Ghost Horse Baby: The lady is reserved

He didn't even dare to imagine how Xianger survived this period.

Being misunderstood by himself, losing a child, being in poor health, a series of blows... Dongfang Che felt more and more that he was a bastard, a big bastard.

Thinking of this, Dongfang Che slapped down the table fiercely, but he didn't even notice that his hand was red and swollen from the hard slap.He knew that the pain in his hand was less than one-thousandth of the pain in Zhan Meixiang's heart.

Dongfang Che's expression was ferocious and scary, he turned his head to look at Zhong who was standing at the door with red eyes, "Why did you just say that Xiang'er was poisoned?"

Faithful and truthful report, "It was Princess Xue'er of Xuanyuan Kingdom who poisoned the soup that the empress drank every day, and there was no antidote for the poison, and even the imperial physician was helpless, so he could only temporarily control the empress' condition with medicine. The empress has arrived..."

Seeing the emperor's pale face, Zhong didn't continue talking, he thought the emperor knew what he was going to say next.

Dongfang Che didn't know how to describe his inner feelings at this moment, he thought he was really a coward, and he didn't even know that his favorite woman had suffered such a great grievance.

Dongfang Che's heart sank as he listened to Zhong report to him what Zhan Meixiang had experienced recently.How...how could he be so confused...

Dongfang Che no longer knows how to describe his mood...

Sadness, pain, resentment...

He hates...he hates himself for being so confused, for hurting a woman he loves and deeply loves him so badly...

Dongfang Che couldn't help feeling a sharp pain in his heart when he thought of what he had done to Zhan Meixiang before that.Just when Xiang'er needed him the most...just when Xiang'er needed his trust the most...not only did he choose to doubt and distrust, but he even made love to Concubine Sun in front of Xiang'er...he couldn't imagine To Xiang'er's mood at that time, because he didn't dare to imagine.He knew that if he replaced himself with Xiang'er's position at that time, he would definitely hate the person who betrayed him...

Xiang'er...would hate herself, right?

Most definitely……

Dongfang Che couldn't imagine that Xiang'er could have any reason to forgive herself, and she was even willing to forgive herself...

And... children... their children...

Their child who was not born, but should have been very happy...

Dongfang Che suddenly felt that what he did as the emperor was a failure. What kind of emperor could he be called if he couldn't even protect his own woman? !For the sake of the court, he has to sacrifice his own women and even his own children. What is the point of this emperor doing it? !

The stone on Dongfang Che's heart was getting bigger and heavier, making Dongfang Che more and more breathless...

What kind of husband is he?What kind of father?Dongfang Che felt more and more that what he did was inferior to a beast... Even an animal that didn't understand anything, what he did was better than him...

Will Xiang'er forgive herself?

Probably not... this time...he...was really too much, too selfish...if only he could make up for Xiang'er...but...how can he make up for the mistakes he made to Xiang'er?

It was the first time in Dongfang Che's life that he thought of death, but he was immediately suppressed by Dongfang Che.