Nirvana Top Laner, Reborn Tokyo Girl

Chapter 20, Section 19: The stage has faded, but I still shine.
Not to mention that BLG hasn't won a game yet either.

But Su Qing has a lot of confidence in BLG.

She hoped BLG could quickly and decisively win the final game, thus ending the tense match. Whether it was to meet the expectations of LPL viewers, or at least to satisfy her current frustration with the Japanese girl, it would be a win.
Both can win.

You can win everything.

The score is now 2-1, and only one more game is needed.

Just one last game.

Dozens of people in the internet cafe shared the same thoughts and countless expectations as her, like a Spirit Bomb solidified into a physical form.

Her heart was pounding with nervousness.

Nervous, yet filled with anticipation.

When BLG had the advantage, she shouted the loudest, fully demonstrating the passion of the older generation of esports players.

However.
There is no reason why expectations must be met.

Or rather, the number of people worldwide who support BLG is less than the number of people who support T1, so the scale of the Spirit Bomb is incomparable.

2:1, just one more win and we'll win the championship.

This distance, so close yet so far.

In the next two games, the atmosphere in the internet cafe gradually became silent and frozen.

BLG, who initially had a great lead, were unable to break through that final step in the next two games.

The crowd's emotions gradually shifted from excitement to disappointment, and the discussion changed from "Bin is awesome" and "Left Hand is awesome" to "ON, I'm so ashamed, this Q can miss", "Bin's weapon isn't invincible, why are you lying to me?" and "Choosing a weapon while wearing a Gragas, godlike".

Every now and then, a couple of T1 fans would come out and say something sarcastic, but by then everyone was too exhausted to refute or argue.

As is widely known.

Ultimately, T13:2 BLG.

Despite BLG showing signs of weakness in the early to mid-game of the final match, with many spectators in the internet cafe leaving early to go home before the match even ended, the outcome was already predetermined before it even happened.

But the moment she saw the results and realized there was no miracle, Su Qing felt as if her soul had been ripped away, leaving her powerless.

Not only did the team I supported lose.

My own money is gone too.

Just as the girl said, BLG still lost.

Despite the close contest, and the fact that the score was 2-1 when the score seemed promising, the outcome did not deviate from expectations.

At this moment, an idea popped into Su Qing's head.

'That tadpole must be having a blast, right?'

However, when she turned her head to look at Shimamura Yuna, she found that Shimamura Yuna was not as happy as she had expected.

Instead, his expression remained somber.

However, compared to before, the heaviness now carries a sense of helplessness after witnessing a predetermined bad ending.

Under Su Qing's gaze, she stood up from her computer desk and sighed.

That sadness, that grief, that disappointment
It doesn't look like acting at all.

Only now did Su Qing finally realize something.
'So she really wasn't a tadpole.'

'So she really was sighing because she thought BLG would lose.'

'She genuinely believed BLG would lose based on her understanding of the game.'

However, this situation was completely incomprehensible to her.

'How is this possible? BLG played so well in the first game, and even had a lead in the third game at one point.'

How could anyone be so certain that BLG would lose at a time like this?

She found it somewhat unbelievable. From her perspective, it was impossible to know that Shimamura Yuna possessed memories of the future.

Therefore, she could only glorify all of Shimamura Yuna's actions on her own.
'Could it be that although BLG was winning in the early game, she only needed to notice a few subtle details to see that BLG would ultimately lose in a close best-of-five series?'

'Could it be that a player as skilled as her possesses an ability, unlike a newbie like me, to see through appearances to the essence of things?'

'Holy crap, if that's true, her skill level is ridiculously high!'

At this moment, in Su Qing's eyes, Shimamura Yuna had become a hidden master.

Shimamura Yuna had no idea that Su Qing had imagined things to be like this.

She just felt disappointed and depressed.

They clearly already knew the ending.

But experiencing that feeling of unmet expectations again is still suffocating.

She realized that in this life, the LPL would most likely follow the same path as in her previous life.
The league is losing viewers, investors are losing confidence, players are losing their jobs, and the league is stagnant.

Everything is inevitably heading in a bad direction.

Although it has little to do with her now, LPL is, after all, the stage she once longed for.

The stage of my dreams gradually dimmed in my eyes.

And this also means
My own dreams may also be slowly fading away.

She stood in the aisle of the internet cafe, unsure of what to do for a long time.

They weren't playing games, nor did they intend to leave.

Like other LPL fans who have lost their souls, they were somewhat stunned and didn't know what to do.

She didn't come to her senses until Su Qing patted her on the shoulder from behind.

"It's very late. Do you want to stay here overnight or go home? We have accommodation here, and you can stay for the night if you want."

Yuna Shimamura forced a smile: "No, there's no need. I can go home by myself. Thank you for your hospitality."

Then, she stumbled out of the internet cafe.

On her way home, Shimamura Yuna couldn't help but think of a question she had pondered in her past life.

What if I spend my entire youth chasing a certain stage, but that stage itself loses its luster over time?

'What if, no matter how hard I try, I'm destined to never reach the heights of my dreams because of the decline of the stage itself?'

Is it to complain about being born at the wrong time?
Or is it that you give up pursuing the stage because it's no longer dazzling?
She was always thinking about this question.

In her past life, her conclusion about this was to give up.

Actually, if she had just lowered her price back then, some bottom-tier teams would have wanted her, and she could have stayed in the LPL for a few more years.

But for her, with her dream getting further and further away from reality, there was no point in clinging to the bottom team and not dying, so she might as well just retire.

So, what about now?

Now, she is younger than she used to be, but the LPL stage has not shone brightly again.

What should I do myself?
Should we give up, or...?
As she sat in the taxi on her way home, her mind was filled with these jumbled thoughts.

Hesitation, entanglement, and pain.

But as she neared home, she finally came to her senses.

'Regardless, I still have more hope now than I did before. I still have time; I'm only 17.'

then
Even though the stage has crumbled, I still have the potential to shine.

His eyes gradually hardened.

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(End of this chapter)