love is inevitable

When I got off the car, I felt that the whole sky was deeply dark, and I could only see a light in the night. I walked along the path of the community, and every step I took, I felt more fear in my heart.

I understand what I'm going to do, I just can't accept it yet, why suddenly, the man who cares about me and takes care of me will turn into such an existence - incompatible with Brother Yu.If that's all, I don't have to worry, but in the hospital, Brother Yu was so willingly taken away by that group of people, why is that?

Is Zhang Youze using me to threaten Brother Yu?I always feel that I don't have that much ability.

However, everything that happened in the past four months or so seems to have an inseparable relationship with Zhang Youze.

I stopped, took a deep breath, and glanced at the apartment in front of me. As soon as I took out my phone, it showed an incoming call.

It's Zhang Youze.

"Come here," I heard him say these two words as soon as my phone was connected. "I am by the door."

I raised my head and looked towards the door of the apartment, and I saw Zhang Youze standing there, but he was only wearing a thin knitted sweater.His face looked a little pale under the light.His eyes looked at me calmly, without any emotion.

Just this natural expression already made my heart startled. I slowly approached and walked towards him. He opened the security door of the apartment naturally, and I walked in silently.He closed the door casually, raised his foot and walked towards the elevator.

I followed behind him, looked at his back, thought about the wound on his shoulder, and suddenly felt that all this was so unreal.

If everything he did was fake, what about this knife wound?Is it also in his plan?

There were only the two of us in the empty elevator. I stood a little back on his right side and glanced at him secretly, but I didn't notice any abnormalities on his face. To be precise, except for the smell of alcohol floating in the air, There is no other way for me to prove my existence.

I was afraid of him, at this moment I finally understood my psychology.

This kind of fear is completely different from Xia Haoyu. I am afraid of Xia Haoyu, but I know in my heart that he loves me, so even if I am afraid, I still have a sense of adventure, but for Zhang Youze, I have that kind of bottomless fear.

The elevator door opened, Zhang Youze took out the key from his hand, just took a step forward, staggered, almost fell down, I stepped forward anxiously, stretched out my hand to help him, but he took advantage of the situation and pushed me down By the wall, leaned over and kissed me.

I never thought that he wanted me to come, but it was for this, I struggled violently, my mouth smelled of alcohol, tears rolled in my eyes, I really wanted to leave, but I also wanted to leave. It was clear that I couldn't leave.

The door opened, and Zhang Youze walked in. I looked at the people who were hiding, and didn't know whether to advance or retreat.

Ning Hao's words played in my mind again, except for Zhang Youze, no one can let Xia Haoyu go.I think, there is only so much I can do for Brother Yu, right?

So, I sniffed, wiped away the tears from my eyes, lifted my feet and walked into the room.

In the living room, Zhang Youze sat quietly on the sofa. When he saw me coming in, he looked at me. I also raised my head and looked at Zhang Youze, only then did I notice the tired look on his face.

At twelve o'clock in the middle of the night, we are so close, but our hearts are so far away.

I had a crush on him, missed him, and even relied on him, although I knew it was all my secret.When I met Brother Yu, I was destined to lose these secrets.

"How can Brother Yu come out?" I opened my mouth, and my tone was a little calmer than I imagined.

"Did Chen Luoluo tell you?" Zhang Youze didn't answer my question, but instead raised his hand, beckoning me to go over and sit on the sofa.

"Until now, it doesn't matter who told me. Your goal has been achieved, and it's useless to say more. I just want to ask you, how did you let Brother Yu out?" I didn't look at Zhang Youze, and sat down with him On the sofa opposite, asked indifferently.

I think my tone is very cold. Before that, I didn't know that I could do this.

"Duoduo, you weren't like this before, why now..." Zhang Youze's voice flowed in my ears, and I could hear his disappointment, but why wasn't I the one who was disappointed?

"It doesn't matter what I become, I just want to know, how can I let Brother Yu go?" I still didn't dare to look at him, I lowered my head and asked.

Zhang Youze didn't speak, sighed softly, and asked me: "If I were the one who got drunk today, would you be so worried?"

I can't hear his purpose, but I don't want to make this assumption, so I have to keep my mouth shut.

"Duo Duo, if Xia Haoyu and I can only keep one, will you choose Xia Haoyu without hesitation?" Zhang Youze spoke again, with an unconcealable disappointment in his tone.

"I think you misunderstood." I raised my head and looked at him. "In my heart, I will only hesitate for one person. There is no choice. For Brother Yu, that's what I think." I said frankly, But he found that Zhang Youze's eyes suddenly sank, and he stood up, pacing across from me.

I felt that I had said something too much, thinking that Brother Yu was still in his hands, and then calmed down, and asked, "What reason did you use for letting Brother Yu stay?"

Zhang Youze turned around suddenly, his eyes became sharp in an instant, he stepped forward and walked in front of me, and asked, "Then tell me, what reason do I have to tell you?"

I looked at his indifferent expression for a moment, but I didn't know how to answer him, yes, what is our relationship?Why am I so confident about my question?Why should he answer me?

I couldn't speak, I could only stare at him in a daze, his face slowly approached me, he knelt down on his knees, at the part where his eyes moved down, his hands were on my knees, He looked at me and said, "I just want to ask you, without him, would you..."

"No," I didn't wait for him to ask me, and answered bluntly, "I know best how many catties and taels, how can you be worthy of Zhang Ju?"

There was provocation in my eyes, I knew he must be angry, otherwise how could his tone be so cold.

He is not the uncle I know anymore, the bloodthirsty and killing I saw in his eyes, the hidden cruelty finally appeared in his eyes.Finally, he didn't need to hide how tired he was.

But I think he's right, he said it himself, how difficult it is to be able to climb to the current position.

"In my life, I have only liked two women. The first one is from our village. She is gentle, beautiful, and knowledgeable. At that time, she was teaching in school and I was working in the town. Although I couldn't see each other every day, it was still considered a relationship. Xiangyue, I have been in love for three years. My father felt that the time had come, so he came to propose marriage. Her parents asked me to buy a house in the town and marry her. But the family is very poor. Except for the few acres of land, my parents have no I didn’t know that I could have other income. I had scraped together for a whole month, but I couldn’t even pay the down payment of a house. I just started working at that time, my salary was very low, and I was proud and arrogant. I never thought of being greedy for fame and wealth , I told her, now I can't give you what you want, but five years later, I will definitely give you everything you want and let her marry me.

I thought she would marry me without hesitation, because she was so innocent, kind, and gentle. I thought she was the same as I thought. As long as we both work together, we can live a good life, but you know what?When I went to her home with the only 7 yuan my father gave me, she stopped me at the door and didn't let me in.

That night, I waited for the whole night in front of her door, and the mosquitoes almost covered my body. Everyone advised me to go back, but I didn't want to. I always felt that she just obeyed her parents' wishes and didn't want to go with her I'm together, so I want to convince her and prove my persistence.

But I was wrong, even if she didn't come out to look at me until the next morning, I couldn't help but rushed in, but was told by her parents that she had gone back to school.

I struggled for a long time, and took the 7 yuan to the school to find her, but you know what?She stood in the corridor, threw the 7 yuan in cash I handed over to the ground on the spot, scolded me for no use, said she wanted to break up with me, and I even begged her, but it was useless... I never knew, The girl I like so much, such a gentle and docile girl, turned out to be like this.

She doesn't want to suffer with me, and I also know that everyone in the town knows that the Zhang family has a talented person, but they also know that this talented person was dumped by his girlfriend and engaged to a man who raises pigs in the town.

I was depressed for half a year because of this incident, and I didn't wake up until she put on a wedding dress and married that pig farmer.

Love is very important, but without material things, everything is just a cloud. "

I looked at this man kneeling in front of me, and for a moment I didn't understand why he told me this. His eyes were filled with tears. If it wasn't for Brother Yu, I even felt that this fragile man was is real him.

"Duoduo, after so many years, I have been trying to forget this unpleasant experience. I tried my best to climb up, and wanted to get everything by any means, just to prove that I can give her happiness. But when I When I had all this, when I saw her again, I no longer had that feeling.

I have not had this feeling of loving someone to the bottom of my heart and wanting to share everything with her for many years.

Sitting in my position, you can get the wind and the rain, but no one knows what we have lost.If this is considered sad, I think I am the saddest kind of people.

But, Duoduo, you are different from them. "

Zhang Youze raised his head, stared at me closely, and said: "The first time I saw you, I felt that you were different from those powerful women. You would not ask about my birth, my position, or even my position. I didn't even notice my deliberate approach."

That's why you use me to get everything about Xia Haoyu out.Because you know, I have no defense against you.

"Duoduo, after so many years, my heart is already dead. If I hadn't met you, I wouldn't have known it. My heart still hurts."

I looked at Zhang Youze suspiciously, looking at his pale face, not knowing what he was going to say to me next.

"For so many years, my hands have been covered with blood. I have forgotten what conscience and kindness are, but this time, when I met you, my dead heart came back to life." Zhang Youze looked at me with a pair of Eyes flickering, "You are very similar to her, but not like her, because I know that if you choose, you will definitely be willing, right?"

My heart suddenly became a mess, what did Zhang Youze's words mean?Does he... Really, like me?

"Zhang Bureau..."

"Call me uncle..." Zhang Youze interrupted me, with a strong tone in his voice, tears streaming down his cheeks, he glanced his head and didn't meet my gaze.

"You know, I..." I looked at Zhang Youze, unable to say anything.

"Duoduo, what I told you, I don't think I will ever tell another woman again in this life. I just want to ask you, do you have me in your heart?" Zhang Youze looked at her firmly. I have a rare persistence on my face.

I think this kind of him is the real him.

On his occasion, it was so necessary to wear a mask that, when we first met, he also wore a mask.If, when we met for the first time, every time we got along, he could treat each other honestly, would it be possible that I would fall in love with him too?

But if there is no if, there are no assumptions in this world. My heart was given to Xia Haoyu, and I think it cannot be taken back.

"Sorry, I……"

Before I finished my words, Zhang Youze got up suddenly from the sofa and pressed me under him. His lips fell on my face like scattered raindrops, moist with the smell of alcohol, and fell on my face again. On my body, my hands have been struggling, but this time, he has lost his patience and looks even more ferocious.

This is the real him, right?He wants what he can't get, and he doesn't care about the means.

"Don't..." Zhang Youze's hand pulled open my zipper vigorously, and touched my chest, which made me cry out in panic, but he didn't care about me, his fingers peeled off my clothes inch by inch , pressed my hands, and plundered me wantonly.

I hate, I'm afraid, and I didn't expect him to do this kind of behavior, screaming and shouting over and over again, but he didn't turn a deaf ear, my upper body was ripped off, and I beat hard I looked at him, but there was no reaction at all, until my lower body was held up by that hardness, and the anger in my heart was completely uncontrollable. When his kiss fell on my chest, I slapped it down.

"Crack!" There was a crisp sound, and he and I were both stunned.

I looked at Zhang Youze with tears in my eyes, and only heard one sentence: "I'll give you time, but you should decide whether to save him or not."