wife scandal

Living in a hotel was boring, so I went to a bar nearby.

I didn't come to this kind of occasion before, and I only came here occasionally after I got acquainted with Fan Yujuan, and now I feel really bored, coming to this kind of place where the lights, feasting, greenery and people are noisy can relieve my disturbed thoughts a little bit .

I ordered beer, although I used to drink almost nothing, but in this extremely disturbed state of mind, alcohol is probably the best way to relieve my worries. Didn’t the ancients say that being drunk can solve a thousand worries?

I really hope that when I am drunk, I will forget everything in front of me. I really hope that after I wake up, I will return to the person I was 17 years ago, the innocent me who just entered the university. If everything can Do it all over again, I really don't want to meet Deng Wenliang again, never want to meet him again...

However, even though I thought so in my heart, the realities in front of me were a nightmare that I could never get rid of.

That man and I have shared the same bed for thirteen years. It is a lie to say that our relationship is not deep. Now I really want to make up my mind to part ways with him. My heart is throbbing.

I have always been a weak-tempered little woman who likes to shrink myself into a shell. If possible, I even want to forgive Deng Wenliang one more time. As long as he appears in front of me now, I even want to hug him Have a good cry and tell him it's all over and let's start over.

However, I know I can't.

My repeated forbearance and retreat will not win his respect and understanding, but will only make him more and more indifferent to my existence, and step by step step on my dignity.

So this time, no matter what, I will divorce this marriage to the end.

I know that if I get divorced, it is unlikely that I will remarry. After all, I am already at this age, and I am no longer young. If I get married again, I can only find someone who is my age and experience.

And a man of the same age and experience as me must have been weather-beaten and even scarred. Let's start a family again. Inevitably there will be conflicts...

And that life is not what I want at all.

I am tired, I have just walked out of a dark and hopeless marriage castle, and I don't want to enter another marriage trap that may be full of thorns, so once divorced, I would rather choose to be alone for the next few years.

I just thought about it, and the more I thought about it, the more painful I felt, and I poured beer into my stomach one by one. At this moment, my mobile phone rang.

At that moment, I thought it was Deng Wenliang, so my hands were still trembling when I picked up the phone, but when I saw the number of the caller, my heart was completely cold.

The call was from Ye Xing.

I let the phone ring continuously like that and didn't answer.

In fact, I was already a little drunk at this time. During the few days when I was staying in the hotel, Ye Xing once contacted me, but I didn't tell him that I was staying in the hotel. One night, I couldn't sleep, so I used the hotel when I was bored. I have been online for a while on qq.

It was already one o'clock in the morning, and I never expected Ye Xing to be online.

Because I didn't have time to set the invisibility, he saw me all at once.

He asked me curiously: "Sister Man, it's so late, are you still here?"

Then he asked me again: "Your geographical location shows that you are in city W, are you not in this city now?"

I don't know what's going on with the hotel's line, it actually shows that I'm in another city, so I have no choice but to tell Ye Xing that I'm not at home, but outside.

He sent a "hehe", I don't know if Bingxue, who is smart, understands my current living conditions, but I didn't say much, I just chatted briefly that night, and I went offline.

Now, he called again. I watched the phone screen flicker and flicker, hesitated, but still didn't answer.