I practiced as a monk alone in Japan.

Chapter 198 Am I not worthy?

Chapter 198 Am I not worthy?
It's like a dream from long ago, finally coming true.

You'll still have the illusion that this dream is real or not.

Actually, it has nothing to do with the feeling involved.

Of course, it's undeniable that this kind of thing is enjoyable. Even if it's a little embarrassing to admit, Kazama Sakura doesn't want to deny it.

In every respect, Tsukino Gen is an excellent partner.

Regardless of his vigorous and energetic age, or his gentle and sensitive nature.

She simply no longer had the strength to speak, having exhausted too much energy, so she could only slump in his arms.

Start by breathing unevenly and gradually try to make it even.

The only light left in the room was the one by the bed.

The blankets were draped over the two of them, and the air conditioning in the room was set to a comfortable temperature, allowing them to process everything at their own pace.

For Gen Tsukino, the gains were greater than he had imagined.

This kind of thing is inherently a collision and fusion of two worlds, a meeting of souls, and should be described in a more sacred way.

But now it has been infused with something more worldly.

That is, he discovered that his realm was showing signs of wavering.

What is this? Damn.

All my efforts, from fighting the yakuza to slaughtering Daigo Nakajima, were ultimately less effective than this simple and efficient method?
Good guy.

So this isn't some evil technique from a powerful demon, it's just some kind of LSP's dual cultivation, isn't it!
It's not a good time to digest it now, after all, cultivation also depends on the timing.

Kazama Sakura probably thought she was a deeply hidden lunatic, and that she would start to regret it before she even stepped out of that door.

When you see smoke coming out of your head, you might even start to doubt whether you're a cyborg.

The CPU is emitting smoke.
"woo"

The girl made a sound that didn't make sense, then rolled over and nestled in the boy's arms.

Gen Tsukino turned his head to look at her, and naturally embraced her incredibly soft and fragrant body, inhaling the scent emanating from the air. There wasn't anything particularly unpleasant or alluring about it.

This is also related to one's physical condition.

No matter how much I sweat, I don't have any body odor. In fact, I don't need to rinse my mouth and there won't be any smell in my mouth.

This is the benefit of spiritual practice.

"what happened?"

The boy asked gently and softly.

In this situation, it's important to offer appropriate comfort. Even though I've always been honest that I'm a jerk, I can't be so dramatic as to just cover myself with the blanket and go straight to sleep.

Sakura Kazama carefully raised her head, her cheeks still slightly flushed.

Her shy gaze was like that of a fawn unexpectedly encountered in the forest, timid enough to seem ready to flee at any moment—in short, it was almost too cute to resist.

Moreover, she is currently in such a state that she is excessively beautiful.

"Wouldn't that make me look bad?"

she asked softly.

Gen Tsukino was taken aback for a moment. "How could this be? How did we get to this?"

The girl hugged his body, pressed her chest against his chest, and whispered, "I read online that girls are actually more stamina-wise in these kinds of things, and I almost fainted just now."

He spoke of his feelings in fits and starts.

It wasn't to flatter the boy by exaggerating the situation; it was simply the truth—he had almost fainted.

If Tsukino Gen hadn't been able to sense the other person's condition perfectly and maintain a proper sense of proportion, she might not have been able to continue the experience halfway through.

"Ha ha ha ha."

Tsukino Gen's laughter made the girl even more embarrassed, and she could only angrily pat the other person's back to express her anger.

Gen Tsukino gently patted the other's fair and soft back, and then whispered.

"No way. Don't overthink it. After all, you always say I'm a special person, so it's normal for me to be a little special under these circumstances."

"I get the feeling that you're really smug right now."

Kazama Sakura noticed the change in the other person's tone and looked up to ask.

Gen shrugged. "It's probably unavoidable, since it's the thing that makes a man most confident."

"That man sounds pretty simple."

"Ha ha ha ha."

This girl always manages to say things that are both funny and absurd for no apparent reason.

Watching the boy smile and feeling the warmth in his arms, this moment was so comforting that it felt like all the pressure could be released, all the anxiety forgotten, and I could fall asleep peacefully.

But she doesn't want to sleep yet.

Every minute I spent with him felt so precious.

"I never thought this day would actually come."

Kazama Sakura lay on his chest, slightly raising her head to see the expression on his face as he looked at her.

From this angle, it looks like a cat lying on its owner, cautiously testing the limits of its owner's boundaries.

"That sounds like the end of the story, you're still young."

Yes, they are still very young.

I haven't left school yet, haven't entered society, and haven't truly become an adult in other people's eyes. I haven't done many things that can only be done after leaving school.

"That's not what I meant. I was just thinking about the first time I met you. I thought you were so awful, making fun of others. How could someone so good-looking be so annoying?"

"is it?"

Gen Tsukino doesn't seem to remember.

Sakura Kazama didn't hold it against her. She said softly, "You forgot? The teacher called on me to answer a question, but I was distracted. It was clearly a fill-in-the-blank question, but you told me to answer C. I answered it, and the whole class laughed at me. You were so mean."

"Hahaha, I remember."

Gen Tsukino looked at her.

The girl gently brushed her hair against the boy's lips and cheeks, as if venting her small dissatisfaction.

The boy explained, "It's your fault for sitting in front of me and not turning around to greet me. I didn't even get a good look at you until you turned around and glared at me after I said that, and that's when I finally saw what you looked like."

"Huh? So that's why?!"

"if not."

Hearing Tsukino Gen say that, Kazama Sakura suddenly felt an indescribable sweetness welling up inside her.

This is like a couple who have gone through countless hardships to be together, only to suddenly discover after pouring out their hearts to each other that their connection began long ago, or even as if it were preordained by fate, that they both had a deep interest in each other.

It was like a script from a movie, something I thought would never happen to me.

"Then why didn't you ask me to turn around back then?"

"Nonsense, I'm a handsome guy, of course I have to be a little proud."

"Pah! I'm still a beautiful girl, and I should be proud of it too."

"Good good."

Now, Gen Tsukino naturally wouldn't argue with the other person over these things. He simply stroked the other person's soft hair, as if soothing a well-behaved cat.

The girl wrinkled her nose and blinked at Tsukino Gen.

"I feel like I wasted a lot of time this summer."

"Why do you think so?"

"Because it seems like I only worked part-time, and apart from tonight, I don't really remember anything else. Before I knew it, school was about to start, and unlike others, I didn't go to the surrounding tourist attractions, let alone travel. I also didn't earn enough money to buy any nice gifts."

"There are not many things we can do at this age, and we are not like other children who have a family that can give us a lot. But it is precisely because of this that we have to create and acquire things little by little with our own hands, and we may find that the experience is completely different in the end."

"And you? How was your summer vacation?"

"Me? Well, I'm incredibly rich in knowledge."

He was almost never idle, always on the go, drinking plenty of alcohol, killing many people, and putting on a show of bravado.

It was a summer vacation packed with all the essential elements. If it weren't for this summer vacation, Tsukino Gen would never have known that one person could be this busy.

Of course, the gains were also considerable. Now, the entire Baifeng Society had become his backing, giving him almost complete control. He no longer needed to complain about being poor.

"Really? That must be really hard work for you~"

The girl seemed to have regained her strength and returned to her original carefree personality. She slightly raised her body, not caring about the alluring sensation of rubbing against the other person's chest.

Then he gently kissed the boy's lips, staring intently into the boy's eyes.

Tsukino Gen smiled as he wrapped his arms around the other's slender waist, the touch like a water snake, smooth yet with a feel that made him want to hold her tighter. This girl seemed to be a treasure trove from head to toe, a fertile field that could never be fully explored.

"What's so hard about this? I think you're just trying to take advantage of me."

"Can't I take it? It's already like this, I can take it if I want!"

The girl bit the boy's shoulder lightly, as if in a defiant gesture, or perhaps as if declaring ownership.

Then the little hands started to wander, groping haphazardly over the boy's body.

Actually, there was something Kazama Sakura didn't say: the boy's body felt very comfortable, to the point that you could feel it just by touching or pressing against it.

Its delicate texture seems even better than a girl's skin.

It's so appealing that you can't put it down.

I don't know if it's just my own infatuation with the house that's causing the problem, or if some hidden attribute of mine was awakened tonight and then spiraled out of control.

Gen Tsukino grabbed the girl's hand and stared intently at her blushing face.

"You dare touch a man like that? Don't you know you have to take responsibility for it?"

"It's not like I can't take responsibility~ So what?"

She seemed unaware of the seriousness of the problem and continued to whine and act coquettishly in her own way.

After all, it seems that after tonight, there might not be many more occasions like this where I can act so unrestrainedly and be so dependent.

Because he still has to return to real life, the complex relationships around this young man will not disappear just because of what happened tonight; in fact, he will face even more severe tests.

She naturally wouldn't force the boy to make any choice, as she had prepared from the beginning.

What she gave wasn't for the sake of actually gaining anything. It was simply to express her determination to stay by his side no matter what.

That's it.

With her hands grabbed, and seeing the boy's mocking gaze, she seemed to sense something.

Kazama Sakura blinked.

"You are not?"

Gen Tsukino narrowed his eyes. "You really understand men, Kazama-kun. You even know that?"

"I can tell you're lewd just by looking at your eyes."

She leaned down shyly, her lips close to the boy's ear. There was no hint of rejection; rather, she seemed to be enjoying the tenderness.

Gen Tsukino whispered near the other person's ear.

“I’m not that anxious yet. I’m more worried about your condition than anything else.”

You're actually feeling sorry for me now? Stop looking down on me!
Kazama Sakura raised her head somewhat defiantly, then looked at Tsukino Gen.

"I was just not feeling well just now!"

"Oh?"

"I won't embarrass myself again!"

"Well."

Gen Tsukino had no time to speak, nor to respond to the other party's provocation and courage.

Is that so?
Rather, it's more accurate to say that she's developed a taste for it.

It's bad.

It was only then that Kazama Sakura realized that she herself had become the one who seemed somewhat impatient. Perhaps this was a gradual, mutual influence; it was important that he liked her.

But more importantly, she is now hopelessly infatuated with him, and obsessed with all the feelings he brings her.

Including now.

The girl who kept saying she would never give up, unfortunately, still lost to that damned cultivator.

Thinking about the methods and tips I found online.

They tried to use everything, but it was all insignificant in the face of sheer power.

The situation is truly a complete mess; she doesn't even know if she has the strength to see the sun rise tomorrow.

I also heard the boy's laughter.

"That's it? I thought it was something more impressive."

The girl wanted to explain, but she didn't even have the strength to do so.

He simply shrugged and gave up.

Oh well, let it be. So what if it's embarrassing? It's all for him to see anyway, so it doesn't matter.

She was in a daze afterwards, and didn't even make a sound when the boy carried her to help clean her body. She even almost fell asleep in his warm and reliable arms in the bathroom.

Hot water washes over the body, making the small bathroom feel like a warm spring day.

It's as if if the whole world were facing the end of the world, or a harsh winter, as long as you stay in his arms, you can get through it safely.

Everything finally calmed down once I was back in bed.

The desk lamp was also extinguished by Tsukino Gen.

He said softly, "It's getting late, get some rest."

The girl turned slightly over, looking at the boy's profile without saying a word.

Even in the darkness, Tsukino Gen could notice the other person's gaze. He laughed, "Why are you still staring at me?"

"It feels like I'm dreaming."

"Are there really dreams this realistic? Or did I not perform well enough?"

"Enough, enough, enough!"

The girl quickly replied, "Just kidding, where would I get so much strength? Whether he's Superman or not, I'm too exhausted to continue."

He was like a perpetual motion machine that never tires, while I was just a fragile mortal; some gaps seemed insurmountable. Of course, that's for the best.

Laughed for a while.

The boy gently reached out and stroked the girl's soft hair, then pulled her into his arms.

A gentle opening was made above her head.

"Sleep well, don't worry. When you wake up tomorrow, it won't be a dream. I'll still be by your side. And it will always be like this."

"Ok, I know."

Kazama Sakura wore a satisfied smile.

She clung tightly to his embrace, inhaling his scent, wanting to remember everything about him and carry it into her dreams.

It's hard to believe that all of this actually happened.

And it happened during this summer vacation, in this vibrant season.

She felt that there would never be a better night than this one, but she wasn't disappointed.

At least every day is new, and every day may bring something new.

As for whether I am somewhat unworthy of all this? Meeting such a young man, I would gladly spend all my luck.