Conquer District 11

"Chen Xiaofeng, in fact, I've always understood that you only had them in your eyes from the beginning."

"..."

"Should I choose You, or should I choose Qiong, or should I reject the two and choose Aini, haha..."

"Stop making jokes like that."

Perhaps because of the alcohol, Lorgar actually joked.

"Hehe..." Luo Jia laughed at the end, and his voice became lonely, which made Chen Xiaofeng feel very uncomfortable.

"If Chen Xiaofeng didn't have that kind of thought, he wouldn't have agreed to be with her after realizing what Qiong was thinking."

"that is……"

When Luo Jia said it, he felt the same way.

"Originally there was a new awareness in your heart, you should say sorry first, but in your heart, you thought 'it would be too wasteful to refuse like that, so just keep it like this for now'...just like you treat us as always, so Think about it, it's really smart..."

"No... I never... Well, maybe it's a little cunning to think so."

In fact, Chen Xiaofeng really didn't have that kind of thought, so there was no need to admit it.

"Hehe...you are still the same as before...you will be misunderstood if you don't explain clearly...you never explain your heart to others, so Misaka..."

"..."

"In the end, this time it seems that I was overwhelmed by the guilt of betraying Xiaoqiong, hehe... You should definitely reject it from the beginning!"

"Um……"

Was it right?Chen Xiaofeng didn't expect that the girl who pointed at his chin and said to "castrate" him could see so deeply.

Should it be said that Chen Xiaofeng is honest and not suitable for playing tricks?

"Chen Xiaofeng, you are indeed too honest, and so is Qiong."

"Isn't this a compliment to me?"

Lorgar didn't answer.

"Want to be free?"

After speaking, Lorgar fell into silence.

"...if...if Yuu's method."

"...Don't continue to entangle in the question of who to choose, just pretend that nothing happened now."

"Ok?"

Chen Xiaofeng would be lectured by a junior.

"Smart people, when they encounter such difficult things, they will treat bad options as if they can't see anything, because they are things that may hurt themselves, so they simply ignore them. I don’t know, if nothing happens, the pain of such difficult choices will disappear by itself.”

That might not be a bad idea, should we just do it?

Is there affliction because my mind is wavering and I have fallen to such a point, or is it because I have admitted this contradictory statement?

Therefore, it should be like Luo Jia said, if you know that liking someone is just an illusion, then there will be no pain of choosing who or who is getting rid of.

If there is no trouble like that, Chen Xiaofeng's mood will improve, and the embarrassing situation will disappear.

However, Chen Xiaofeng still couldn't understand, and he didn't want to understand.

Can such a thing really be done?Chen Xiaofeng knew that such a thing was absolutely impossible.

"Such a thing...how, how could it be done so easily."

Chen Xiaofeng seemed to be struggling in his heart, and strongly opposed Luo Jia's proposal.

"Why can't it be done?"

"I am now...whether it is a misunderstanding or an illusion, it is a feeling that cannot be so perfunctory."

Chen Xiaofeng looked straight at Luo Jia.

"I have such feelings because after I came here, I spent the inseparable time with You and Qiong... If you deny going to Urumqi according to what you said, take it as an illusion Or if it’s just a misunderstanding, then it’s equivalent to denying the important days we spent together! The memories I experienced with Qiong and You, happy and sad, even if there were conflicts, are incomparable to me. It's all important, so... so it's absolutely not to be forgotten!"

The feelings for those two people cannot be born in a day or two, they are spent and created together under the same roof, and they are accumulated bit by bit with those inconspicuous little things.

With that kind of accumulation, we have today's feelings.

Therefore, it cannot be denied.

It was precisely because of knowing this that Chen Xiaofeng accepted the current self who was entangled in the conflict between Qiong and You.Even if such a self is really shameless to the extreme, he still suffers from these things... Even so, it is better than just wanting to escape from that distress, forget that pain, and throw away these precious memories without any attachment.

That's much more interesting than betraying the incomparably beautiful past. Chen Xiaofeng wants to carry these anguish and troubles with him, and walk towards tomorrow with his head held high.

That's what every day in that city, and everything he's experienced in that city, taught him.

"I really chose a path that makes people love and hate, that's why I like you like that..."

"..."

Luo Jia smiled bitterly, although it is useless to say these now.

"You are really too honest to be like this."

"I know... I also think that my brain will become abnormal after becoming a zombie, and it's strange to like Xiaoqiong and Xiaoyou at the same time..."

"Is that so... I don't think it's so strange."

"Ok?"

"Chen Xiaofeng, your brain is not broken."

"But……"

"Chen Xiaofeng, do you believe that 'there is only one person in this world who is destined to be with you'? ... Oh, sorry, I don't believe it either."

"..."

"Human beings...we are all human beings for the time being...It is impossible to get used to liking only one person. This seemingly normal thing is actually impossible."

"But……"

"Like someone... Does this kind of feeling need a reason? Isn't this something that can be controlled... If it can be controlled, is it worth believing?"

"..."

"When he first talked to me about this aspect, he told me that as a person grows up, even that aspect of things can be easily expressed in lies. Tell me what you met, said, and felt about that person. I will forget all the thoughts I have received, because I will get hurt, so I have to escape... Therefore, I put the things that are important to me in both hands, and choose one of them. I also know that such a thing is painful, so I just Just follow the original decision, but what does that mean? I think it’s like what you said, betraying important memories, important companions of the blastodisc and the feelings of those guys... So, you Don't you understand it too?"

"Even if you understand...but if you want me to do it..."