May I love you for the rest of my life

Chapter 206 Running away from home (9)

Is it because of money?

As soon as this thought flashed, Ji Xinxin directly denied it. Ling Chuxia is not this kind of person at all, not because of love, not because of money, so what else?
Ji Xinxin suddenly thought of something, her eyes froze, and she sat down next to Ling Chuxia, put her hands on her shoulders, forcing her to face her, squinting her eyes, and said in a deep voice: "Chuxia, tell me honestly. Me, you have been insisting on it for so long, what is the real reason why you can't get a divorce?"

After a pause, Ji Xinxin swallowed her saliva, and said in a half tentative half sure tone, "Is it related to your sister?"

No matter what Ji Xinxin said before, Ling Chuxia didn't react at all, but when Ji Xinxin said this, Ling Chuxia's dead eyes fluctuated slightly, but soon disappeared.

But Ji Xinxin still noticed it, and the doubt in her heart gradually turned into affirmation.For Ling Chuxia, the most important person in her life is Ling Yunshu, and no one can surpass her sister's position in her heart.

Ji Xinxin was silent for a while, looked up at Ling Chuxia, and lowered her voice unconsciously, "Xia Xia, what happened back then?"

Back then, Shi Che and Ling Yunshu were recognized as a couple, and everyone thought they would get married in the end, but later Shi Che and Chu Xia got married, and Yun Shu went abroad.

Everyone said that it was Ling Chuxia who was shameless and used tricks to squeeze her sister away for the sake of the young wife of the family at that time, but Ji Xinxin knew that Ling Chuxia would never do that, she loved her sister so much, it was impossible for her to hurt her.

She also asked her about this matter before, but she just kept silent, unwilling to say anything, and she couldn't force her to ask her any more, but now, she had to ask, this matter really made her suffer Wronged.

Ling Chuxia clasped her hands vigorously, her red lips were tightly pursed, she had kept many things in her heart all the time, and she seemed to have become a habit, used to being sad, wounded and wronged, and swallowed them all in her stomach.

But today, she really felt that these grievances were too depressing and heavy, and they were about to break her whole body. She really couldn't hold it back.

She didn't look at Ji Xinxin, her eyes fell on the void, her whole body seemed to be trapped in a long memory, and her voice sounded faintly.

"Xinxin, you know, my sister and I have been dependent on each other since we were young. We are each other's only relatives. My sister is very kind to me. If there is no sister, I might not be in this world long ago. I love her very much. I really love her." I love her, but I never thought that it was me who hurt her the most."

The corners of Ling Chuxia's eyes gradually became moist, "I actually took away her husband and her happiness. Do you know how sad and sad my sister was at that time? I still dare not think of her appearance at that time."

"Chu Xia, it's not your fault."

"This is my fault. Without me, my sister would have successfully married Shi Che, and Shi Che would not be forced to marry me, and they would not have separated." Ling Chuxia almost broke down and yelled, the guilt weighed on her For so many years in her heart, she couldn't breathe.Why did she endure it, because she was guilty, and that guilt was devouring her every day, almost swallowing her whole body.

Tears fell down suddenly, Ling Chuxia's voice was choked up, and she was almost speechless, "And what makes me even more guilty is that I want to give up now, I can't hold on anymore."

(End of this chapter)