bad love

Chapter 220 The Sixth Final Night

I returned to Wen Jichen's apartment as quickly as possible, without even saying hello to Wang Yanxi, I kept shuttling through the streets, because at the moment I only had one thought in my mind.

Go see him.

I was flustered, and when I ran to the door, the hand that took out the key was still shaking.Then I was shaking all over, like an ugly epileptic, but I couldn't help myself.

Finally, I opened the door.When I was running up the stairs, I fell again, and the pain made my hair stand on end.But I keep going up...

She pushed open the door of Wen Jichen's bedroom.

I saw him sitting quietly by the bed alone.His face became paler and paler, and his thin lips that were like cherry blossoms were now blood red, probably because he hadn't slept all night, causing his eye sockets to be deeply sunken, making them look deeper than before.

I was so heartbroken, he turned to look at me, and I walked up to him and hugged him tightly.

His eyes turned red immediately, and we didn't even say a few words, we just hugged each other quietly.

……

When you really feel that you are about to lose someone, you will really regret a lot of things before.I thought I didn't get along well with him at this point, and I felt like tearing myself alive.

It was the pain of a world coming crashing down.

It was a heart-piercing pain.

However, I finally felt how useless I was.I don't want to pursue any more questions about how many meals he and An Ruoyi have had, how many times they have held hands, whether they have slept or not.In the face of the loss of this relationship, these are almost unnoticeable.

"Are you willing to come back?" Wen Jichen hugged me and whispered.

I nodded: "Yes, I'm back..."

"That's great." He hugged me tighter, and he was actually like a child at the moment.

As soon as he finished speaking, my lips covered it.His chapped lips were bitten off by him, so the lips look blood red, even so I don't want to let him go...

……

night.We were lying on the same bed and chatting just like before.

I don't write novels and he doesn't work.There is still darkness in front of my eyes, nothing has changed, I always feel like our situation, our relationship is still stuck in three months ago.

When I think of this, my heart feels like a pain.

"The engagement party is... next week?" I leaned into his arms, sliding my fingers back and forth across his muscular chest.

My fingers were cold and his heart was hot.

"Yes." Wen Jichen replied gently.

There was an unknown hot current in his chest, it seemed to be blood, and he seemed to want to gush out.But it was stuck in my heart, and I was hurting intermittently.

"I want to know... these three months..." I spoke slowly as I was trying to figure out how to ask him these questions. "I didn't send that photo." Wen Jichen interrupted me suddenly and said solemnly.

Well, I always believed what he said.

He said no, then it must not be.

I nodded and didn't intend to ask any more questions, even though I still had a lot of questions in my mind, I didn't want to ask any more.

"The day you left, your mother and my father arrived in Beijing. They said they would give you a surprise, because for this family, my marriage should be a great joy." Wen Jichen's voice was calm and gentle.

He paused, and continued: "An Ruoyi's father is also here. After all, the Wen family has a huge amount of money and is still with Anzhong. I really can't find any reason...to refuse this marriage. Seeing your mother With a troubled face, I really don't know what to do... It's just this one time, for the first time in so many years, I feel so useless. Can't solve anything."

"I have a clue, I feel like I've sold myself, it's too shameful..." Wen Jichen lowered his voice and laughed at himself.

I squeezed my pale lips tightly and hugged him tightly.

He will feel cold...

He's not the type to say that...

For all my short life, it seemed like I was the one who caused the trouble and he was the one who cleaned up the mess for me.Whoever bullied me, he always said nothing, he would only stop when he made that person a hundred times more painful than me, and he never told me these things.

He really had no choice...that's why he said such words that made him feel ashamed.

Wen Jichen, I really love you.

You have worked so hard over the years.

"That's not the case, how can you say...Listen, I don't care what you think now, since you have made such a decision, I will support you. Even if you marry her, it doesn't matter...I really don't care, you Don't care what I think." I put my chin on his chest and said word by word.

"You are a business genius, you have a strong political mind, you shouldn't be entangled with me like this. What she can give you, I can't give, she is the one who can help you. Then, I accept her." I said .

Wen Jichen listened to my words, his chest rose and fell suddenly became bigger, he was taking a deep breath, he was calming down his emotions.

"Wen Jichen, to be honest, marry her." I held my breath and said these words to Wen Jichen.

I knew that these words would inevitably hurt him.But this is good for all of us. Feelings that should not exist should be buried in marriages with others, and buried deep in our deepest memories.

You don't have to be in love to be together.

……

After a long time, Wen Jichen replied slowly: "Okay."

His answer made my heart feel like being bitten by thousands of insects and ants, but I still smiled and supported his chest, and leaned my head in his warm embrace.

Next, we will not discuss anything about An Ruoyi.

He would talk about my embarrassing high school days, how the first time he slept with me, he had no sexual interest at all, and he thought there was no other woman in the world who could sleep worse than me.

So I would hit his arm and ask angrily, who slept differently!

He also said that when I was dumped by Chu Peiran, his tone sounded a little aggrieved.He was regretting that my first love was Chu Pei instead of him.

He said many, many things that I myself feel ashamed of.

And I thought about it for a long time, but I didn't expect Wen Jichen to have any glorious deeds to laugh at.At this time, Wen Jichen would smile and say, "Liu Xiangsi, are you stupid!"

That night, we all hugged each other tightly.Talking about many past things, some humorous, some painful, some happy, some nostalgic...

When there is such a person in the world, everyone will become a general.

When you really love to the extreme, as long as you see him well, you are also well.

Even if you marry someone else, I still love you.