we are bad boys

I hugged Liu Di and knelt on the hard concrete floor. I looked at the skin on her face, which was stained with blood red patches. For some reason, my vision became more and more blurred.I thought it was tears, so I wiped them hard with my hands, fearing that they would block my sight, but when I finished wiping away the tears, my eyes were still blurred until it became pitch black...

"...!" In the distance, Hong Xin stared blankly at the figure of me holding Liu Di through the hole in the parking space, her body motionless.

The gunshots around him paused for a short while. After Xiao Wu saw Xiao Xin, she also realized that the group of people she asked Ah Da to stop with a car were not Zheng Kun and Baobao, but Hong Tao's people.Then she immediately shouted at the driver: "Give way to them!! Let them pass!"

"Hurry up! Reverse the car!!" A Da's arm was splashed with blood, and he heard Xiao Wu's words as if he was pardoned, and urged him to shout at the driver.

"Squeak... creak!" The tire was stuck in the small hole, turned twice quickly, and then fell back suddenly.

"Give it to me!!" Xiaodai stared at the Beijing jeep that was going backwards, and shouted at the driver with his gun raised.The body of the car rushed forward quickly, and the people in the car were nervously pointing their pistols at the outside, but they didn't shoot again.

"Whoosh!!"

The two cars passed by each other in an instant. This time, Hong Xin didn't struggle anymore, and she didn't shout again: "I want...wait for my husband...!"

This intersection is sparsely populated, the road turns abruptly, and there is no warning sign to slow down. It is a frequent area for traffic accidents...

It's such an evil place, my lover's soul was broken, and the cold wind blew away such strong emotions that I didn't even know!

In the words of Lord Wei: "Xiao Fei, you are a very hypocritical, serious, often tired person like a grandson, and you don't live a free and easy life at all!!"

As for emotions, I always believe that since a man has made a promise, no matter what the ending is, he must fulfill it until the end of the day.

I'm not Liu Xiahui, and I don't want to hold myself as a saint. I just vomit when I drink too much, cry when I'm sad, and curse when I'm angry. big boy! !

Among the three relationships I will never forget, I owe Liu Di the most. She shouldn't have met me when I fell into this bottomless business, and she shouldn't have known me when I thought Hong Xin was dead. time, fell in love with me.

I always avoid her undisguised, pure emotion towards me, and I always foolishly think that she has kidnapped my emotion with her selfless love for me...

I have been fighting against myself, struggling between her and Hong Xin...

But when today came, she completely left me, after leaving forever! !

I just discovered how much I longed for this relationship to continue being kidnapped...

If I could go back to two years ago and let me get to know her again, I would put everything down and take good care of her for a month, even for a day, and listen quietly to what she had to say in the future.

But often when you feel this way, time always stops at the last moment...

In the long river of our lives, there will always be such and such regrets, such and such imperfections. When we discover such regrets and imperfections, most people are willing to shout sourly to God, with I have nothing to do with jb, it's all because of you.

In fact, when you don’t feel shameful and complain about the God that no one seems to have seen, you are acquiescing. This kind of regret and imperfection is what you just missed, and it just slipped through your fingers.. .....

It doesn't matter who jb.

Gunshots, motor sounds, shouts, all disappeared in my ears, the sky and the earth, Liu Di and I, under the street lights, formed a shadow.

And I forgot what happened after that!

......

The Buddha said that "cause and effect will eventually have reincarnation". When I first read Journey to the West when I was a child, I often heard Tang Seng and others scribbling these words in ink.At that time, I was still young and didn't have independent thinking. I used to think that what he said was like a teacher's lecture, and it was broadcast on TV. This must be right! !

Soon, I grew up slowly, and in a blink of an eye I reached an adult age. I thought that my thinking was mature, I despised the IQ of any of my kind, and I was always used to rebelling against what others said.So at that time, I thought that karmic reincarnation, literally understood, is a fruit called cause, died, then drank Mengpo soup on the Naihe bridge, and finally reincarnated, there is no jb Zen mechanism at all, it is a gang Made up by charlatans.

Today, nearly ten years have passed since I became an adult, and I suddenly remembered these words again.

Thinking back to the time when I got rid of my second sister who was blackmailing me, I felt a little uncomfortable at the time, but it was not strong.The first is because she and I have no extra feelings other than being classmates, and the second is that she blackmailed me, and I stood at the commanding heights of morality, which was a correct response under legitimate defense.

I have never considered, nor asked, whether Baobao loves the second sister as much as I love Liu Di, and I have never asked the second sister, is there any compelling reason for you to ask for this money... .

At that time, I seemed to be strong enough, just like Lord Wei's friends, Xiao Huo, forgot to give me his business card at the reception, I subconsciously ignored them.

In less than half a year, the cause was planted, and the fruit was found when I came back. The second sister died because of me, and she rushed to kill me for revenge, and accidentally killed Liu Di! !

At this time, I just want to kneel on the futon and say piously.

Buddha! !I know you, but I still know you too late. If we can go a few years earlier, even a few days, and we both take the time to blow two bottles of big green sticks, will this ending not happen? ?

At this moment, Baobao died in the car with his mutilated body, his face was bloody and bloody, and his expression could no longer be seen clearly, while I was kneeling on the ground in good health.

The two used to be in the same toilet, smoking and farting, often getting drunk, hugging each other and talking to each other: "Dude, classmates, don't care whether you graduated or not, you are still in this city, as long as you have something, you can talk !!"

We are willing to believe that at that time, the wine words we said were serious and from the bottom of our hearts!It's just that we didn't expect that the super refrigerator in the society has been out of power for a long time, and those freshly released brothers' words and sincere feelings have also deteriorated! !

It has changed, we need swords and guns to face each other, it has become so bloody...