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"I feel that I am really useless. With such a disease, I can't even fulfill the basic obligations of a woman. I really feel disheartened and feel like a useless person..." Xie Fangju said to me slowly As she spoke, crystal tears oozed from the corners of her eyes, her lips were as pale and bloodless as her face, and her voice was hoarse and low, revealing deep sadness and helplessness.

Xie Fangju once had an operation because of uterine fibroids, and part of her uterus was removed. Since then, she has not been interested in sex life.

Seeing her haggard and sad appearance at this moment, I felt very sad, I held her hand, and comforted her softly: "Sister Xie, don't say that, you are a very good woman, you are gentle, kind, beautiful , virtuous and talented, there are many things in you, which are heights that many women can't reach in their lifetime, please don't be like this again... belittling yourself."

I say this sincerely. Xie Fangju is indeed a very good woman. I clearly remember that in the past, Xie Fangju gave me the impression of being elegant, decent and generous no matter on any occasion. It may be because of her good background. Naturally, with an innate confidence and nobility, people have to look sideways at her.

Xie Fangju's dresses on various occasions are well matched with the scene. For example, when she goes to a dinner party, she will wear an expensive and gorgeous evening dress, giving people a sense of elegance and luxury. When she goes to her daughter's parent meeting , you will wear elegant, decent, simple and low-key suits, which will not give people the feeling of being too dazzling.

In the same way, she dresses her daughter Ranran very carefully. Although Ranran is only a little girl, she wears exquisite and beautiful clothes on various occasions, and the brands of her clothes are all well-known and expensive brands.

In life, Xie Fangju is also a very virtuous and versatile person. I remember that Xie Fangju personally arranges the birthday party scene every year. Every time, the decoration is ingenious and beautiful, like a small palace.

Every time when Ranran celebrates her birthday, when she makes an amazing appearance like a star holding the moon, she will win unanimous envy and applause from the guests present. The reason for this is not only the extremely rich material conditions Zhu Yunxiu created for her daughter, but also Xie Fangju. The hard work of this careful mother is absolutely inseparable.

Even when my daughter Tongtong occasionally visits or lives in Ranran's house, she will receive careful care and hospitality, which is why Tongtong has such a good impression of Auntie Xie.

In the past, the couple Zhu Yunxiu and Xie Fangju and their family of three gave me the feeling that they were an excellent combination that even gods could not match. Do you think things will develop to this point today?What a sigh.

Listening to me now, Xie Fangju smiled at me helplessly, then sighed softly, and said lightly: "That's just some superficial glamor. Every family has scriptures that are difficult to recite. Who would put the glamorous How about showing the side of me to outsiders?" As she spoke, Xie Fangju's face showed an unconcealable sadness, and she whispered to me, "After getting this disease, I also know that I can't help Yunxiu, he is still young and vigorous. , the desire is still very strong, and I really feel sorry for him for guarding such an iceberg that is not hot, so I turned a blind eye to him looking for a woman outside later, as long as I leave me a glamorous A complete family is enough, but I never expected that he would eventually file for a divorce with me..."

Speaking of this, Xie Fangju burst into tears again, I quickly took out a few paper towels from the paper bucket in the cabinet next to her, tried to wipe away the tears from the corners of Xie Fangju's eyes, and comforted her: "Sister Xie, don't think about these things now, just take care of yourself first." Take a break."

Xie Fangju glanced at me, and murmured to me: "These words have been held in my stomach for a long time, so let me say it happily."

I had no choice but to quietly listen to Xie Fangju's continuation.

After resting for a while, Xie Fangju continued: "When I was with him, he was poor and had nothing, and his family was still in a remote area, but my uncle told me, Fang Ju, if you can trust your uncle's vision, you can marry him, and I will marry you." I can be sure that this young man will become famous in the future. In fact, I liked him very much at the time, because he was very handsome and talented when he was young. In this way, I married him without hesitation despite the unanimous objections of my parents and brothers. , but I didn't expect that there are some things that he has never forgotten..."

Speaking of this, Xie Fangju's voice was a little choked up, I advised her not to say anything, she waved her hand at me lightly, and continued to say to me after a while: "My natal family has good conditions, it can be regarded as a family of officials and eunuchs. Living in a relatively superior environment, it may be because of our different backgrounds that it has caused a lot of pressure on Yunxiu. I remember that when we were married not long ago, I went back to my mother’s house once. At that time, my brother returned to China after finishing his master’s degree in economics from Cambridge, England. , a few of his classmates and friends came to the house, and we sat down and chatted together. When my brother and the others talked about the topic of the world economic situation, Yunxiu couldn't help but go up and add a few words of his own opinion. Disdainfully said to him: Do you know what the world economy is? If you don’t understand, don’t mess around here, just take care of your own one-third of an acre of land. This sentence hit Yunxiu very hard, but he was I didn’t show it, I only found out after peeking at his electronic diary, he said in the diary, just for the words of Xie dialect, I will definitely make a career in the future, and show it to Xie’s family who look down on me.”

Xie Fangju sighed softly, I listened to her talk silently, not knowing how to respond to this embarrassing topic.

Next, Xie Fangju stared at me in a daze, and then said softly to me: "He still said in his diary that he likes you very, very much. You left a deep impression on him when you first met, but You hadn't broken up with your ex-husband at that time, so he could only think about it in his heart, and after you divorced, Yunxiu said that he never wanted to miss this opportunity again."

Hearing what Xie Fangju said, I was a little anxious, and I explained to her softly: "Sister Xie, but I didn't do anything to offend you."

Xie Fangju nodded at me, and murmured: "I know, he wrote it in his diary, saying that you have been rejecting him, and even made another boyfriend in order to avoid his pursuit."

Hearing what Xie Fangju said, I was a little relieved. It seems that Zhu Yunxiu didn't just talk nonsense in his diary, otherwise I would not be able to clean up if I jumped into the Yellow River.

I held Xie Fangju's hand and said to her sincerely: "Sister Xie, you must live a good life and don't do stupid things again, for the sake of nature and yourself."

Xie Fangju nodded slightly to me, and murmured to me: "Don't worry, it is impossible for a person to die twice. To be honest, when I was rescued, I saw my daughter's pale face with fright. It hurts so much..." At this point, Xie Fangju closed her eyes subconsciously, and another tear slipped from the corner of her eyes, "In order to prevent Ranran from worrying about me, I will not do stupid things anymore. At that time, It was just a thought, as if the beautiful castle that had been built for many years suddenly collapsed, and I couldn't accept it for a while, so I was so anxious..."

At this time, I felt very uncomfortable. The woman in front of me, she had just experienced the change of life and death, and was dragged back when she reached the gate of hell.

"Sister Xie, you must be strong." I murmured to her while holding Xie Fangju's hand, my voice was a little choked up.

Xie Fangju opened her eyes and looked at me, smiled bitterly, then nodded slightly: "I know, I will live a good life," she said, sighed, turned her eyes to the ceiling, and continued to mutter, "Actually, it's okay to think about it. Instead of wearing a fake veil and continuing to make do with it, it's better to give him freedom earlier. When he is free, I am also relaxed. In the days to come, I will guard the child. You can read books, travel, and accompany Ranran during vacations, but actually think about it, there are many happy things to do alone.”

I whispered to Xie Fangju: "Sister Xie, don't say that, I don't think the marriage between you and Brother Zhu is irretrievable. If that day comes, with your beauty and talent, you can find a better marriage." partner."

Xie Fangju stared at me, nodded with a smile, she held my hand, and said softly to me: "Xiao Su, if Yunxiu and I really break up, you just...promise him, hand him over to you, It's better than handing it over to those fluffy little girls who don't know the heights of the sky and the earth."

When I heard this, I flinched and said, "Sister Xie, don't say that, I already have...a suitable boyfriend."

Xie Fangju smiled wryly at me, and then continued to say to himself: "Actually, Yunxiu is not a bad man, he has already taken my feelings into account, I can see that he really likes you, in order to be with you , he voluntarily gave me half of his hard-working career, and also agreed to live with me, it is not easy for a man of his level to do this."

I know what Xie Fangju said is also true. Compared with my ex-husband Deng Wenliang, Zhu Yunxiu and my ex-husband Deng Wenliang are in the same place when it comes to divorce.

But even so, it doesn't mean that I can accept his love, because this love is too heavy, and I, who have already suffered from emotional trauma, can't bear this heavy love at all.

Seeing my silence, Xie Fangju said again: "Actually, no amount of money means anything to me. I have lived in a relatively superior environment since I was a child, and I don't have much luxury for money. I just hope that I can Guarding my husband and children, and living an ordinary life, but since our marriage has reached the point where it cannot be reconciled, I am willing to give him... freedom."

***

That day, after leaving Xie Fangju's ward, I couldn't calm down for a long time. I couldn't accept her persuasion. At the same time, I also felt an inexplicable sense of loss in my heart.

After Xie Fangju was discharged from the hospital, Zhu Yunxiu asked me to meet and said he wanted to talk to me about something.

He made an appointment to meet at a coffee shop. I thought that there were so many people sitting around, and what he said could not be too explicit, so I agreed and went to his appointment.