On a rainy night, the school beauty knocked on my door and asked for shelter

Chapter 186 So this is what it feels like to be heartbroken after leaving him!

Upon hearing Chen Mo's question, Su Yuqing opened her mouth, but ultimately remained silent.

Chen Mo smiled and glanced at the other person, saying, "Do you want to ask about Yao Yao?"

Hearing Chen Mo address her so affectionately, Su Yuqing couldn't help but nod.

"As I said before, she is Aunt Lin's daughter. My mother and Aunt Lin are best friends. We often played together when we were young."

However, she always acted like a boy when she was little. And just between you and me, I didn't find out she was a girl until middle school.

Chen Mo recalled his surprise when he learned that Chu Mengyao was a girl.

When I was little, I slept in the same bed with Chu Mengyao, and I would walk around in front of her wearing shorts.

They were completely unaware that the other person was of the opposite sex.

Because Chu Mengyao has always dressed in a neutral style since she was a child.

In addition, young children are not very clear about the distinction between male and female names.

In particular, Chen Mo didn't even know Chu Mengyao's full name when he was a child. He only knew that Aunt Lin called her Yaoyao, and his own mother also called her Yaoyao, so he just followed suit and called her Yaoyao.

So I've been habitually calling it that until now.

Chen Mo only remembered that when he was in kindergarten, there was a boy named Tan Yao in his class. The teacher and his parents called him Yao Yao.

So when I met Chu Mengyao, seeing her androgynous style and how everyone called her Yaoyao, I subconsciously assumed she was a boy.

In addition, Chu Mengyao was not shy at all and kept Chen Mo entertained with all sorts of things.

This made Chen Mo feel even more that she was a boy just like him.

This is also a major reason why Chen Mo has never developed feelings for Chu Mengyao beyond friendship since childhood.

Even though they learned in middle school that Chu Mengyao was a girl, the impression left by that time was not so easily changed.

Chen Mo had become so used to treating Chu Mengyao as a good buddy that he couldn't possibly develop romantic feelings for her anymore.

After listening to Chen Mo's explanation of Chu Mengyao's situation, Su Yuqing finally understood everything.

She couldn't help but feel sorry for Chu Mengyao, not expecting the same story to unfold.

This girl looks pretty good.

But fate seemed to have already decided everything.

There are too many people who are destined to meet but not to be together.

If Chen Mo had grown up playing with Chu Mengyao, whom he considered to be of the opposite sex, would he have had no chance with her?
Su Yuqing couldn't help but think to herself.

When they got home, it was already completely dark. They had taken their exams and played murder mystery games for several hours, so they were both exhausted.

After washing up at home, they went straight to their rooms to sleep.

In Su Yuqing's room, she was holding her phone and chatting with someone via text message.

It turned out that Chu Mengyao had already added her as a friend, and the two hit it off immediately and chatted quite familiarly.

Su Yuqing tried several times to ask Chu Mengyao about it. Actually, it wasn't that she wanted to ask herself, but Chu Mengyao asked her to try and find out how Chen Mo really felt about her. She knew that Chen Mo definitely didn't have any romantic feelings for her, but Chu Mengyao still really wanted to know what kind of feelings he had for her.

Since Su Yuqing had agreed, she naturally wouldn't hide it.

Chu Mengyao was stunned to learn that Chen Mo had always thought of her as a boy.

Only then did she understand why he never cared no matter how close they were to each other.

Even when I was a child, when I visited his house, this guy would shamelessly walk around in front of me wearing only his briefs.

It turns out she was just acting like a boy.

After reading the message, Chu Mengyao looked down at her chest.

It's not that there wasn't any gender distinction, but it wasn't as pronounced. This is true now, let alone when we were children, when it was even more difficult to tell the difference between boys and girls.

Chen Mo didn't know she was a girl and didn't know to avoid suspicion, but she knew Chen Mo was a boy and should avoid suspicion.

The two had never gone to the toilet together, so Chen Mo naturally had no way of knowing Chu Mengyao's gender.

Thinking about all this, Chu Mengyao felt a wave of frustration and regret.

So this is the real reason why Chen Mo has never had any feelings for me.

"if……"

"Forget it, there are no 'what ifs.' Everything has already been settled, so why think about 'what ifs' anymore!"

Chu Mengyao shook her head, clearing away the unnecessary thoughts.

Thinking about "what ifs" now will only add to your sorrow.

But at least now she clearly knows Chen Mo's feelings for her.

That's enough.

After thanking Su Yuqing, the two began to talk about other topics that girls talk about.

Originally, the main character was Chu Mengyao, but soon the focus of the discussion shifted to Su Yuqing.

Chu Mengyao only learned the general outline today, and she was still very curious about how Su Yuqing and Chen Mo had developed to the point of living together.

Under normal circumstances, Su Yuqing would rarely reveal her personal matters to others.

But after meeting Chu Mengyao today, for some reason, the two hit it off immediately and chatted very easily.

She didn't hide anything and explained her situation in detail.

After hearing about Su Yuqing's ordeal, Chu Mengyao felt a lump in her throat and a pang of heartache.

It's hard to believe that this seemingly radiant girl actually leads such a miserable life in private.

It's truly remarkable that she was able to grow up so well in such a family environment.

The two chatted until midnight before saying goodnight and going to sleep.

It wasn't until she put down her phone that Su Yuqing realized how much detail she had shared with a girl she had only known for a day, telling her many things that even Zhao Yueyue hadn't told her.

It's as if Chu Mengyao has an ability to make people subconsciously trust her.

That night, Su Yuqing had a very strange dream.

She dreamt of Chen Mo, herself, and Chu Mengyao going on a trip together.

Everything in this scene looks harmonious, but something just feels off.

When it came time to go home, Chen Mo was caught in the middle, unsure which home to return to.

Seeing Chen Mo's troubled expression, Su Yuqing took the initiative to back down and let him go to the other party's house.

But when she actually saw the two of them walk away, she suddenly felt a sudden, inexplicable panic, as if this parting meant she would never see Chen Mo again.

Her heart immediately ached until she woke up with a start.

Only then did she realize that it was already morning.

But she remembered everything in her dream clearly.

Letting go isn't as easy as it seems.

That pain, even knowing it was just a dream, still tugs at her heartstrings to this day.

Clutching her chest, Su Yuqing gasped for breath a few times before calming down a little.

So this is what it feels like to be heartbroken after leaving him!
(End of this chapter)