bad love

I entered the school gate listlessly, my eyes unintentionally looking forward, that figure that made me familiar.Tall and handsome, pure and petite.Chu Peiran and An Ruoyi.

Ha ha, what a good couple.

My originally calm mood suddenly became anxious again, and I couldn't help frowning as I watched the two people in front of me talking and laughing happily in front of me.Looking at Chu Peiran's sunny and warm smile, I couldn't stop the pain in my heart.

It seemed that even the tattoos on his body were aching.

I lowered my head, pretended not to see them, walked past them quickly, and walked to the classroom as if I had escaped like last night.I even bumped into Chu Peiran accidentally while passing by, I didn't dare to raise my head, and still walked quickly with my head down.

cry your sister!

I thought this way all the way, wiping the tears on my face carelessly with my hands all the way.

"Oh my God! Did you become a thief last night?" Wang Yanxi yelled when she saw me in the classroom.In surprise, she frowned worriedly and held my face, wiping the tears on my face, "Why are you crying again..." She muttered softly.

I hugged her and cried, "Chu Peiran broke up with me..." Since we were sitting in the last row and arrived at school early, almost no one looked at us.

Wang Yanxi's eyes widened in disbelief: "How is it possible? Why is it like this? Doesn't he like you very much?" Three consecutive questions hit me badly.

Even others don't believe it, but the fact is like this.

"Don't cry, don't cry... Let's have a good talk. Look at your complexion, it's as white as a zombie." Her hands were already very wet, so she took out a tissue from her bag to wipe my face .

"This matter...don't tell Gu Beicheng, and don't tell my brother either." I was tired from crying and said, rubbing my red and swollen eyes.

Wang Yanxi frowned: "Why didn't you tell your brother? He should teach you that bastard Chu Peiran a lesson!" She gritted her teeth and said bitterly.

"I don't know why, he's been with An Ruoyi in only two months..." I lowered my head and whispered.

"**! It's An Ruoyi again!" Wang Yanxi was hurt badly by An Ruoyi before, and now she is even more emotional.

I shook my head and continued, "Anyway, just don't tell my brother."

Wang Yanxi sighed and shook my hand.I forced a smile at her: "I'm fine, I'll be fine after a while. In fact, I don't like him that much." After finishing speaking, I gave a wry smile. Even a ghost wouldn't believe such a thing.

Wang Yanxi still looked worried, "Why don't you stay with me for a while. I'll spend more time with you, otherwise I don't feel at ease if you are alone, and Wen Jichen is still busy with exams."

I shook my head.

Breaking up in love is not something that can be spent safely with someone else.

Afterwards, I understood that if you don't feel sad and painful, don't love him.If you don't love him, you have to find a way to forget him.But I can't help myself thinking about him, so let myself be unconscious.

For a long time after that, Wen Jichen always thought that I was with Chu Peiran at night.

I tracked down the pale man I'd met in the bar that night, who seemed to have expected me to come looking for him.When I looked at him up close, I found that he was pretty good-looking, with a high nose bridge and deep eyes, but he looked sickly.

"Beauty, what can I do for you?" He sat beside me, playing with the goblet in his hand, and asked with a smile.

I lowered my head, with a dark face: "My boyfriend broke up with me."

"So, you're interested in me?" He asked jokingly with a smile on his face.

I glanced at him with a small look on his face. "Is there any way to keep me from bothering him every day?" I looked at him and asked straightforwardly.

He snapped his fingers, as if thinking of something, then bent down and took out something from his bag.

A dark blue glass bottle with two straws inserted into it.There seemed to be crystals in it, so I looked at the bottle suspiciously.

"What's this?" I asked, pointing to it.

The man grinned and said mysteriously, "One that will allow you to enter heaven and forget all your troubles."

Does entering heaven mean death?

Thinking of the days without Chu Peiran in the future, I suddenly felt unable to breathe.

If I die, I can get rid of these disgusting and sad things, and I will die if I die.

Seeing that I didn't respond, the man pushed the bottle aside and held out his hand to me: "My name is Wei Jingran." He grinned at me with a fake smile.

I didn't shake his hand, I just replied casually: "Liu Xiangsi."

Wei Jingran didn't feel embarrassed either, and withdrew his hand with a dry laugh: "Back to the topic, didn't you just want to forget those unhappy things when you came to me?"

I nodded.

"It's easy, how long do you want to forget about him?" He asked after taking a sip of his wine.

I frowned, how often do I forget a person?

every day?

every second?

At least let me stop thinking about him all the time...

"Whatever, even for 10 minutes a day, I am willing." I drank the last sip of whiskey in my glass.

Wei nodded with a smile, his pale face made him look like a ghost.He gently took the blue glass bottle and pushed it in front of me. "Try, don't smoke too much at one time, but at least it can relieve your pain for a while."

I frowned and looked at the exquisite bottle in front of me and said, "I won't..."

Wei Jing took out the lighter in a considerate manner and lit it.

……

That was my first experience with drugs.

I didn't know it was methamphetamine, I took too much in one gulp.Feeling dizzy for a moment, Wei Jingran hastened to support me.I felt a deep pain between my eyebrows, and the heaviness in my head became more and more intense.

After a while, he recovered and took a small sip.

"It's cooked now, you just sucked it raw." Wei Jingran said with a small smile, when he looked at me, he always had a sunny and warm smile on his face.

Even though the smile is fake, it still makes me think of Chu Peiran involuntarily.

I still feel dizzy, but I feel better.The mood is inexplicably good, I just feel very comfortable and at ease.That ecstatic feeling has always been with me, and I have forgotten a lot of troubles, as well as Chu Peiran.

There is no feeling of heartache.

I stared blankly at Wei Jingran with a blank smile, this trick really worked.

Seeing my naive look, Wei Jingran stretched out his hand to rub my hair: "Stupid." His behavior now is exactly like when he was with Chu Peiran, he also likes to rub my hair so intimately.

I was in a better mood, and I picked up the whiskey in front of me with a smile and drank it in big gulps.

I thought that smoking would bring me refreshment and suspend troubles. It turned out that there are such wonderful things in the world, which made me not so sad when I thought of Chu Peiran.

I felt the burning in my mouth, but I couldn't control myself, as if this body had nothing to do with me.

I smiled and rushed into the dance floor, my mind was unusually clear, Chu Peiran's face was completely and concretely engraved in my mind.Like those crazy and seductive girls on the dance floor, I danced crazily to the music.

I don't know how long I've been high, but I just feel sweaty all over my body, very comfortable.

However, there is also a desire in my body that I can hardly control.

Crazy to want to do that kind of thing.

In this way, after a night passed, I was really not in pain and unbearable for Chu Peiran's matter.