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Chapter 215 Akizuki Makoto Completely Loses Control

Seeing that Ji Yexue, who had been quite calm, suddenly became agitated, Qiu Yuecheng quickly bowed his head and apologized, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean that, it's just..."

"Isn't it all your fault that I've become like this? You've made me this way, you've made me unhappy, you've made me suffer day and night, and I hate you!"

Ji Yexue suddenly spoke, interrupting Qiu Yuecheng. Overwhelmed with emotion, she stood up from the hot spring and walked step by step toward Qiu Yuecheng.

"I regret meeting you, and I regret falling for a scumbag like you. If I could do it all over again, I would never have anything to do with you."

As she spoke, she walked up to Akizuki Makoto, looked down at him, and her expression and eyes were extremely cold.

As she said, she would change, thanks to Akizuki Makoto.

Of course, without her, her future might also have been filled with misfortune and tragedy.

It was Akizuki Makoto who helped her reconcile with her family and saved her from her overwhelming emotional burden, but it was also because of him that she fell into another abyss.

"Snow, don't say such lonely and hurtful things."

Akizuki looked bitter and said in a complicated tone, "It's like negating everything we've ever had, including our feelings."

Even though Ji Yexue was standing naked in front of him, he had no desire to appreciate her, or rather, not a single impure thought arose in his mind.

Yes, there was only unparalleled sadness and loss, and inner turmoil.

"Yes, I want to deny all of that, because everything in the past only makes me feel pain."

"...Is there really only pain?"

Looking up at Ji Yexue, Qiu Yuecheng clearly saw the barely suppressed anger and hysteria in her eyes.

Yes.

At this moment, everything Ji Yexue said was true.

She felt only pain, without a trace of sweetness or joy.

The more beautiful the past was, the more painful it is, because it has no future and no future.

Their lives had long since diverged. The day Akizuki Makoto decided to date two people at the same time, he personally destroyed their future.

"I mentioned it on the train this morning, didn't I? Our daughter's name is Sawa..."

Ji Yexue suddenly brought up what happened that morning, leaving Qiuyue Cheng somewhat bewildered.

Just as he was wondering why Ji Yexue was saying this, what she said next made him feel extremely embarrassed and tormented.

“I had a dream that we were on the yacht that night, and we made love and started a relationship.”

"That's why you didn't try to have your cake and eat it too. You didn't act all righteous, presumptuous, self-righteous, or arrogant and take responsibility for Shiina. Instead, you firmly chose me and gave her up."

"After that, we had a very happy and smooth life. I overcame the family crisis, went to university with you, started living together, and on Christmas after we became adults, you proposed to me."

"After graduating from university, we had a child, a girl, and you named her Saya."

"What a wonderful and happy future this is! We are all on the right path, we love each other, we have not wronged anyone, and we owe nothing to anyone."

“Everything should have been like this. If this were the future, we wouldn’t have to suffer so much.”

"But why?"

"Why would you want to take responsibility for Shiina?!"

"Are you still Akizuki Makoto?!"

In the end, Ji Yexue screamed hysterically. To this day, she still couldn't understand where things had gone wrong to cause them to turn out this way.

Akizuki Makoto has absolutely gone mad, and he is no longer himself. She even suspected that Akizuki Makoto had been possessed by someone, or that his personality had been replaced.

Otherwise, how could he possibly make such an outrageous decision?
"..."

Faced with Ji Yexue's repeated questions, Qiuyue Cheng lowered his head, closed his eyes, and could not utter a single word.

The future she described was indeed beautiful, and it was certainly the right path.

Back then, without him, would Maki Shiina's life really have been unable to continue?
Isn't this just him being arrogant?
He asked himself the same question, but dared not admit it.

Once he admits it, he will break down because he has made the stupidest decision of his life.

This decision plunged the two young girls who loved him deeply into an abyss of misfortune along with him.

"answer me!!!"

Seeing that Qiu Yuecheng remained silent and kept his head down, not daring to look at her, Ji Yexue's anger burned even more fiercely.

Anger and hatred consumed her reason; she was blinded by rage and decided to confront Akizuki Makoto right now.

Originally, she wanted to wait until the night the trip ended before confronting Akizuki Makoto, but she had completely lost faith in him.

The current Akizuki Makoto is very weak; he is no longer the Akizuki Makoto she remembers, the one she deeply loves.

"Hehe, do you remember what I said last night? I'd tell you something after the trip."

Ji Yexue suddenly calmed down and said with a cold laugh, "I can't hold back any longer, so I'll just tell you now."

"...?"

Upon hearing this, Akizuki Makoto finally raised his head and looked at Himeyasu again.

Under his gaze, Ji Yexue spoke slowly and deliberately: "I'm planning to get engaged to someone else. I've completely given up on you."

"What?"

Ji Yexue's sudden and shocking statement left Qiuyue Cheng stunned, as if struck by lightning.

He stared blankly, his face turning pale at a visible speed.

Didn't you hear me? Let me tell you again.

As if afraid that Qiu Yuecheng hadn't heard clearly, Ji Yexue deliberately squatted down, leaned close to Qiu Yuecheng's ear, and whispered, "I'm going to get engaged to someone else and become someone else's fiancée."

"No, that can't be, you're lying to me!"

Akizuki Makoto shook his head, his expression turning terrified, his heart filled with disbelief.

He couldn't believe what Ji Yexue was saying; she must be lying to him.

"Xue, don't do this. Even if you're angry with me and want to punish me, don't lie to me like this. This is really going too far."

“I’m not lying to you, and I have no reason to lie to you. My fiancé is the second son of the Osaka branch of Himeya. By getting engaged to him, they can help my mother.”

Ji Yexue laughed, a laugh that was both bitter and full of helplessness.

Seeing that smile, Akizuki Makoto believed that what she said was true.

Ji Yexue would never give up on herself and choose someone as her marriage partner. No matter how angry she was with Qiuyue Cheng, she would not do that.

But her life wasn't just about Akizuki Makoto; she also had family and relatives. What did it matter if she sacrificed herself for her mother and her grandfather's last wish?
Moreover, she's already heartbroken; the person she loved is a complete scumbag, far too weak in matters of the heart.

"No, no, if it's a family matter, I have a way to handle it."

Akizuki Makoto instantly broke down; how could he possibly accept that Ji Yexue chose someone else?

If it were for Ji Yexue, he would be willing to completely abandon his principles and trample on humanity.

"Now that things have come to this, stop saying such things. What can you possibly do?"

Ji Yexue sneered, looking down at the devastated Qiuyue Cheng with pity, and said softly, "Do you really think you're omnipotent? Do you really think you were born to be the protagonist of the world, able to do whatever you want? Don't be so arrogant."

Makoto Akizuki is indeed exceptionally talented; in terms of personal qualities, he is impeccable and stands at the pinnacle of humanity.

However, the predicament faced by the Ji Ye family cannot be filled by individual ability alone.

"I really..."

Qiu Yuecheng became agitated and was about to explain when Ji Yexue suddenly interrupted him loudly, "Wake up! Look at yourself now, how embarrassing! Don't make me even more disappointed in you!"

"I……"

Qiu Yuecheng suddenly froze. He realized that it was useless for him to say anything now, as Ji Yexue wouldn't listen to him at all.

Even if he offered his solution, Ji Yexue probably wouldn't agree with or believe it.

"Besides, what right do you have to help me? I don't need your help. Rather than compromising myself with you and sharing you with that Shiina guy, I'd rather find someone else!"

"..."

"Do you know why I stopped you this afternoon? It's because I'm about to get engaged to someone else, and I have to remain a virgin. I can't give my chastity to you."

"Xue, please stop talking, please stop talking, okay?"

Akizuki Cheng pleaded with a pained expression, choking back tears, "Stop emphasizing this. Let's both calm down. After we've calmed down, we can talk properly, okay? Please give me another chance to explain to you."

"not good!"

Ji Yexue refused without hesitation, and in order to provoke Qiu Yuecheng and make him suffer more, her words became increasingly outrageous.

"Hehe, if you violated me this afternoon, I won't be able to get engaged to someone else."

"I've never actually met that person, but I've heard he's a scumbag with a bad reputation. He went to university abroad and has a messy private life."

"How will he treat me? Will he be like you, a scumbag, treating women as playthings and trampling on other people's feelings and intentions at will?"

"But it doesn't matter anymore. I didn't have pure intentions when I got engaged to that person. I just wanted to use him, so it doesn't matter how I'm treated or humiliated."

Ji Yexue seemed to be deliberately provoking Qiuyue Cheng, spouting a lot of terrible things, making people wonder what a tragic fate she would have if she really married that person.

“S-Stop talking…”

Akizuki Makoto kept shaking his head, muttering in anguish, not wanting to hear any more words that would shatter his heart.

His eyes gradually became bloodshot, and his breathing became heavy.

At this moment, he seemed to have transformed into a wild beast, staring intently at Ji Yexue.

"How terrifying, it gave me a look that suggested it wanted to assault me."

Ji Yexue laughed happily, seemingly enjoying Qiuyue Cheng's current state of suffering.

"Do you think that by violating me, you can stop me from getting engaged to someone else?"

"Haha, what a selfish thought! You're the kind of person who only thinks about yourself."

"They are just acting out of lust, yet they try to find a respectable excuse for themselves."

Ji Yexue's flippant and insulting words were gradually eroding Qiuyue Cheng's last shred of rationality.

He had to admit that Ji Yexue was right; he had indeed considered taking Ji Yexue away himself rather than letting someone else do it.

Moreover, this thought is growing stronger and stronger, and it's becoming increasingly difficult to suppress.

"I told you to shut up!!!"

Finally, Akizuki Makoto could no longer restrain himself and was completely overwhelmed. He roared as he stood up from the hot spring and grabbed Himeyasuki's wrist.

"So you finally couldn't resist your desires and are going to force yourself on me? You really are a hopeless scumbag."

Ji Yexue, whose wrist was grabbed, showed no panic on her face, still wearing that frivolous smile.

"If you can do it, then go ahead. I can't resist you anyway."

These words undoubtedly shattered Akizuki Makoto's last psychological defenses, causing him to lose his mind.

At this moment, all he could think about was possessing Ji Yexue, leaving his mark on her body, and making her belong to him alone.

He let his impulse and madness get the better of him, embraced Ji Yexue, buried his head in the crook of her neck, greedily licked the layer of water droplets covering her skin, and bit down.

At the same time, his hands were also acting recklessly, invading Ji Yexue's body.

This scene was a complete replica of what happened in the Japanese-style room that afternoon, but the difference was that Ji Yexue did not push Qiuyue Cheng away again.

She let Akizuki Makoto take over her, letting out a contemptuous laugh.

"Haha, you really dare to do that, you're really going to violate me."

"You attacked me because of that ugly desire? How despicable. You're beyond redemption. You're worse than a beast."

"...It's so noisy!"

Qiu Yuecheng growled impatiently. To stop Ji Yexue from continuing to insult him, he grabbed Ji Yexue's chin and covered her mouth.

Then, he roughly pushed Ji Yexue down by the hot spring and tackled her.

In this way, it really does seem as if he is violating Ji Yexue.

Without pity, without love, he simply wanted to make Ji Yexue his possession.

This was the most brutal he had ever been. Even though Shiina Maki was a masochist and often made absurd requests of him, he had never been so savage.

Ji Yexue was already in so much pain that tears streamed down her face, but she was still smiling and sobbing.

Her disheveled appearance further aroused Akizuki Makoto, allowing him to abuse her to his heart's content.

"Xue, it's all your fault! You forced me into this! I didn't want it to happen!"

"Why, why did you say such hurtful things? You did it on purpose, didn't you? You absolutely did it on purpose!"

"Stop joking! You belong to me. I won't allow you to be with anyone else. You can only be mine, and don't even think about getting rid of me!"

Akizuki Makoto buried his face in the crook of Ji Yexue's neck, biting her while muttering incoherently, his expression twisted and ferocious.

(End of this chapter)