flame hunter
Chapter 160 Her Absurdity
Jingjing has been living by Scar's side for many years. Although she hasn't suffered too much, she hasn't enjoyed any blessings either.Scar has a violent heart, sometimes treats her well and sometimes treats her badly, which makes Jingjing, who already has no sense of security, tremble all day long, for fear of offending him.
For so many years, the only person who dared to stand up for her and disobeyed the scar was this sister Yuanyuan who met by chance.Although this matter did not know what relationship was used, it seemed to be resolved, but the more relaxed it was, the calmer it seemed on the surface, and Jingjing felt more uneasy.
She knew that Dao Scar was a person who would take revenge, only he made others suffer, and it was absolutely impossible for him to suffer others' losses.Besides, this time the scar was scratched by his own dagger, which made him lose face, so how could he be so angry.
In the evening, Katie cooked some good dishes by herself. Sitting at the dining table, Jingjing looked at these never-before-seen dishes and felt that they were amazing and exquisite.Normally, she would have picked up the chopsticks and started eating, but today she has no appetite at all.
"Come on, try the sizzling matsutake I made first." Katie happily picked up a piece of fried golden mushroom-like matsutake and put it into the Jingjing bowl.
Jingjing picked it up and took a bite. Katie opened her eyes wide and thought she was going to say it was delicious, but Jingjing turned out to be about Yuanyuan when she opened her mouth.
"Katie, I'm still worried about Yuanyuan. Maybe Scar doesn't dare to trouble us for the time being, but maybe he will seek revenge from Yuanyuan. For me——"
"eat first!"
Katie interrupted Jingjing, her smile froze on her face, but her heart was full of righteous indignation, she wished she could yell at Jingjing, let her know that she was much better to her than that Yuanyuan, and gave more than that Yuanyuan Much more, besides, they grew up together, how could Jingjing be so full of Yuanyuan who she only met a few times? !
Jingjing was taken aback, and hurriedly lowered her head and buried her face in trying to pick up the rice in the bowl.Seeing this, Katie softened, knowing that her tone was not good, but she didn't know what to say, so she had to put some more vegetables into the Jingjing bowl.
For a meal, Jingjing wolfed down a large bowl of rice, but Katie couldn't eat a single bite.She poured two glasses of wine for Jingjing and herself, tried her best to stabilize her mood, and told Jingjing in the calmest tone that she had been abused by Thomas in France.
Jingjing's eyes widened in shock after hearing this. She thought that Katie lived a life of a wealthy family, and thought that this time she was returning home in brocade clothes. It was happiness and the other was misery. I thought they had nothing in common, but at this moment, Jingjing suddenly realized that she was wrong.
"You, why didn't you say it earlier?" Jingjing asked.
Katie smiled wryly: "Say it or not, nothing can be changed. The reason why I tell you now is just to let you know that happiness cannot fall out of thin air, and you can only grasp it by fighting for it yourself."
Jingjing frowned, shaking the wine glass in her hand, thoughtful.
"One thought is enough to change a person's life. If you chose to believe in Xiao Yinuo back then, I believe you are happy now. But since you missed it, there is nothing to regret. Now there is another opportunity in front of you, it's up to you How did you do it?" Katie said.
"It's not difficult for me to pretend to be An An, but I'm not An An after all. I'm worried that one day I'll pass through. At that time, I will never be able to gain Xiao Yinuo's trust, and I will never be able to stay by his side." Jing Jing Jing expressed her concerns.
"You're not by his side now, and you haven't gained his trust, so even if you fail, you have nothing to lose." Katie took a sip of her wine.
This casual attitude, and a casual sentence made Jingjing enlightened, and a clear vision suddenly appeared in front of her eyes.
"Yes," Jingjing's eyes shone with surprise, "You're right, I have to try hard once. Even if I still can't get him, at least I tried, and I have no regrets."
Katie looked at Jingjing, smiled and nodded lightly, put down her wine glass, walked to the opposite side and pulled Jingjing up from her seat: "Go, try your new clothes. There are quite a few of them that I haven't seen you try yet." How about wearing it, I don’t know which style Xiao Yinuo likes? Is it intellectual and generous? Or sexy and revealing? Or I’ll buy you a set of wild and unrestrained leopard print underwear?” “Hate~”……
In the glass villa in Jinshan Fudi, Si Boning was busy in the kitchen, preparing to cook a table of delicious meals for the family.
The clothes he purchased in the morning had been delivered home, and Jia Huan happily tried them on in the cloakroom, her mood gradually brightened.Si Boning's vision is very good, basically every piece can highlight the advantages of being a monk, sexy but not exposed, everything is so perfect.
"Perfect." Jiahuan turned around in front of the mirror and couldn't help cheering.She was wearing a white suit and short skirt, which was slim and fit. She looked conservative but wrapped her figure exquisitely.Especially the neckline, which stops abruptly at the bottom, reveals the beautiful breasts, and attracts infinite reverie in the temptation. It is even sexier than a three-point bikini.
right!Wear this to work when the office is finished!Let Xiao Yinuo have a nosebleed!Hehe... Jiahuan couldn't help laughing as she fantasized about the scene of the big iceberg bleeding to death.
"What are you so happy about?" Si Boning stood at the door, the apron on his body hadn't been taken off, at first glance he really looked like a house husband.Jia Huan jumped in front of Si Boning, smiled and rubbed his face for a while, then took a step back, shook her body, and asked, "How is it? Does it look good?"
"Of course it looks good, and it doesn't matter who bought it." Si Boning said, raising his chin arrogantly.
Seeing him playful, Jia Huan couldn't help but rolled her eyes with a smile: "What delicious food did you cook?"
"There are too many, let's go, go down and have a look." Si Baining was about to take off his apron, but was held down by Jiahuan: "Don't take it off, I just like to see you wearing an apron."
Si Boning's face darkened, and he looked up and down at Jiahuan, who was wearing a famous brand, with an exaggerated expression, and shouted: "This is not fair!"
In a word, Jiahuan laughed so hard...
In the Dongling clubhouse, Mo Shasha flattered Wang Yuanchu, and glanced at Zhao Nianen from time to time, seeing that his face changed slightly. Although he looked innocent on the surface, it was obvious that he was angry.
Mo Shasha propped her arms on the table, tilted her body slightly and pretended to be drunk, left the table and went into the bathroom, and deliberately helped Zhao Nianen by the shoulders when she passed by.
In normal times, Zhao Nian'en would have patted the back of her hand with concern and asked her if she needed help.But today, Zhao Nianen's body was stiff. Not only did he not show any signs, he even shook his shoulders in disgust, as if he wanted to shake off her hand.
Mo Shasha felt a pain in her heart, the smell of alcohol in her stomach really turned up, she endured it and ran into the bathroom.Mo Shasha squatted on the ground, retched a few times, but didn't spit it out, but suffocated a lot of tears.
She felt bitter in her mouth, astringent in her heart, and felt uncomfortable everywhere.The squatting feet were a little numb, and Mo Shasha stood up staggeringly, leaned against the pool, patted her face with cold water, rinsed her mouth, and felt a little more awake.
The mirror is a little blurry, of course, it may also be because of the moisture in the eyes.Mo Shasha couldn't see her appearance clearly, a girl with a ponytail, full of youthful vigor, bright and healthy body appeared in her mind.Everyone who knew this girl said she was lucky, because she was about to leave the slum where she had lived alone for ten years, and the aunt who hated her, the cousin who always bullied her, and the uncle who said yes.
A French rich man with blond hair was not only willing to adopt the girl, but also gave them a lot of money. For the first time, the aunt looked at her with kind and envious eyes, which made her happy for a long time.
She knows that she is an orphan, but she is as stubborn as a weed. No matter how others trample and despise her, as long as there is a little sunshine and water, she can grow quietly and quickly to make herself stronger.Perhaps it was because of her stubbornness that Thomas took her in.
Mo Shasha wiped her face and smiled wryly. Now this stubbornness has gradually faded with the years, replaced by love and cowardice.No one knew that Mo Shasha had loved. If there was no love, she would not let herself be so humble in front of this man, and she would not mind those worldly eyes and so-called status.
But she couldn't say all of this, not to Thomas, not to Si Boning, and even more not to Zhao Nian'en.
What right did she have to love them? !Mo Shasha asked herself.The answer is forever no, even though Thomas no longer controls her, her heart is still controlled by Thomas, as if breathing has become a habit of hers.
She is used to doing things with Thomas' thinking, used to helping Zhao Nianen without any scruples, and also used to quietly meeting Si Boning in her memories.
But at this moment, all this has been disrupted.
"Dangdang, Miss Mo, are you okay?"
There was a knock on the door outside the bathroom, and a concerned greeting from the man.Mo Shasha's heart ached again, it was not him who came to care about her.
Mo Shasha took a deep breath and cleared her throat: "It's okay." Then, she opened the door and walked out. Wang Yuanchu naturally held Mo Shasha's arm and helped her out.
Mo Shasha secretly scolded herself for being a whore!Since I love Zhao Nianen, why can I have sex with other men in front of him? !Is it really just to help him?Mo Shasha shook her head, no!
"Head still hurts? If I knew you couldn't drink enough, I told you to drink less." Wang Yuanchu was rare and gentle.
Mo Shasha glanced at him, smiled, and stopped walking, but sat beside Zhao Nianen.Zhao Nianen subconsciously turned his head to look at her, with some anger hidden in his eyes.
Mo Shasha suddenly understood everything. It turned out that she did these ridiculous things just to win Zhao Nianen's heart.
She wanted him to be jealous, she wanted him to be angry, she wanted him to keep getting his emotions and attention, and she wanted him to feel more strongly about herself.She wants him to face his emotions directly, no longer hide or pretend.Even if the final answer is that he doesn't love her, Mo Shasha is willing to give up, instead of blindly procrastinating indefinitely like this, worrying about gains and losses...
For so many years, the only person who dared to stand up for her and disobeyed the scar was this sister Yuanyuan who met by chance.Although this matter did not know what relationship was used, it seemed to be resolved, but the more relaxed it was, the calmer it seemed on the surface, and Jingjing felt more uneasy.
She knew that Dao Scar was a person who would take revenge, only he made others suffer, and it was absolutely impossible for him to suffer others' losses.Besides, this time the scar was scratched by his own dagger, which made him lose face, so how could he be so angry.
In the evening, Katie cooked some good dishes by herself. Sitting at the dining table, Jingjing looked at these never-before-seen dishes and felt that they were amazing and exquisite.Normally, she would have picked up the chopsticks and started eating, but today she has no appetite at all.
"Come on, try the sizzling matsutake I made first." Katie happily picked up a piece of fried golden mushroom-like matsutake and put it into the Jingjing bowl.
Jingjing picked it up and took a bite. Katie opened her eyes wide and thought she was going to say it was delicious, but Jingjing turned out to be about Yuanyuan when she opened her mouth.
"Katie, I'm still worried about Yuanyuan. Maybe Scar doesn't dare to trouble us for the time being, but maybe he will seek revenge from Yuanyuan. For me——"
"eat first!"
Katie interrupted Jingjing, her smile froze on her face, but her heart was full of righteous indignation, she wished she could yell at Jingjing, let her know that she was much better to her than that Yuanyuan, and gave more than that Yuanyuan Much more, besides, they grew up together, how could Jingjing be so full of Yuanyuan who she only met a few times? !
Jingjing was taken aback, and hurriedly lowered her head and buried her face in trying to pick up the rice in the bowl.Seeing this, Katie softened, knowing that her tone was not good, but she didn't know what to say, so she had to put some more vegetables into the Jingjing bowl.
For a meal, Jingjing wolfed down a large bowl of rice, but Katie couldn't eat a single bite.She poured two glasses of wine for Jingjing and herself, tried her best to stabilize her mood, and told Jingjing in the calmest tone that she had been abused by Thomas in France.
Jingjing's eyes widened in shock after hearing this. She thought that Katie lived a life of a wealthy family, and thought that this time she was returning home in brocade clothes. It was happiness and the other was misery. I thought they had nothing in common, but at this moment, Jingjing suddenly realized that she was wrong.
"You, why didn't you say it earlier?" Jingjing asked.
Katie smiled wryly: "Say it or not, nothing can be changed. The reason why I tell you now is just to let you know that happiness cannot fall out of thin air, and you can only grasp it by fighting for it yourself."
Jingjing frowned, shaking the wine glass in her hand, thoughtful.
"One thought is enough to change a person's life. If you chose to believe in Xiao Yinuo back then, I believe you are happy now. But since you missed it, there is nothing to regret. Now there is another opportunity in front of you, it's up to you How did you do it?" Katie said.
"It's not difficult for me to pretend to be An An, but I'm not An An after all. I'm worried that one day I'll pass through. At that time, I will never be able to gain Xiao Yinuo's trust, and I will never be able to stay by his side." Jing Jing Jing expressed her concerns.
"You're not by his side now, and you haven't gained his trust, so even if you fail, you have nothing to lose." Katie took a sip of her wine.
This casual attitude, and a casual sentence made Jingjing enlightened, and a clear vision suddenly appeared in front of her eyes.
"Yes," Jingjing's eyes shone with surprise, "You're right, I have to try hard once. Even if I still can't get him, at least I tried, and I have no regrets."
Katie looked at Jingjing, smiled and nodded lightly, put down her wine glass, walked to the opposite side and pulled Jingjing up from her seat: "Go, try your new clothes. There are quite a few of them that I haven't seen you try yet." How about wearing it, I don’t know which style Xiao Yinuo likes? Is it intellectual and generous? Or sexy and revealing? Or I’ll buy you a set of wild and unrestrained leopard print underwear?” “Hate~”……
In the glass villa in Jinshan Fudi, Si Boning was busy in the kitchen, preparing to cook a table of delicious meals for the family.
The clothes he purchased in the morning had been delivered home, and Jia Huan happily tried them on in the cloakroom, her mood gradually brightened.Si Boning's vision is very good, basically every piece can highlight the advantages of being a monk, sexy but not exposed, everything is so perfect.
"Perfect." Jiahuan turned around in front of the mirror and couldn't help cheering.She was wearing a white suit and short skirt, which was slim and fit. She looked conservative but wrapped her figure exquisitely.Especially the neckline, which stops abruptly at the bottom, reveals the beautiful breasts, and attracts infinite reverie in the temptation. It is even sexier than a three-point bikini.
right!Wear this to work when the office is finished!Let Xiao Yinuo have a nosebleed!Hehe... Jiahuan couldn't help laughing as she fantasized about the scene of the big iceberg bleeding to death.
"What are you so happy about?" Si Boning stood at the door, the apron on his body hadn't been taken off, at first glance he really looked like a house husband.Jia Huan jumped in front of Si Boning, smiled and rubbed his face for a while, then took a step back, shook her body, and asked, "How is it? Does it look good?"
"Of course it looks good, and it doesn't matter who bought it." Si Boning said, raising his chin arrogantly.
Seeing him playful, Jia Huan couldn't help but rolled her eyes with a smile: "What delicious food did you cook?"
"There are too many, let's go, go down and have a look." Si Baining was about to take off his apron, but was held down by Jiahuan: "Don't take it off, I just like to see you wearing an apron."
Si Boning's face darkened, and he looked up and down at Jiahuan, who was wearing a famous brand, with an exaggerated expression, and shouted: "This is not fair!"
In a word, Jiahuan laughed so hard...
In the Dongling clubhouse, Mo Shasha flattered Wang Yuanchu, and glanced at Zhao Nianen from time to time, seeing that his face changed slightly. Although he looked innocent on the surface, it was obvious that he was angry.
Mo Shasha propped her arms on the table, tilted her body slightly and pretended to be drunk, left the table and went into the bathroom, and deliberately helped Zhao Nianen by the shoulders when she passed by.
In normal times, Zhao Nian'en would have patted the back of her hand with concern and asked her if she needed help.But today, Zhao Nianen's body was stiff. Not only did he not show any signs, he even shook his shoulders in disgust, as if he wanted to shake off her hand.
Mo Shasha felt a pain in her heart, the smell of alcohol in her stomach really turned up, she endured it and ran into the bathroom.Mo Shasha squatted on the ground, retched a few times, but didn't spit it out, but suffocated a lot of tears.
She felt bitter in her mouth, astringent in her heart, and felt uncomfortable everywhere.The squatting feet were a little numb, and Mo Shasha stood up staggeringly, leaned against the pool, patted her face with cold water, rinsed her mouth, and felt a little more awake.
The mirror is a little blurry, of course, it may also be because of the moisture in the eyes.Mo Shasha couldn't see her appearance clearly, a girl with a ponytail, full of youthful vigor, bright and healthy body appeared in her mind.Everyone who knew this girl said she was lucky, because she was about to leave the slum where she had lived alone for ten years, and the aunt who hated her, the cousin who always bullied her, and the uncle who said yes.
A French rich man with blond hair was not only willing to adopt the girl, but also gave them a lot of money. For the first time, the aunt looked at her with kind and envious eyes, which made her happy for a long time.
She knows that she is an orphan, but she is as stubborn as a weed. No matter how others trample and despise her, as long as there is a little sunshine and water, she can grow quietly and quickly to make herself stronger.Perhaps it was because of her stubbornness that Thomas took her in.
Mo Shasha wiped her face and smiled wryly. Now this stubbornness has gradually faded with the years, replaced by love and cowardice.No one knew that Mo Shasha had loved. If there was no love, she would not let herself be so humble in front of this man, and she would not mind those worldly eyes and so-called status.
But she couldn't say all of this, not to Thomas, not to Si Boning, and even more not to Zhao Nian'en.
What right did she have to love them? !Mo Shasha asked herself.The answer is forever no, even though Thomas no longer controls her, her heart is still controlled by Thomas, as if breathing has become a habit of hers.
She is used to doing things with Thomas' thinking, used to helping Zhao Nianen without any scruples, and also used to quietly meeting Si Boning in her memories.
But at this moment, all this has been disrupted.
"Dangdang, Miss Mo, are you okay?"
There was a knock on the door outside the bathroom, and a concerned greeting from the man.Mo Shasha's heart ached again, it was not him who came to care about her.
Mo Shasha took a deep breath and cleared her throat: "It's okay." Then, she opened the door and walked out. Wang Yuanchu naturally held Mo Shasha's arm and helped her out.
Mo Shasha secretly scolded herself for being a whore!Since I love Zhao Nianen, why can I have sex with other men in front of him? !Is it really just to help him?Mo Shasha shook her head, no!
"Head still hurts? If I knew you couldn't drink enough, I told you to drink less." Wang Yuanchu was rare and gentle.
Mo Shasha glanced at him, smiled, and stopped walking, but sat beside Zhao Nianen.Zhao Nianen subconsciously turned his head to look at her, with some anger hidden in his eyes.
Mo Shasha suddenly understood everything. It turned out that she did these ridiculous things just to win Zhao Nianen's heart.
She wanted him to be jealous, she wanted him to be angry, she wanted him to keep getting his emotions and attention, and she wanted him to feel more strongly about herself.She wants him to face his emotions directly, no longer hide or pretend.Even if the final answer is that he doesn't love her, Mo Shasha is willing to give up, instead of blindly procrastinating indefinitely like this, worrying about gains and losses...
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