bad love

Chapter [-]

I published my first book "Rain Country" during the summer vacation when I was about to go from freshman to sophomore year.

Even I can't believe it, so many of the passages in the novel are things I randomly scribbled in brown notebooks when I was bored during my freshman year.Before I inserted those manuscripts and paragraphs into the novel, I always thought that it would stay in that notebook forever.

Now, however, they are about to be printed in type.

Word by word, page by page, it appears in front of readers across the country.

In the next two weeks, I have no time to take care of other things. A week ago, a plot similar to the vulgar plot in the TV series, the heroine was secretly poisoned, etc., happened in my notebook, and I It is very good to play the image of a weak person.

After a week, all this was forgotten by me.

I am constantly modifying, sorting out, and compiling my articles until I can see that the entire article is fluent, free of language problems and words that make people feel disgusted when reading.I even worked on this until two or three o'clock at night, and Wen Jichen was amazed that I could finally be so serious about one thing.

At four o'clock in the morning, I looked at the time in the lower right corner of the laptop screen.

I have completely sorted out the first 15-word manuscript of the novel "Rain Country". I moved the mouse tiredly and sent all the manuscripts to the editor's mailbox.

After stretching my waist, I felt a severe pain in my neck, as if my whole bones were about to fall apart.

I was so tired that I climbed onto the bed and fell asleep without touching the quilt.

Wen Jichen is also very busy every day. Seeing that I am devoting myself to publishing novels every day, he feels relieved to work.At the end of the day, we often only say a few words when eating, and the rest of the time, we are like two working machines, one male and one female, living according to the rules.

For my first published novel, the royalties I received were only 7000 yuan.

This was definitely a blow to me.I always have the illusion of selling my own son for a low price, so after I got the money, I even got angry with my phone editor for two weeks until my sophomore year started , I just answered the 120th call the editor made to me in the past half month.

After school started, I stayed at school during the day and went home at night like last semester.

I am willing to go back to Wen Jichen's apartment. On the one hand, I am worried about my own safety.What's more, my father and mother moved back to Beijing after the second semester of my sophomore year, and the chances of me and Wen Jichen became less.

In fact, the two of us have been tacitly avoiding this issue all the time.

I have been in love with him for these years, will we have a future?

will he marry me

Who will he marry?

Who will be his eventual marriage partner?

Questions such as these are like the most sensitive and untouchable places for my brain nerves.When I think about it, I feel that life is very dark, and then I have a heart attack.

I believe the same is true for Wen Jichen.

What we tacitly understand is that in the unknown future, pain is inevitable, but we don't know the time.Therefore, we always cherish the time together.

The school has started, and the hot summer is still lingering for a long time. It is September, and Beijing is still like a melting pot. The hot sun is scorching everyone on the earth who is running for life.It always spews out a large flame when people are not expecting it, and scorches young people who stand under the scorching sun and still have dreams into ashes.

Therefore, in their lives, nothing but waiting is pain.

Since Lin Haonan and Andy officially announced their relationship, we seldom see them.Even when we came back from Hong Kong, we haven’t seen them until now.

Wang Yanxi and Gu Beicheng were still the same, flirting and quarreling.The quarrel was too much, Wang Yanxi came to me to complain, and Gu Beicheng went to Wen Jichen to speak ill of Wang Yanxi.

The difference is that Potato Chip Girl is a completely different person.

Her originally extremely fat arms are now as thin as green onions, and her thick double chin is now a sharp awl.Even her bucket waist, which she feels the most inferior to, can't help but grasp it now.

I was amazed at the time.

What kind of inhuman treatment did she go through to become what she is today?

And now, under the shade of the campus tree, she is trotting towards me excitedly.

"Liu Xiangsi~~ Long time no see!" She was wearing a yellow floral dress and a pair of crystal sandals, she looked very pure and lovely.

"Yo yo yo, look at you, beauty." I hugged the book and walked around the potato chip girl, couldn't help laughing and teasing.

The Potato Chip girl didn't show the slightest humility to my praise. On the contrary, she focused on Andy: "How about it! Will Andy like me like this?" She lifted her skirt and tiptoed Gently turned around.

Looking at her slender body, I couldn't help frowning slightly.

I always feel...she is a little abnormally thin.

……

Looking at the potato chip girl's beautiful face, I shook my head.

Forget it, don't think so much, it's a good thing.

I hugged the book and lowered my head, thinking whether I should tell the potato chip girl that Andy was with Lin Haonan.Looking at the smiling face on Potato Chip Girl's face, I decided, I have to save this girl, short-term pain is worse than long-term pain. "Actually..." I hesitated.

"What's the matter?" Potato Chip Girl was still smiling, she didn't look like her anymore.

"Actually, Andy is gay." I paused for a while and said with my eyes closed.

If you don't tell her again, she will be deeply infatuated, and it will be really ruined.

The potato chip girl's smiling face stopped abruptly after I said that.Just like a ben clock that has been running for many years, the moment the magnetic field disappears, the hour and minute hands are permanently suspended in that position and cannot be moved.

She was stunned for a while, and the corners of her mouth couldn't help but curled up again: "Are you kidding me?"

I looked at her seriously, and slowly pursed my thin lips, trying to figure out what to say.

"He can't be...he is very good to me, and really good to girls. You know him for a long time, you know. He is a gentleman, gentle, considerate...he..." The potato chip girl waited When I spoke, I began to open my mouth and shut my mouth to murmur, but my eyes were erratic, as if I had been drained of my sanity.

"It's true... You are so beautiful now, there is no need to put your mind on him. He treats every girl like this, always polite and considerate, but keep a distance." I looked at the potato chip girl a little at a loss The face, the delicate little face completely lost the smile just now.

"Then...then why am I still working so hard...Liu Xiangsi, do you know how much it cost me to become like this...that is to say, no matter what I am now, it is impossible for him to like me ?” The Potato Chip Girl’s eyes suddenly turned red, and she asked me one question after another as if she had done something wrong in a low voice.

I opened my mouth, seeing her suddenly feel unbearable.

"Okay, you don't need to talk, I'll ask him myself." Potato Chip Girl stretched out her hand, blocking what I wanted to say.