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Chapter 102 99 Shimamura-nee cried

Chapter 102, page 99: Shimamura-nee cried (Second update, please vote)

It was just a regular match.

That's how I should have thought.

It was just a very simple game.

That's how it should feel.

As for his lofty, unrealistic, and impractical goals.

What is happening before our eyes is merely the first step on the so-called ladder to godhood.

It's just an LCP playoffs.

Her opponents might not even be as strong as those she faced when she was in the LPL.

She was just a group of opponents she could easily defeat. If she couldn't even beat these opponents, then her so-called lofty ideals were meaningless.

She always reminded herself, "Don't be happy too soon, don't be satisfied too quickly."

She always restrained her joy and suppressed her emotions in various ways.

However, when he actually realized that he was only one game away from reaching the World Championship.

When she used Yone to actually destroy the enemy base.

The excitement made her feel like she could hardly breathe.

'Just one more game left.'

'As long as we win this game.'

No matter how much I try to dampen my spirits, I can't say that LCP is just a very small region, and the Pioneer Tournament is a newly established world championship with very low prestige.

She wanted to convince herself to calm down and maintain a normal mindset in the next match.

But in any case, this is the first World Championship that is definitely within reach.

Even the smallest glimmer contains a definite and bright light.

Therefore, she wanted to personally experience the dazzling light that was so close at hand.

This feeling seemed to have also reached another part of her soul.
Shimamura Yuna, who always had a negative attitude towards the world and the worst fantasies about life, seemed to be moved by this dazzling light that was so close at hand.

An emotion that seemed not to belong to her, yet was undeniably present within her, surged and surged forth at this moment.

do not know why.

Perhaps it was influenced by that sense of anticipation that had been spread to its extreme.

Or perhaps it's for some other inexplicable reason.

Suddenly, Shimamura Yuna felt a pang of sadness welling up inside her.
That bittersweet feeling.

The joy of having your goal so close at hand.

Overwhelmed by complex emotions, tears welled up in her eyes without her even realizing it.

She quickly raised her hand to wipe away her tears.

As she wiped, she muttered to herself, "Are you also looking forward to this?"

Are you also happy about this?

Shimamura Yuna's strange behavior was noticed by her teammates.

Everyone was quite happy, as they were just one game away from qualifying for the Pioneer Tournament.

But before they could celebrate, before they could encourage each other for the next round, they hadn't even had a chance to do so.

Junjia noticed that Shimamura Yuna, who was sitting next to him, was crying with tears streaming down her face.

Not
Why is she crying even though she won?
He knew that Shimamura Yuna would sometimes cry when she got excited during ranked matches or when something unpleasant happened.

Why today?
Even after winning, they're still crying?

Upon seeing this situation, Junjia immediately panicked.

"Shimamura, are you alright? What happened?"

Upon realizing that her situation had been discovered, Shimamura Yuna shook her head repeatedly.

She sniffed and wiped away her tears: "It's nothing."

But that heavy nasal tone, that obvious sobbing.

It was really hard to convince her teammates that she was alright.

So, almost at the same time, everyone asked similar questions using different phrases.

"Are you really okay?"

"Don't push yourself, okay?"

"If there's something you really need to say, just say it. Don't keep it bottled up, okay?"

Shimamura Yuna could only manage a smile that looked more like a grimace, and said, "It's really nothing."

She had been worried about something for a long time.

What if I get so much pressure during a match that I cry?

What if you play so badly that you're dissatisfied with yourself, lose control of your emotions, and drop your pearls in front of everyone?
She has been worried about this happening ever since.

The result was completely unexpected.
She didn't cry because of that in the end.

I was crying because of the dazzling light that was so close at hand.

She was really afraid of crying in public and being seen by others.

Whenever I sense something is wrong during a live stream, I quickly mute myself and then find an opportunity to end the stream.

Every time I cry at the base, I strictly demand that the staff taking daily photos at the base not take pictures of me and post them online.

She didn't want others to see her vulnerable side.

However, at this very moment, I am sitting on the stage, sitting in front of the computer.

Countless cameras and electronic devices were staring directly at her.

This made her feel really embarrassed.

She tried to cover her face with her hands so that her face wouldn't be seen.

But this is clearly an attempt to cover up the truth.

The director noticed this and even gave her a close-up of her crying face.

'She clearly didn't want to be photographed.'

'I clearly didn't want you to see this'

Why do you have to take pictures of me?!

Because of this feeling, she suddenly felt particularly wronged.

I feel like all my efforts to hide it have been in vain.

I feel like all the strength I was putting on has crumbled.

As a result, the more she thought about it, the more uncomfortable and aggrieved she felt, and the more tears she couldn't stop.

Seeing her crying even more bitterly, the other team members quickly asked with concern, "Are you really okay???"

Shimamura Yuna sniffled heavily, her voice trembling with tears, and said, "Really, no."

Where exactly is it?
All the viewers saw this scene.

The live stream chat exploded with comments.

[Wow, why is Shimamura crying?]

Oh my god, Shimamura-san looks so cute when she cries!

[Wait, didn't we win? Why is Shimamura crying after winning?] [I remember when she was still the Demon King Yuna, she would often suddenly go silent during her streams, and back then many people suspected she was crying, and now it seems they really were.]

Wow, isn't she so cute? Does the "crybaby" trait really exist in real life?

Of course there are people who cry easily; they certainly exist.

Many people cry easily, but few cry as adorably as Shimamura.

Unlike other viewers, when Longshen saw this scene during the live stream, he was stunned, and then felt a bit scared.

He was a little dazed: "Huh? Why is she crying? We won, so why is she crying after winning???"

"No, why are you crying?"

He found it somewhat incomprehensible.

Then, I immediately breathed a sigh of relief.

'Holy crap, thank goodness I didn't contradict her in this competition; this person seems to genuinely have depression.'

Yes, although he kept saying things like "supporting Shimamura Yuna" and even pretended to criticize those Bilibili users who like to mock depression, saying that Bilibili users are very malicious.

But in reality, he himself is the kind of person who is somewhat dismissive of depression on the internet.

While I wouldn't say I'm mocking them, I don't really approve of them either. I think most of it is fake, and that these people with depression are just creating a persona to make money.

But now, seeing Shimamura Yuna actually crying on stage, not because she lost, but because she won, he began to feel fortunate.

This person truly has a mental illness; it's not a fake one.

This means that if he had disagreed with her again and she had cyberbullied him to the point of causing serious trouble, he might have been blacklisted.

No.
It's fair to say that even if his online bullying didn't directly worsen Shimamura Yuna's condition, if she were to get into trouble for some other reason in the future, he, as the public figure who most fiercely opposed her, would inevitably be implicated.

Although Dragon God is a scoundrel and loves to act like a troll online, as an illegal figure who has already been briefly banned once, he is now very sensitive about this kind of thing.

He is now grateful that he was able to switch from being Shimamura Yuna's adversary to becoming her loyal follower in time.

Otherwise, if Shimamura ever has a change of heart, given his public image, he will definitely be purged.

If I get dragged out by C-site as a typical example of inciting cyberbullying, I might really have to quit the internet.

This is not something that can be resolved by simply playing dead for a short period of time.

It really is time to meet again in the underworld.
so far so good.

Luckily, I changed my persona before this competition.

Thinking of this, the Dragon God quickly intensified his efforts to cheer for Shimamura Yuna.

"Oh my god! Shimamura-nee won, so why are you crying? What's there to cry about when you're just beating up these noobs!"

"Shimamura-nee, stop crying! Let's go crush Zeus, let's go to FS and crush LPL and LCK, okay?! Azhi is such a trash top laner, he's not worth your tears!"

"Sigh, there's nothing I can do. Shimamura-nee is just too genuine. It's normal, I understand."

"To be honest, Shimamura's skill level is more than enough to beat those trash teams from the LCK and LPL. After this Pioneer Tournament, why don't you just go to the LCK and kick Doran out? Go help Faker win his sixth championship, okay?"

"Forget it, I don't think it's necessary. LCK isn't that great. Our own people are the best. How about I go to BLG? Let Bin lead us there, and he can lead our LPL to our fourth championship!"

"If we win the championship, we'll become the best foreign player in the world, an unprecedented Japanese champion! Holy crap, Shimamura-san is awesome!"

Seeing Longshen's somewhat deliberate performance, his viewers in the live stream were amused.

Although everyone felt that neither of the two possibilities he mentioned would likely come true.

But his tone was so funny that it made everyone laugh.

[Is Shimamura really your relative?]

Can you please stop selling stuff?

[Brother Shen, when you think about how you talked back to your own mother not long ago, do you feel remorse?]

[Brother Shen, I want to ask, is X Yun closer to you, or is Sister Nai closer to you?]

However, a group of his longtime viewers, seeing his reaction, already understood what was going on.

One person posted this message on SC: "[God, seeing that Yuna really does have a mental illness, are your legs shaking? Are you scared thinking about what would have happened if you hadn't switched sides in time and were still opposing Shimamura?]"

In response to this SC, Ryujin replied expressionlessly: "I don't know what this SC is talking about. I have always supported Shimamura-san, and that has never changed."

The Dragon God's so-called "consistent support" has always been fickle.

Today they might call him a loyal dog, but tomorrow he might turn around and bite them.

But at this very moment, the instant I saw Shimamura Yuna burst into tears.

Driven by some survival instinct, his loyalty to Shimamura will likely remain unchanged for the rest of his life.

Thus, Shimamura Yuna gained a dog on the internet that wasn't actually very loyal, but wagged its tail the most fiercely.

Yuna Shimamura's crying sparked a lot of discussion during the live stream.

It's the same as Dragon God's live stream.

The vast majority of people were charmed by the sight of this beautiful girl crying during a match on stage.

The staff at the scene even went to ask what exactly happened.

After receiving the reply that "there's nothing seriously wrong, I just cried because I was so excited to think that I was so close to winning," he relayed the message to the commentary booth.

Then the commentators said, "Let's all wipe away Shimamura-san's tears and help her stop crying, okay?"

In short, this is something that Shimamura Yuna really didn't want to see happen.

But for the live broadcasting station, this was an unexpected and much-desired result.

And so, with tears still in her eyes, Shimamura Yuna made it to the fourth match of the day.
After taking a short break offstage, Shimamura Yuna was in much better shape.

Although her eyes were still red, she was still sniffling.

But I managed to stop the tears.

The coach had asked if Shimamura Yuna was still able to play, or if it was necessary to substitute her.

But Shimamura Yuna insisted on playing the entire match.

She said, "If you don't let me play because I lose control of my emotions for a moment, then I might really have a relapse of my Yu-Yu syndrome afterwards."

Yes, although she doesn't usually use her depression to create screen time, when it comes to things that affect her appearance opportunities, Shimamura Yuna will stop at nothing, even threatening with her Otama syndrome.

Seeing her resolute attitude, Chawy could only give up somewhat helplessly.

And the other side.

TLN, AZHI didn't cry.

But he was truly devastated.

Yuna Shimamura wasn't crying because of Tamaki.

But he didn't cry; instead, he really wanted Yu Yu.

He could feel his hands shaking.

He was even considering whether he should step in himself and let someone else take over his responsibilities.

But unfortunately, he had no chance to escape at this point.

The entire TLN team was comforting him, saying, "It's okay, just relax, it's okay."

However, it was clearly to little avail.

After returning to the locker room after the second match, AZHI kept his head down, taking deep breaths and panting heavily from time to time.