bad love

Chapter 180 Six

"I think my youth is over, and I'm buried here." This is what Wang Yang said when he accepted the abandonment of his foreign girlfriend in the movie "Chinese Partner" when his poetry collection could not be published, and no one even wanted to appreciate it. a sentence.

This sentence has been remembered by me until now.

For example, there are three years in high school, three years in junior high school, six years in elementary school, and four years in kindergarten.We have studied hard for 16 years, just to enter the university. Then, the university is a process for me to abandon all the knowledge and replace it with social communication skills and learning skills.

Occasionally, I would feel that my youth was buried in C University, because there were only one or two classes a day, so boring that I almost wanted to jump off the sixth floor, just for fun.

Later, I found a good way to relieve my worries and boredom.

Write articles on the Internet, write some short stories for magazines, and occasionally earn several thousand yuan in manuscript fees.I will take the money to Wen Jichen and show off my royalties like a lion showing off its hair.

I am not short of money, and even more than I can use up.And some people in our school, just in the first semester of college, are eager to go out to find a job, serving dishes, washing dishes for others, and handing out leaflets to others standing on the side of the road under the cruel sun, and some people are doing it with me tirelessly The same job, writing articles... However, what he earns is only a few hundred yuan a month.

There are also people who work harder, coming and going in wind and rain, to help recruit students for some art training institutions.Even though he was only a college student in a prestigious college in his twenties, he still had to nod and bow his head and express his request to the school leaders in a certain middle school in Beijing.

If you look at it now, the exhaustion that was dragged down by the test papers and the heart that was soured by the grades will definitely not be considered the darkest part of life.Compared with what they are facing and encountering now, they are transparent and shiny.Although at our age they were considered the heaviest topics.

Wen Jichen was very satisfied with my current state. He always said that he hoped that I could read more books, even pornographic ones.

As he wished and requested, I began to read books day and night. The biggest charm of the dormitory of University C is not that the dormitory rooms are much better than other colleges, but that the boiling water and electricity are available 24 hours a day.

Basically with this condition, this college will become a paradise in the minds of all high school students.

Even so, I still read with a small desk lamp in the middle of the night.Ling Huanhuan always sleeps restlessly at night, and cannot see a little light, otherwise he will be tossing and turning all night until he loses sleepiness at all.

"Oh my God... Liu Xiangsi, you are not sleepy... what time is it!" Potato chip girl got up to go to the bathroom after three o'clock in the morning, and was almost frightened when she saw my messy hair one jump.

"Not sleepy, not sleepy, go to bed quickly." I replied softly.

The potato chip girl waved her hand: "I don't care about you anymore. Staying up late is the natural enemy of a woman's skin. I will continue to sleep." After finishing speaking, before I could answer, her snoring sounded.

I couldn't help showing a smile on my face, and turned to look down at "Shan Hai Jing".

Recently, even Lin Haonan came to me and said that I lost weight.But Wen Jichen is not like this. Once he said in person: "Honey, I think you are beautiful again. But I will never say that you have lost weight, because then you will pass out with joy."

The fact is also true, I did almost fainted from joy after Lin Haonan said that I was thin.

"I heard that you started writing novels recently?" Lin Haonan walked a little ahead of me and said with a gentle smile.

I raised my eyebrows: "You are so well informed!"

"That is, even if I am with someone else, I will still pay attention to everything about you in real time." Lin Haonan lowered his head, and when he said "other people", his tone paused for a while.

Of course I knew he was referring to Andy.

Fortunately, all the women in our school who pursued Lin Haonan and were fascinated by Andy didn't know the news of their being together, otherwise, I believe, the women would definitely set off an infinite YY war.

"Damn, what you said was so perverted that I thought you were going to find an opportunity to rape me first and then kill me." I hopped and walked lightly, making unscrupulous jokes casually.

"Liu Xiangsi, I really thought that after you wrote the novel, you would become the goddess of literature and art in other people's mouths. It's really... a dog can't change eating shit..." Lin Haonan himself reacted quickly after finishing this sentence. Run quickly.

And I clenched my fists and chased him madly to beat him.

……

At night, everyone in the dormitory fell asleep...

From the bed to my left, the Potato Chip Girl purred cutely from time to time.

My fingers are dancing on the keyboard quickly...

The editor asked me to submit the manuscript on Monday. However, I really don't have much perception and understanding of love.Is the relationship between me and Wen Jichen considered love?

Have you ever experienced a bang?

But I was still in a daze for a long time without holding back a fart...

……

In the middle of the night, I was already very sleepy.

I finally typed these words out before I fell asleep...

No matter how incomplete love is, the absurdity is nothing but the gods on the Olympic mountain.Incompleteness is nothing but the barrenness of the soul, and even the gods fall for love, let alone mortals.

In all the negative modification of human nature, love becomes an addiction, a scar, and an excuse for destruction.However, those of us who are trapped in selfishness, what we hope for is that one day, greed, anger, and ignorance will all find their place.

Can no longer affect the integrity of love itself.

……

Well, I myself do not have such a profound understanding of love.Referring to the crystallization of wisdom of the writers, I still piece together, almost made up.

The manuscript was sent to the editor by email, after the page showed that the sending was successful.I couldn't bear the intense sleepiness anymore, so I forgot to turn off the computer, and fell directly on the bed and fell into a deep sleep.

I don't know why, writing a novel is actually so tiring.

College life, filled with novels, gradually became richer.Occasionally, I will go to the show of the cosplay club. I will be dressed up in Hatsune Miku with the rich makeup drawn by the presidents, and I will go to a certain convention and exhibition center in Beijing to participate in the comic exhibition.

One stop is a whole day, taking photos with countless beauties, handsome men, and dinosaurs. I am very tired, but also happy and fulfilling.

In the end, I quit the hip-hop club.

Ever since the president of the hip-hop club said to me: "I've never seen a person whose bones are so magical that you can't stretch them at all. You are not suitable for learning hip-hop. You should practice the Nine Yin Manual."

His words hit my self-esteem badly, and of course I couldn't stay any longer.

Every day is so busy, and the days go by unexpectedly quickly.