love is inevitable

"Duoduo, listen to my explanation..." Xia Haoyu hugged me from behind, my eyes were still on the door, but tears had already wet my eyes, I closed my eyes slightly, let the tears flow from my eyes, lifted my eyes Raising my arms, I slowly took Xia Haoyu's arms around me away from my body, quickly raised my arms, wiped off the tears, turned to look at Xia Haoyu, and whispered, "Please come with me."

Xia Haoyu's face froze, I didn't wait for him to respond, I raised my foot and walked to the other end of the corridor, I could feel the sound of footsteps following behind me, but I didn't dare to turn my head, let alone look at Xia Haoyu.

At the end of the corridor, the afterglow of the setting sun fell from the window, and Xia Haoyu and I stood aside alone. We thought it would be easy to speak, but we couldn't say anything. We could only stare at our toes in a daze.

To my surprise, Xia Haoyu didn't say a word either. He stood opposite me, leaning against the wall, and sighed softly.

The scene I saw in the morning quickly flashed through my mind, and I said calmly: "Brother Yu, please don't come to me in the future." Let's separate like this.

"Duo Duo, listen to my explanation, I..."

"Brother Yu, can you listen to me first?" I raised my head and looked at Xia Haoyu. This was the first time I saw him since morning. His hair was a little messy, his face was a little sallow, and there were a few strands under his beard. There is no shaved stubble... I quickly turned my face away, afraid that I would not be able to bear it, and said: "Actually, I have always known that we are not the same kind of people, and our rhythm of life is not on the same track. If I hadn't met you, I really didn't know that so many things would happen in the Philadelphia I thought I was familiar with. I also thought that my world was black and white. It's so simple... I thought that as long as I make up the gap between us with my heart and love, one day we will be on the same pace, but I was wrong, Lin Kejia was right, my pasty head, congenital deficiency, yes It can never be made up."

"Duoduo, listen to us, last night I..."

"Brother Yu, don't talk," I sniffed, trying to make my words tougher, I know, I know that as long as he says a word, I will collapse completely, I know that as long as he hooks his fingers, I will still Will go back, but, I'm tired, I don't want to. "I don't want to hear what happened to you last night, and I don't want to mention it again. I just think that we really need to give each other some space to think about us..."

"Duoduo, this is not like you, you are not like this." Xia Haoyu took a step forward, and I quickly raised my hand to signal him not to come over.

"Brother Yu, I have never begged you for anything since we fell in love. This time, I beg you." Let me finish speaking in one breath, otherwise, I will never have the courage to continue, "I beg you, give We have a little space, even if it is a month, I have to think about it carefully, whether it is...suitable."

Xia Haoyu stood on the spot and didn't reply for a long time. I thought he had acquiesced, the panic in my heart was gone, and I suddenly felt a lot more relaxed, so I said, "Since Brother Yu has agreed, then I... "

Before I finished my words, Xia Haoyu quickly walked up to me, wrapped his arms around me, and hugged me into his arms. I stretched my body to go to the party, but he still pushed me down. My face was tightly squeezed. Sticking to his chest, I can hear his rapid heartbeat, and I can also feel my trembling whole body.

I've never been so courageous, and I know I can't bow my head.

"Duoduo, you need time to think about it, I can give it to you, but..." Xia Haoyu stroked my head with his hand, "This matter is not what you think, if you don't want to listen, I can wait until you want to Just listen, but can you, promise me, come back with me?"

go back?go back with him?Back to where?new home?Stunning?

I stepped hard on Xia Haoyu's feet, he shrank back in pain, I took the opportunity to hide from his arms, took a step back and said, "Brother Yu, since you promised to give me a month to think about it, Just please don't bother me again! Also, don't watch me, although I know I can't handle you, but I can hurt myself!"

As soon as I finished speaking, I took out the prepared blade from my pocket, raised my hand, unrolled my sleeve, and slashed down hard on my wrist.

I tragically thought, fuck, I want to have a good time for myself, but I don't even have the courage, this is all right, once the catalyst arrives, I will be ruthless immediately!Cut it! !Cut it! !Anyway, if you cut it, you won't die!

Suddenly, Xia Haoyu's arm turned sideways, and it was only in an instant that it blocked my wrist. The sharp blade slid onto his palm, and I felt my whole body go limp, and my arm relaxed.

Turning to look at Xia Haoyu, his palm suddenly turned bright red. I was panicked and frightened, and finally, I could only bite my lip and say, "I'll take you to the hospital."

"No need." Xia Haoyu's twisted face suddenly turned around, staring at me with black pupils, and said, "I just want to ask you, will you follow me?"

Will you follow me?I looked at Xia Haoyu in surprise, and my heart was suddenly shocked. Sure enough, he knows me too well, he knows how deep my sincerity towards him is, so as long as he chooses to hurt himself, I will definitely give in.Before, time and time again, as long as there was an awkwardness between us, he would do this, and this time, it was no exception.

I can endure him walking out of Qingcheng mercilessly, and I can also endure him driving me away from the hospital. It doesn't matter, at least I know that he must have his reasons, because of trust, he chose to leave me again. Once dependent, but this time, it's really different!

"Sorry, I can't promise you." I looked at Xia Haoyu and said calmly: "Brother Yu, you should understand that things that come by force will not make you happy, please don't force me, I'm not afraid if you bleed... ..."

Turning around, walking towards Zhang Youze's door, pressing the doorbell, the door opened, and entered.During the whole process, I didn't look at Xia Haoyu again.

Because I know that as long as I look back, I can't help but forgive.

Love cannot tolerate betrayal, this is my bottom line.

One month is enough time for me and for him. I don't want to be caught in the middle and make my heart hurt even more.

Chen Luoluo might be suitable, how Xia Haoyu would choose, before that, I might be afraid, but now, I'm not afraid anymore.

What was taken away doesn't belong to me, my time just collapsed for a while, I think, it will get better, isn't it?

"Uncle..." I raised my head and looked at Zhang Youze, tears streaming down my face.

Zhang Youze looked at me, raised his arms slightly, and wanted to hug me, but there was a painful expression on his face, and then he suddenly thought of the injury on his back, and asked, "Uncle, does it hurt?"

Zhang Youze looked at me and said, "Yes, it hurts, but it's not the back, but rather," he raised his arm slightly, pointed to his chest, and said, "Here."

I lowered my head in panic, sure enough, this is indeed not a good place to live!

"Hehe, I'm just kidding~" Zhang Youze's voice rang in my ears again, I looked up, and a smile appeared on Zhang Youze's face.

I breathed a sigh of relief and asked, "Shall I go to the hospital now?"

Zhang Youze said painfully: "No need, the medicine powder and everything are brought back, call Akun and see..."

"Are you taking the medicine yourself?" I looked at Zhang Youze in surprise, thinking of Xia Haoyu outside the door, his palm... Hey, why did I think of him again?

"Well, this little injury, it's nothing..." Zhang Youze said, handed me a tissue, and said, "Wipe your nose clean first, hehe."

Think about how pitiful Uncle Zhang is in Philadelphia by himself. He was originally a bureau chief and lived a carefree life, but he fell into the hands of a fool like me. I've already found a servant for my family, so I don't have to worry about money anyway!The single man was so pitiful, and when he looked at the blood stains on his back, he suddenly felt a little sorry. This Xia Haoyu is violent when he gets angry, really!

"Uncle, why don't I give you medicine?" Why did my heart feel heavy after saying this, and I actually felt ashamed that my girlfriend was cheating, really!

"This..." Zhang Youze opened the medicine box taken out of the hospital, with some hesitation on his face, he said, "Seeing that you are not in a good condition today, you should go back to the room to rest first, I will just wait for Ah Kun..."

"Uncle, why don't you find a servant?" At least there will be food now.

"Ahem..." Zhang Youze glanced at me and said, "You are the first time the opposite sex entered my room, I... I'm not used to it..."

First, the opposite sex?into this room?I tried my best to ignore Zhang Youze's casual words, rolled up my sleeves, and said, "Uncle Zhang, you must trust me. I have seen basic nursing care. Come, I will give you medicine."

Zhang Youze looked at me in horror, and after just one glance, he obediently lay down on the sofa and said, "Then you...be careful."

In fact, I was just talking casually, but I didn't expect Zhang Youze to take it seriously. Isn't this... just rubbing it with lotion and sticking it with a bandage?Could it be that I can't do this kind of trivial thing well?

So, I gently smoothed my sleeves, looked at Zhang Youze who was lying on the sofa, and said cautiously: "Then I, start?"

"kindness."

After opening Zhang Youze's shirt, I suddenly felt a little embarrassed. Before that, I didn't know that Zhang Youze still had such a strong body, but his skin was very white and the muscles on his waist were tight. My After carefully opening his fingers, he saw the scarlet patch on his shoulder blades.

After fiddle with the potion, I glanced at Zhang Youze under me, and said, "Uncle, if it hurts, you...remember to call it out."