Lovely and lingering, the CEO can't help himself

Zijin took a shower in the bathroom, wiped her hair half dry, and put on some body lotion. She didn't plan to go out again, so she put on a set of pajamas. After she finished, she looked at herself in the mirror .

Her eyes are bright and her teeth are bright, and because she just took a bath, she feels refreshed, but no matter what, she still can't hide the worries on her brows.

Her hand couldn't help covering her lower abdomen, here...he and her love crystallized again, she was pregnant, she was pregnant...

She kept repeating these four words in her mind, telling herself that she really wanted to tell the man outside.

He must be very happy, right?

For sure, she never doubted his intentions for her. If he had a child, he must be happy. She could even imagine the way he was holding her in high spirits.In fact, I saw him busy in and out every day recently. If he wasn't with her, he would probably be in the study. Although she didn't know exactly what he was doing, she knew that there must be something difficult about him.

It's just that she has been focusing on her mother recently, and she hasn't asked him anything.

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Zijin exhaled softly, her hands moved clockwise, gently stroking her flat belly, her eyes became extremely soft in an instant, but the words she muttered in her mouth were full of self-blame, "Honey, tell me, is mom sorry for dad? I don't care about him enough, do I? I'm also selfish, right?"

"........."

"But... that's your grandma, your mother's mother. What do you think is the best way for mother to do?"

"........."

The bedroom was empty, there was no reply from the two, Zijin felt that he was really stupid, how long is the child? 2 months are not enough, how can I hear her words?

Probably she was really at a loss.

I don't know how long a person stood alone before finally facing the mirror and slowly relaxing his expression. The moment the corner of his mouth was barely raised, Zijin suddenly thought of something, his face suddenly turned pale, and he turned around quickly, facing the bedroom. Out the door.

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Her handbag is still in the living room, and there are two reports she brought out from the hospital in the handbag. Zijin hasn't figured out what to do now, so subconsciously, she still doesn't want Gu Yanshen to know, because he knows, She has only one way to go.

The bedroom door made a muffled "bang", and when Zijin ran out, she found a familiar scent wafting from the living room. It was the noodles that Gu Yanshen made for herself. She often ate them, so the smell , she has been so familiar with.

But soon, she smelled that the smell of this food was also mixed with the smell of tobacco.

As soon as Zijin turned her gaze, she saw the man sitting on the sofa. From her angle, she could only see Gu Yanshen's back and the back of that cold head.

I don't know if it's because she has something hidden in her heart, so she instinctively feels a little guilty.

Is it her delusion?

Why did she feel that Gu Yanshen was exuding a kind of hostility at this moment, even if she didn't see his deep eyes, Zijin could still feel that kind of savagery.She subconsciously paused, and put her hands on her chest cautiously. For the first time, when he turned his back to her, she unexpectedly stopped moving forward.

Sometimes people really can't lie or hide, especially to someone they care too much about.

Zijin felt that his own way of doing things was even worse.

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"Aren't you hungry? Standing there and smelling the fragrance of noodles will make you feel full?"

Gu Yanshen made a sound suddenly, his voice was as low as ever, without much emotional ups and downs, Zijin pursed his lips, took two deep breaths, and then walked towards him.

She really wanted to relax herself completely, but in fact it was only a few short steps away, but she felt that she had walked very hard, finally standing behind him, watching him lazily smoking Then Zijin remembered something, he hesitated, and said: "...Yan Shen, why are you smoking again?"

"Ok?"

As if he didn't hear clearly, Gu Yanshen turned his face sideways, his eyes slightly narrowed by the smoke, and squinted at her, "What?"

"...I said, why are you smoking again? Didn't I tell you to smoke less?"

Normally, she would have already stretched out her hand to smoke the cigarette between his fingers. She didn't know what happened today, but she always felt very guilty. After she finished speaking, she walked around the sofa and sat opposite him. She picked up the chopsticks , but his eyes fell on the handbag on the other side of the sofa, as if the zipper hadn't been unzipped, so Gu Yanshen probably didn't see it yet.

That's right, he usually doesn't have the habit of looking at her bags, why would he look at his bags for no reason?

Zijin felt that she was too nervous, she tightened the chopsticks in her hand, took a bite of the noodles, but felt a little soft, probably because it had been left for a long time, she said vaguely, "Yan Shen, don't smoke. "

Gu Yanshen stood up, "After eating the noodles, I'll go to the balcony to smoke."

"........."

She watched his tall and straight figure walk up to the balcony, and without thinking much, she finished eating the noodles without thinking. She didn't forget to pat her belly, and said a word in her heart—baby, your father's skill is Not very good?

She cleaned up the dishes, shook her hands, and walked out of the kitchen, only to find that Gu Yanshen was still on the balcony.

The night was dark, and the man's posture was somewhat casual, leaning against the railing of the balcony, with a cigarette in one hand and his trouser pocket in the other, he didn't know what he was thinking, the lines of his profile looked a bit lonely .

Zijin didn't want to see Gu Yanshen like this, as if he was immersed in his own world and couldn't even pull her out. She took a deep breath, lifted her feet and walked towards the balcony.

"Yan Shen..."

"Finished?"

Gu Yanshen crushed the cigarette butt in his hand, and threw it into the ashtray brought out by him, Zijin walked over two steps, always felt that he looked a little different at the moment, she endured it, but still couldn't hold it back , asked cautiously: "Is there something wrong? Are you in a bad mood?"

The man was a head and a half taller than her. When the two stood together, he looked down at her. Usually, Zijin never felt that such a gaze would make her feel oppressive, but today, she just felt that, The light in this man's eyes was somewhat sharp. Although he was trying his best to suppress it, she could still feel Zijin's heart twitch slightly. Seeing that he didn't speak, he just looked at her for a moment.

"...Yan Shen, you, is there something wrong with you? What are you doing looking at me like this?"

"I thought you had something to tell me."

He finally spoke, probably because of smoking, his voice was hoarse, Zijin opened his mouth, "...Me? What's the matter with me?"

"Well, Zijin, do you still remember what I said to you when I came back from Japan?"

He suddenly changed the subject like this, Zijin was a little puzzled, her red lips moved, and she frowned, "You and I talked so much every day, when we came back from Japan... what did you say to me?"

In fact, she was a little flustered. When Gu Yanshen usually faced her, she would never be like this. She felt that now, Gu Yanshen looked at her with eyes that were elusive and unpredictable.

Suddenly she felt sad.

In fact, all along, it was he who wanted to let himself see the real him so that she could get in touch with the real him.

If he doesn't want to, he wants to prevent you from seeing him through, but it's just a thought of him.

"Yan Shen..."

"I hope you don't lie to me. If you have anything, you can tell me, because I want you to believe that there are many things in this world that you can't solve. I want to help you solve them. You are my woman. You Remember?"

Zijin is not really ignorant. Today, she thought that Gu Yanshen was very abnormal. Now, after hearing him throw out such a few words, she already realized that there must be something going on tonight, otherwise he would not It will suddenly become like this.

Taking a deep breath, Zijin pursed her lips, and then opened her mouth, "Yan Shen, if you have anything, just tell me directly, don't do this, you know, I'm a smart person to others , but in front of you, I will never be able to guess your thoughts, the more you improve your posture, the more I can't hook you, I feel uncomfortable, I..."

"Then have you ever thought about my heart?"

Gu Yanshen reached out and pressed her shoulder blades, the man's deep voice finally brought out a bit of cold emotion, Zijin raised her head suddenly, the pain from her shoulder blades made her frowned subconsciously, Before she could speak, Gu Yanshen continued to ask coldly: "Shen Zijin, am I not good enough for you? You refuse to tell me anything, and you keep everything from me? What do I ask you to do? You just don't listen, and you still want to make fun of your own body?"

Zijin, "..."

"...Yan Shen, you... what are you talking about?"

"You still want to hide it from me?"

Gu Yanshen has been suppressing this anger all the time, the last thing he wants to get angry at Shen Zijin, but who can understand the pain in his heart?

She just left without saying a word before, leaving a letter to herself. When she went to Japan, he was not worried about her for a moment, but he still had to take her thoughts into consideration. He endured it for a whole month before finally I went to Japan to find her.

At that time, she said sorry to herself softly, but he finally couldn't bear to show her face. In fact, how could he be her opponent?She is her own nemesis, what does she say and do, when will he disagree?

But when he saw the report just now, he was really angry.

The second time, and again!

She said that she would tell herself when she did anything in the future, why this time, she still secretly did the matching without telling herself?This is not the worst, he can understand her anxious and worried heart for his biological mother, but when he saw that the match matched a few words, his heart twitched violently, his sweetheart, He would feel distressed even if he lost even one hair. If she really wanted to let her remove an organ in her body, how would he let him do it?

But that's really not the worst.

Worst of all - he saw the second report.

The match matched the other pregnancy-confirmed report that was superimposed below.

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He really couldn't describe the mood at that time. When he thought about it now, he felt "thrilling", it was really thrilling.

She's pregnant, she's actually pregnant.

He held the report and looked at it word by word, afraid that he was dreaming, or that he had read it wrong, which would not conform to Gu Yanshen's behavior, but he took the trouble to do it three times, it was true, true, His baby is really pregnant.

The pain of losing my first child was overwhelmed by the unexpected joy.

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But this kind of joy came too fiercely. In less than 2 minutes, he felt like he was being given a slap in the face. If she was pregnant, shouldn't she tell him immediately when she came in?Pregnancy, what is more important than pregnancy?But when these two reports were stacked together, they already told him another fact mercilessly and cruelly!

She didn't intend to tell herself at all!

Is she planning to secretly donate a kidney to Tao Wantian without knowing it?

Even if she already has her own little baby, she doesn't care?

He can understand her thoughts for her own mother, but has she ever thought about her position?She still has a child in her womb, and she actually hides it from herself. Is she ready for surgery?

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This kind of thought, like the tide. Water, rushed towards him fiercely. He exuded a bloodthirsty hostility all over his body. In the end, he kept his composure, put the report back in her bag, and sat down. The living room is smoking quietly. At this time, only the smell of nicotine can slightly relieve the hostility in his body.

He was waiting, he had been waiting, to give her space, let her finish eating the noodles, when she finished eating the noodles, she came over, he was still thinking, should she tell himself?

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In fact, he is really a very calm and tolerant person. It is nothing, anyone can make him mess up, but he also admits that Shen Zijin is his nemesis.

So he still didn't hold back, but he didn't pierce the last layer of window paper. At this moment, he still thought that as long as she told himself, it would be fine.

What could he not forgive her for?

She just needs to tell herself...

When Zijin heard him say "You still want to hide it from me", she already realized that the situation was not good, and she knew that he must know something, but he didn't say anything more, and she felt that something was wrong in her heart. Yes some drumming.

The matter of pregnancy, and the matter of matching...

She wondered if he knew everything?Or...has he heard something?or it could be……

Her mind is chaotic and she has all kinds of thoughts, but Zijin doesn't know that her current thoughts are simply a performance of shrinking her head. She still has a fluke mentality, she still thinks maybe Gu Yanshen didn't know anything, maybe he was talking about something else.

"...I, what am I hiding from you? Yanshen, don't be like this, I don't know, I..."

Her evasive appearance made Gu Yanshen's exquisite facial features cold in an instant. He would never face her with his most cold-blooded side, but now he seemed to be possessed by a demon. The whole person seemed to be one The devil from the ninth layer of hell pushed her back against the sliding door. The man's tall body pressed heavily on it, but his eyes were full of pain.

"You don't know? Shen Zijin, you really... you never take my words to heart, do you? You never need to consider my feelings? You can do whatever you want? I'll let you wait , but you secretly did the matching without telling me, you were pregnant, but you still refused to tell me, you said, did I not find out, you are going to take my seed from Gu Yanshen to donate a kidney to your mother ?”

Zijin's eyes widened, and he spoke with difficulty, "...you, you know? No, listen to me, I'm not..."

"shut up!"

Gu Yanshen let out a low growl, he was like a wild beast out of control, his eyes were reddened by anger, "What explanation do you give me? It's me who has been regressing all the time, it's me who has been *ing you without principle, it's me Have you developed such a temper? If anything happens, you just make up your own mind for me. What do you think you are? You went to Japan without saying goodbye before, didn’t I go to Japan to bring you back? Are you really Think you can do everything well by yourself? Now you have to hide from me and donate a kidney to your mother. Do you consider my feelings? Even if I understand you, can you think about it for our children? Think? Do you think you should? Why don’t you tell me anything? Could it be that we’ve gone through so much, are we still inferior to your mother? Damn, do you have a heart? You Damn woman!"

"........."

Gu Yanshen always spoke softly to her, he wouldn't growl and curse at himself like this.But now, he pressed his shoulder so fiercely, yelled at himself so fiercely, so fiercely...

Her eye sockets soon turned red, tears were like broken pearls, covering her entire face, her vision was blurred, and her throat seemed to be stuffed with a fly, she felt uncomfortable and her heart was stuffy the pain.

She knew that he would be angry, but she didn't expect that he would say such a thing.

What does it mean, they are not as good as her mother, so love and family must be chosen between the two?

If the person lying on the bed today was his mother, would he be able to remain indifferent?She admitted that she was indeed the one who was wrong in this matter, but why did he think of herself like this?

Isn't he selfish?

If she really only cares about her mother and doesn't care about his feelings at all, after getting the matching report, she doesn't need to think about other things at all, she can decisively choose to have surgery, and the human body will be less One kidney, she will not die.But she still hesitated. She had no place to talk about some things, but she knew very well what kind of mentality she was.

When she saw the word "consistent", she hesitated even if she didn't know that she was pregnant. Her hesitation was only because of the man she loved deeply.

But now, when he came to him, her concealment gave him the feeling that he took family affection too seriously, and he even yelled at himself.

Zijin bit her lips tightly, reached out to touch the tears on her face, but found that more and more she wiped away, she lowered her eyes, squeezed her hands tightly, and after a long time, she spoke hoarsely , said in a low voice: "...that's how you look at me. I left you once only for my parents. I'm hiding it from you now, and it's just to donate a kidney to my mother. I never thought about your feelings. ?”

"... Then you were involved in lawsuits back then, do you know how afraid I was that something would happen to you? I went to Japan not only because of my parents, but also because of you!"

Gu Yan was furious and sneered, "For me? I don't need you to make such a big sacrifice, you are my woman, you just hide behind me every day, I told you, I can solve it, you don't believe it My ability? You would rather trust a foolish Japanese idiot than me, what are you talking about for me now?"

Zijin widened her eyes in disbelief, but found that everything in front of her was blurry. She couldn't see this man clearly, and called his name in a trembling voice, "Gu Yanshen!"

"Everything I do for you is unnecessary. You are so capable, so why don't you help my mother find a kidney source? If there is a suitable kidney source for her, why should I do this? Do you think I want to? If I really I don't consider your feelings at all, I may already be in the operating room now, do you think I will hold the report, let you find out, and let you treat me like this again?"

The anger of the two was completely provoked, and Zijin's temperament actually revealed a kind of stubbornness. In addition, the two people's starting point is not the same at all, and the more they talk, the more fierce they become.

In the end, I just wanted to vent all the dissatisfaction in my heart, and I didn't care how hurtful what I said was.

"Gu Yanshen, I didn't expect you to be so selfish. In order to have a complete me, you let me watch my mother die! The person lying on the bed today is your mother. There is a person with kidney failure today. Your mother, can I also drag you and make you turn a blind eye and be affectionate with me?"

"Shen Zijin——!"

Gu Yanshen was furious, and suddenly stretched out her tightly gripped hand, Zijin's eyes widened, her face was livid and she watched in disbelief as his palm landed less than 1 centimeter from her cheek, she froze, she was dazed for 5 seconds, then laughed.

"Gu Yanshen, do you want to hit me?"

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If you have relatives, you will keep saying that Zijin is too stupid, that it is not worth exchanging your life for your life, you can express your own feelings and opinions, but you can’t say Zijin so unfairly, right?Although this is a novel, the heroine's final decision is also the author's decision, but when telling a story, the process is very important, isn't it?I dare not say how good my writing is, but I just want to let you know that this is family affection. Although the novel is higher than life, it is also derived from life, isn't it?So I hope you can look at the thinking of the heroine with a normal mind. One is your own biological mother. She turns a blind eye. For you, this is what a smart person should do?I'm afraid that at that time, you will call her a beast, right?So everyone is still normal, the result is important and the process is even more important!mwah