bad love

Chapter 170 Four

I pursed my lips and didn't speak, the memories that made me so depressed that I couldn't breathe are still in my mind, not to mention that I just met Chu Peiran tonight.I just want to get closer to Wen Jichen.

I looked at him, shook my head and said nothing.

Wen Jichen is always like this, I don't need to say anything, even without body language, he can clearly understand what I mean.

Some people say that a person who truly loves often knows what you want with just one look.I think they are talking about people like Wen Jichen.He understands me, but I can't understand him. Even when he speaks plainly sometimes, I still don't know what he means.

Every time this happens, I feel that my emotional intelligence is being fed to the dog.

Wen Jichen stroked my head, sighed, and hugged me tighter. "I really want to delete all those things in your mind, even all bad memories." He looked at the ceiling and said calmly.

"That's impossible, there's a part of you there, what's wrong with deleting it!" I smiled and rubbed against his chest. In fact, I can feel the obvious stiffness of his body. Even knowing that he is uncomfortable, I I don't want to leave either.

Sometimes, I'm pretty selfish.

"Beanie..."

"Ok?"

"I think we need to pick a time and tell my dad and your mom..."

"No!" When I heard this sentence, a certain nerve tensed instantly, like a knee jerk reaction in the knee, when the hammer hits, the calf lifts accordingly.However, it is obvious that if Chu Peiran is my Achilles heel, then this incident will undoubtedly drag me into hell.

"The longer it drags on, it won't do us any good." When Wen Jichen said this, he still didn't change his calm side.His expression easily reminds me of the word "heartless".

I didn't know where the anger came from, and I sat up immediately: "You do this every time, is this a trivial matter? It's as if it has nothing to do with you... Anyway, I can't say it!" I could feel it in my tone It's getting a little nasty.

Wen Jichen leaned on the bedside table and looked at me without saying a word.

His expression was still calm, watching my eyes diverge, a chill ran up my spine from his gaze. "Why are you looking at me like this? Don't look at me! Don't look at it!" At this moment, I was like a child who refused to admit that he had done something wrong, screaming and saying something unreasonable to him.

Wen Jichen's clean and handsome face was very pale under the light, he sighed slightly and turned his face away from me.

……

For a long time, he ignored me.

At night, I tossed and turned beside him and couldn't sleep, and I didn't know why.It's probably a habit formed over a long period of time. At night, he always has to hug him to sleep to be at ease, and I just lost my temper with him just now, no matter how I think about it, I feel embarrassed to sneak into his arms...

With my back to Wen Jichen, I couldn't help feeling annoyed why I got so angry just now.

If you don't want to say it, just tell him directly, right?

These days with him, he clearly has everything up to me...

With a stuffy breath stuck in my heart and unable to get out, I frowned and turned over, trying to stare at the ceiling to achieve a hypnotic effect.But I have night blindness, and I feel like I am blind at night, which is why I am always afraid when I go to bed at night.

People in the boundless and unknown environment always have more or less inexplicable fear. Even if they are in a familiar range, they still want to see everything clearly to feel safe in their hearts.

I turned my head to see Wen Jichen's sleeping profile, but found that I couldn't see anything.In the pitch-black surroundings, only the sound of Wen Jichen's slight breathing echoed...

I opened my eyes wide, tried to see clearly, failed...

So, those perverted killers that always appear in American dramas, the white-faced female ghost who can get out from under the bed, and the ghost boy who always likes to grind the wardrobe with his teeth... These horror elements poured into my brain together, bit by bit It challenged my guts and tore away the last bit of good psychological quality I struggled to maintain.

To be honest, many years later, when I think of me at this time, I still despise myself for it.

At the moment, I don't care if my thoughts are naive or not, I just know that I am afraid.

Unconsciously, I bit my lip, touched the sleeve of Wen Jichen's pajamas next to me, and tugged lightly.

Suddenly, Wen Jichen's chuckling sound came from the darkness, I was startled, and in the end I slipped into his arms in a hopeless way.

Wen Jichen looked down at me amusedly, and stroked my back a few times with his big hand as if comforting. "Fool..." His lips uttered these two words in my ear, and the heat sprayed into my earlobe, which made me get goose bumps all over my body.

Without even thinking about it, I raised my head and leaned forward to kiss Wen Jichen's lips.

Wen Jichen was unusually slow, he froze and didn't move.As for me, like a hungry wolf, I wrapped my arms tightly around Wen Jichen's neck, kissed Wen Jichen somewhat roughly, and swept my limp tongue back and forth in his mouth.

And I'm still a bitch!

I don't know if it's because of fear that drives me to do this or what... I just want to make out with him right now.

It was as if he had planted a love gu in an instant, and he couldn't stop himself no matter what.

Wen Jichen's long-suffering emotions were easily aroused by me, I no longer dominated the position, and instead I was pushed down by him.Wen Jichen's lips sealed my thin lips, his tongue dexterously moved in my mouth, and his hands began to walk restlessly on every skin on my body...

Even so, his movements are still very gentle.

Probably because I was afraid of provoking my bad memories about this.

For the first time, I didn't refuse him. I wrapped my arms around his neck and responded to him carefully.

In the darkness, the air became hotter and hotter, and there was a hint of elusive desire and ambiguity hidden in this hotness.

"I will eat you tonight..." Wen Jichen kissed my cheek, slowly moved it to the earlobe, and whispered in my ear.I blushed when I said this sentence, the sex on the bed, the sideburns, the obscene words are common, I haven't made love with him for a long time, and now I am like a little girl who didn't understand anything at the beginning.

……

With a muffled groan, the long-lost heat filled my body.I was so swollen and painful that I almost burst into tears, Wen Jichen gently kissed my neck...

He had said before that men always had the upper hand in this regard, no matter how manly the woman was.

Heavy panting, shameful symphony of skin, he "teaching by example" on me...

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"Oh, I'm going, what did you do last night?" During class, Xia Yan yelled when he saw me, with a wicked smile on his face.

I gave her a blank look: "Ask the question knowingly."

"Hey, hey, how's it going? Ah Chen usually looks white and clean, with thin skin and tender flesh. Seeing you like this, you must have suffered a lot last night... Hehehe." Xia Yan swept his eyes Looking at the whiteboard, the ballpoint pen is dancing fast in the hand.