Am I being simulated by their love affair.

Chapter 77 A Night I Almost Lost My Virginity
"So you know who your dad is?"

Jun Matsueda took a sip of his ice-cold lemon sour and asked calmly.

Kurusu Yoshi shook his head. "I took my mother's last name. When I was a kid, I asked her who my father was. She said she changed boyfriends so quickly that she didn't know."

"My mom did one thing well. Although she changed boyfriends very quickly, she never brought them home. I never met any of her boyfriends."

"She wouldn't mention anything like finding a father for me. I guess she never thought about getting married and having children."

This woman had some idea in her mind. Jun Matsueda was biting into the freshly grilled tender ribs. He didn't want to hear any unappetizing stories.

"My mom had a fortune, but it went through the roof very quickly. She spent it all on dozens of boyfriends."

So, it's gone from a dozen to dozens? Matsueda Jun took a sip of wine to calm his nerves.

"Because she has a lot of contact with the entertainment industry, she thought about becoming an idol herself and trying to make some money."

"But her youth had already passed by then. An ordinary, beautiful woman falling into the entertainment industry wouldn't make much of a splash."

"But she won't be willing to give up, right?" Matsueda Jun asked for two bowls of rice and placed them in front of him and Kurusu Yoshi.

"Bingo!" The girl picked up the wine glass and the two of them clinked their glasses tacitly.

"When she reached middle age, lost her beauty and spent all her money, she realized she had nothing."

"Except for my daughter."

"My mom's love for idols continues to this day. When she was young, she just chased the stars without thinking of becoming a star herself."

"By the time she realized she had a chance to become a star, her wallet and youth had already been drained out, and she had lost the conditions to become a star."

"So she came up with an idea to train her daughter to be a super idol standing at the top of Neon."

"After all, I'm pretty." The girl laughed and put her index fingers on her dimples.

Thus, the rooftop filled with the atmosphere of fireworks turned into a stage with flashing spotlights.

Good-looking people are not scary; the scariest people are those who know they are good-looking.

"My mom stopped chasing stars and started working. Besides sending me to school, she enrolled me in various dance and vocal classes, and personally trained me as an idol."

"Kurisu's idol training only has two main points—"

After hearing this, Jun Matsueda felt that he already knew what the content was.

"Either become the most dazzling person in Japan, or marry the most dazzling person in Japan!"

"Luckily, the most dazzling person I've met so far is a man!"

Kurusu stood up and stared at Jun Matsueda, her pink hair fluttering in front of him. He could smell a faint, fresh lemon scent, and he couldn't tell if it was lemon sour or the girl herself.

Matsueda Jun was afraid that she would fall off the roof, so he held her shoulders and made her sit back down.

"Once I entered high school and started working as a part-time model, she stopped working because I could support both of us."

This made sense. Hearing that, the woman was obviously a hedonist, and Matsueda Jun wasn't surprised at all. Rather, the fact that she was working was quite unexpected.

"So this guy went chasing stars again!"

The girl smashed the wine glass onto the table in front of Matsueda Jun again, her large chest heaving with excitement.

"Calm down, calm down." Matsueda Jun's face turned red and he picked up a piece of pork belly and put it into her bowl.

"Once my mom started to become a fan, she became super-extravagant. The little money I earn is not enough for her to spend."

"She wouldn't be happy to go back to work."

"So one rainy day after I became an adult, I left my home in Shinjuku and dropped out of high school."

“My struggle has begun!”

The pudding-haired girl put one foot on the chair beside her, one hand on her waist, and the other hand holding up her wine glass.

The bosses and shop assistants nearby stopped and clapped their hands. This was not the first time they had heard the girl tell this story.

"Wait, do I have to drop out of school?" Jun Matsueda couldn't find the causal connection. Could it be that he was drunk?

"Because I want to be a full-time idol!"

His hand holding the barbecue paused for a moment, because the piece of meat he liked was taken away by the girl.

"So even though you hate your mother, you accept her teachings?"

"Idols are fun, and I don't hate my mom! I just couldn't afford to support her anymore, so I ran away."

"I'm still following my mom on Twitter." "Hasn't she contacted you?"

"She knows I ran away because I couldn't afford to support her. She knows what's going on, so she won't come looking for me."

After talking too much, Lai Qi Yang Shi started drinking again.

The Kurusu family didn't keep mediocre people, and Matsueda Jun finally realized this. His brain seemed to be a little slow tonight.

"Are you not very good at drinking? Your face is so red."

"Me?" Jun Matsueda touched his face with the back of his hand, it was warm.

It seemed that he had never drunk alcohol in his life. When he hired detectives to make money, he only sold alcohol but didn't drink it.

There's nothing I can do about it. Having a pretty face makes me so willful.

The boss, who was sitting near the two of them, licked his lips.

"Boss, don't compete with me! He's the man I like!" The girl was very cautious and refused to even say Matsueda Jun's name.

The baby-faced blonde woman stuck out her tongue at Kurusu Yoshi, and her tongue stud flashed away. She walked to the other side of the rooftop to smoke.

"This is the story between my mom and me, and I haven't told you the story between me and the damn Tokyo entertainment industry yet. Let's save it for next time!"

"It's a TV series," Jun Matsueda muttered to himself, trying to stay calm.

"You are really drunk. Let's go, let's go home quickly! Don't fall on the street later." Kaisu Yoshi paid the bill, pulled up Matsueda Jun, and put his arm around his waist.

When they got on the subway, Jun Matsueda had already slumped over, sleeping on her shoulder. The girl clung to his shoulder like a large dog, looking around warily.

The people in the car didn't know whether to envy the girl with pink hair or the boy leaning on her shoulder.

After arriving at the station, Matsueda Jun held the girl's arm and followed her out of the station.

They passed by a supermarket that was still open and the staff were dealing with expiring vegetables, so the girl took him in again.

Kurusu Yoyo struggled up the stairs of the apartment, holding vegetables in one hand and being held by Matsueda Jun in the other.

After finally managing to get Matsueda Jun into the bedroom, the girl breathed a sigh of relief, "How can this guy have such a low alcohol tolerance?"

When Jun Matsueda woke up in the middle of the night, he found the familiar ceiling in front of him.

Still feeling a little dizzy, he felt around and found his clothes were still there. He unzipped his pants and took a look, but there were no signs of wear.

"That was dangerous! I absolutely can't drink alcohol anymore."

Walking into the living room, thirsty, he wanted to drink some barley tea, but he noticed a figure on the balcony. The room was pitch black, and the girl's long hair fluttered in the bright night sky outside the balcony.

Matsueda Jun walked over with a teacup in hand. Kurusu Yoshi leaned against the balcony railing and smiled at him, "Are you awake?"

He nodded and leaned against the railing to drink his barley tea.

"Only vegetables tomorrow?" he asked.

"You still want to eat meat?" The girl tilted her head and looked at him.

"Never mind, I'm already tired of eating this tonight."

One of them faced outside, and the other faced inside, listening to the sound of the night wind blowing through the building.

The girl's pink hair floated in front of him.

"I didn't do anything rude while I was drunk, did I?"

Lai Qi Yang Shi shook his head.

"That's good." He breathed a sigh of relief.

"Is there anything else you want to ask?" The girl turned her head to look at her, her eyes like cat's eye gems, glowing in the dark night.

He shook his head, and the night wind continued to blow.

Perhaps it was because of the residual alcohol, he could not feel any noise. Although he was on the balcony in the city, it felt as desolate as if he was in the desert.

Kurusu Yoshi looked at his profile. Matsueda Jun was drinking barley tea, and his protruding Adam's apple moved up and down.

He really felt like he was listening to a story, the girl thought, and people who listen to stories will also be curious.

What a strange guy! His thoughts of coming to the world of the living were blown away by the wind and disappeared into the high night sky.

　The remaining updates will be done tonight.
　　
　
(End of this chapter)