhou when he spoke. Li Xueyao looked at Jiang Yu with a smile and said, "Of course. Today we discussed going to Rongcheng for a good stroll. Teacher Jiang Yu, you are the host, so you have to take us around."

Lin Yi also smiled, which was rare, and said, "Brother Yu, can you take us to see the giant pandas? We've only seen them online before."

Jiang Yu was a little surprised when he heard Lin Yi's address to him. He looked at him deeply. This guy's attitude towards him had changed since last night.

Lin Yi also noticed the surprise and confusion in Jiang Yu's eyes, but he smiled shamelessly.

Sigh! I used to be jealous of this guy's talent and popularity with women, and I couldn't stand him. But last night I realized that Jiang Yu is also a pitiful person.

I must give him warmth and let Jiang Yu know that this world still has warmth.

Lin Yi was moved by himself. Alas, why was he so kind?
Jiang Yu smiled and said, "Okay, since you're here, I'll show you around. We'll go see the giant pandas later, and then we'll take you to eat hot pot at noon..."

As a native of Chengdu, Jiang Yu was still very familiar with the food and entertainment in Chengdu, even though he hadn't been back for a long time. He casually arranged today's itinerary for everyone.

"Great! I'm going to see our national treasure, the giant panda!"

Li Xueyao was also a little excited. She had only seen cute giant pandas on the Internet. They looked like glutinous rice balls and were super cute.

Li Xueyao was also looking forward to the close contact today.

Director Hu and his team confirmed Jiang Yu and his team's whereabouts and immediately made arrangements. They had to contact the giant panda breeding base in advance for their program recording. Even if it was a plainclothes shoot, advance communication and arrangements were still necessary just in case. Furthermore, if their production team showed up, the guests wouldn't have to visit like ordinary tourists, but would be able to get up close and personal with the baby giant pandas.

Honestly, Director Hu, who's already forty, has only seen pandas at the zoo. He's come all the way to Chengdu, the panda's home, but he hasn't seen any yet. The zoo there only has two, while the Chengdu breeding base has many more.

And now Huahua, the top female star among giant pandas, is also here. I can take some videos and photos for my daughter and send them to her.

Hehe, when the time comes, my daughter will definitely praise me for being such a great dad.

After breakfast, Jiang Yu and his team set off. Because the production team had contacted the breeding base in advance, they were very welcome to come and record the show. After all, the breeding base was a tourist attraction, and having big stars there and having a show recorded there would also be a form of publicity for them. And it was free, so how could they not welcome them?
When Jiang Yu and his companions arrived at the breeding base, despite it not being peak tourist season, there were still quite a few people. Everyone wore sunglasses, some in baseball caps and bucket hats. They were led in through the staff passage by a staff member from the base, keeping a low profile and no one noticed. Even the cameraman was disguised, just following along with a small camera.

"Wow! This is the giant panda base! Sister Hongyu, Xiao Mi, Sister Mu Wan, come on, let's take a photo together."

Li Xueyao stood at the gate and took Su Muwan and the others to take photos. After they followed the staff inside, a shuttle bus took them to various places. There were also staff members who explained the places to them, which saved them a lot of trouble.

"It's late autumn now, and the weather is quite cold. Giant pandas prefer cold weather. If it's too hot, they won't come out. Spring, autumn, and winter are the best times to see giant pandas..."

"This is our Star Delivery Room..."

Along the way, Jiang Yu and his friends looked at the adorable giant pandas, while Su Muwan and the other girls screamed excitedly and took photos: "Ah! So cute!"

Even Teacher Mao Yiming and others were a little excited, with their eyes full of brilliance.

Lin Yi and Teacher Mao held up their phones to take photos and videos. Jiang Yu was used to it; he was from Chengdu and had been here many times. Even Su Muwan had been here before, but as girls, surrounded by their sisters, it was normal for them to be excited.

"Teachers, you can come over and touch it."

The staff brought Jiang Yu and the others into a delivery room, where there were many giant panda babies. Some nannies were already carrying some of the babies out to bask in the sun, while others were being held by their nannies for feeding. They looked like black and white glutinous rice balls while holding the bottles.

"Oh, it's so cute!"

Su Muwan and the others quickly stepped forward to touch and carefully hold the giant panda baby. The little guy didn't cry, just stared at the beautiful sisters in front of him. Maybe the little guy was also wondering why the nanny was different today and why she was so beautiful?

"Hey~"

The little guy started to act like a spoiled brat. Seeing this, the nanny quickly brought over a bottle of milk and said, "The little one is hungry again."

The nanny's face was full of smiles. Su Muwan held it and sat there, feeding the little guy milk with a bottle in one hand.

The little guy seemed to feel that the new beautiful sister didn't feed him enough, so he stretched out his two little paws and hugged her, tilting his head back and drinking the milk "slurp, slurp", making "weep" sounds as he drank.

This look made Su Muwan and the other girls' hearts melt.

"So cute, little one, look here, sister will take a nice picture of you."

Shen Hongyu and the others were taking pictures with their cell phones.

Teachers Lin Yi and Mao Yiming were also playing with the giant panda baby held by a nanny.

Lin Yi was a little eager to try it out. He looked at the cute giant panda baby and asked the nanny expectantly, "Can I hold it?"

The daddy said with a smile: "Sure, but this little guy is a bit picky about people."

As he said that, he handed the giant panda baby to Lin Yi. Lin Yi excitedly put his phone into his bag and stretched out his hands to take it.

Lin Yi was also a little excited as he felt the furry, soft, and even milky cute little guy in his hand.

"Teacher Mao, come and take a picture for me."

Teacher Mao Yiming smiled and raised his mobile phone to help take pictures.

Lin Yi gently held the little guy and teased him. The little guy was drinking from the bottle, and seemed to sense something, so he put down the bottle, rolled his eyes, and looked at Lin Yi with some confusion.

Huh? Why is Dad different?
Seeing the little guy staring at him like that, Lin Yi was also amused: "Hello."

The next moment, the little guy seemed to realize that this was not his nanny, and he started crying in a baby voice, struggling to get out of Lin Yi's arms.

Seeing this, Lin Yi was also panicked. The nanny quickly picked up the little guy and said with a smile: "Haha, this little guy just recognizes people."

"Indeed, haha, but it's so cute."

Even Director Hu, the production crew, and the cameramen were all admiring these adorable giant pandas. The cameramen, in particular, had captured a lot of footage of the giant pandas.

At the Giant Panda Breeding Base, Jiang Yu and his friends played for half a day, and then went to a very famous hot pot restaurant in Chengdu for lunch.

"This restaurant is very unique and has been open for many years. I ordered the shabu-shabu hotpot because I was worried you couldn't handle spicy food."

Jiang Yu was very considerate of everyone. Besides him, everyone else was from out of town. Worried that others might not be able to handle it, he simply ordered a shabu-shabu hotpot, one with clear soup and one with red soup.

"Hey, it's nothing. Since I'm here, I have to try it."

Lin Yi looked at the steaming, fiery red soup base, scooped out a piece of tripe, dipped it in sesame oil and seasoning, and stuffed it into his mouth. While he was waiting for it to be cooked, he could not help but smell the aroma. It was so fragrant.

As a result, after taking a mouthful of tripe, her cheeks, which had been fine originally, gradually turned red like a cooked crab.

Jiang Yu smiled and joked, "How is it? Is it spicy?"

Lin Yi endured it and drank a sip of tea silently: "Well, it's okay."

But everyone laughed when they saw his cheeks and neck turned red from the spiciness.

"Don't force yourself. If you really can't stand it, just eat the clear soup pot."

"Hey, it's okay. When you come here, you must try the hot pot. The spicy pot can't be missed either."

Although spicy, the taste is really good. Since I'm here, in Chengdu, it's unreasonable not to eat hot pot, especially red oil hot pot. If I eat clear soup, it's worse than not eating hot pot. Anyway, since I'm here, I must experience it.

After a while, Jiang Yu watched everyone drinking drinks and tea in big gulps with "shashaha".

"Sha! The hotpot in Chengdu is really delicious...Sha...The hotpot I had in Guangdong before was just average..."

Everyone also took a sip of water and nodded. The taste was really amazing.

The only downside is that it's really spicy.

But the spicier it is, the more I want to eat it, it tastes really good.

(End of this chapter)