Nirvana Top Laner, Reborn Tokyo Girl

Chapter 2.2. I have Jade Syndrome

Philosophical reflections on 'Who am I?' and 'Where am I?' should have lingered in my mind for much longer.

Fortunately, her soul quickly read the memories belonging to this body.

After feeling the influx of memories, she stopped panicking and calmly sat back on the bed to process the massive flow of information that had suddenly flooded her mind.

About ten minutes later, the girl opened her eyes again.

This time, however, her face no longer showed confusion or bewilderment.

It's more of a sense of helplessness.

"Oh, so that's how it is."
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Let's start by introducing ourselves and briefly outlining the information we currently have.

First of all, her current name is "Shimamura Yuna", she is Japanese, a girl, and should be 17 years old this year.

Based on the fragments extracted from his memory, the Shimamura family originally ran a family restaurant in an old shopping street in Osaka. Although their life as children was not extremely wealthy, it was still considered comfortable.

Not only doted on her by her parents, she also had an older sister named Shiori Shimamura, who was eight years her senior, and who took great care of her as well.

As the youngest sister in the family, and so cute, with such a friendly family atmosphere, her growth process should have been as sweet as being pickled in a honey pot.

In fact, she did enjoy this wonderful life for a long time until two years ago, when the accident happened.

That year, the Shimamura couple, who had agreed to just go on vacation for a while and then return, were involved in an unexpected car accident during their trip and never made it home again.

Young Yuna Shimamura waited and waited at home, only to be told by her older sister in a cold tone a few days later: "Mom and Dad are not coming back."

Since then, the family restaurant has naturally closed down due to lack of management, and my sister, who was planning to take the postgraduate entrance exam, has been forced to enter the workforce ahead of schedule.

All the beautiful realities were easily shattered by the so-called 'accident'.

As a result, Shimamura Yuna's mental health deteriorated rapidly.

At first, she was just a little quiet and didn't talk much, but later she gradually became more emotionally sensitive, sometimes easily angered, and sometimes she would inexplicably curl up in a corner and cry.

Seeing that her condition was getting worse, her older sister Shiori Shimamura took her to see a psychologist in the middle of last year, where she was diagnosed with severe depression.

Out of concern for her mental health, it was only natural to arrange for her to take a leave of absence from school, and more than a year has passed since then.

So, a year has passed, has the girl's mental state improved at all?

The answer is no.

Even though she has taken a leave of absence from school and is taking medication to treat depression, her condition has not improved significantly.

For her older sister, Shimamura Shiori, who was taking care of her, this was obviously a huge headache.

Shiori Shimamura's feelings right now can probably be described in one sentence: "If your depression isn't cured soon, mine will relapse."

From the older sister's perspective, she works hard during the day to earn money to support the family, and suffers from the temper of her boss and clients.

When I get home at night, I still have to consider my younger sister's feelings about depression, so I speak softly and gently, afraid that I might accidentally touch her sensitive nerves.

Moreover, given that his salary was not high when he first entered the workforce, a large portion of his funds had to be used to pay for his sister's psychiatric consultations and medications for mental illness.

The immense pressure placed on the older sister caused her temper to worsen and become increasingly irritable, and her attitude towards her younger sister was no longer as patient and friendly as it had been at the beginning. Shimamura Yuna, having spent a considerable amount of time with her sister, clearly sensed these changes.

So, she naturally began to think, "I am a burden to my sister" and "My sister is starting to get tired of my existence."

Recently, she has even been seriously considering suicide.

When Shimamura Yuna opened her phone's browser, she could still see that her previous search history was full of things like "how to commit suicide less painfully" and "which method of suicide is easier," which made her feel very uneasy.

It's fair to say that the Shimamura family is now a complete pressure cooker.

If this continues, either the older sister, Shiori Shimamura, will also develop depression, or the younger sister, Yuna Shimamura, will commit suicide.

In short, between the mentally ill and the healthy, one of them has to explode first.

No, in fact, the pressure cooker probably exploded.

According to the memories of this body, the original Shimamura Yuna had tentatively taken a large amount of sleeping pills last night.

She might not have really wanted to die; she might have held onto a sliver of hope that she wouldn't die even if she did it, and that sleeping pills might not be that effective.

She was even thinking that if she overdosed on sleeping pills and ended up in the hospital, her sister might be gentler with her.

But the truth is, when she woke up, the original Shimamura Yuna no longer existed, and all her wishful thinking was completely shattered.

Instead, a completely new person was created, one who merged with the LPL bottom laner who died in a car accident.

A completely new Shimamura Yuna.

As she sorted through her memories, Shimamura Yuna sighed and complained, "Why did they give me such a tragic and resentful character? It doesn't feel like me at all."

After venting her frustrations, she began to investigate whether the mental illness in this body had any specific impact on her current state.

She tried to feel it and then came to a preliminary conclusion.
It seems so, maybe a little.

Because it is pathological depression rather than simply a bad mood, even though the vessel that Shimamura Yuna is in now is not filled with the soul of before, she will still inevitably be affected by the body and feel depressed and have abnormal emotions.

But overall, these are all controllable.

Simply put, it's as if this body has given her a "depression" debuff, and while her soul isn't exactly cheerful, it's still a normal person.

The combination of a depressed body and a normal soul transformed her from a deeply troubled person with depression into a slightly melancholic but beautiful young woman, making her almost a normal person.

However, this is not what she wanted.

Now that she has transmigrated, she will need to carry on with the lives of two people.

Therefore, she needs to do something to change 'Shimamura Yuna's' current depressed life.

But what should I do? What can I do to change my current situation and my future?

When she thought about this question, almost like a path dependency, four words instantly appeared in her mind.

"League of Legends."

(End of this chapter)