May I love you for the rest of my life

Chapter 770 Confession (13)

"Until we came on our honeymoon...."

When he said this, Shi Che's dark eyes fell heavily on Ling Chuxia's face, and a touch of pain gradually appeared in his eyes, as if that memory was also extremely difficult and extremely bad for him.

Ling Chuxia's heart tightened in an instant, and her breathing slowed unconsciously.

"That day, you were taking a shower, and I was sorting out the things you bought, and then... I saw your diary."

When Shi Che said the three words "diary", Ling Chuxia's whole body trembled violently. There was a sword flash in his mind, and he understood something in an instant.

All her emotions and thoughts were recorded in that diary, but Shi Che saw that diary... Ling Chuxia's hands clenched tightly.

Sure enough, Shi Che chuckled lightly, but with deep self-mockery, "I didn't mean to pry into your privacy, but I really wanted to know what you were thinking, so I couldn't hold back, and then... ...I just realized that you treat me hot and cold, and you treat me as if you are far away, not because you are not used to being my wife, but because you don't want to be my wife at all. "

I don't want to be my wife at all...

Such a low voice, so deep, but he could still hear his suppressed vibrato, and he could hear the pain in his calm voice.

Ling Chuxia never imagined that the truth turned out to be like this, that he had read her diary, that... when he loved her so deeply, he knew that she didn't love him, that she was only for her sister And stay by his side.

So, what was Shi Che's mood at that time?What kind of despair do you have?

Ling Chuxia couldn't imagine it, and couldn't imagine it...

She finally understood why Shi Che suddenly lost his temper with her at that time, suddenly left her and went back to the country alone, and after that, his attitude towards her suddenly changed, getting worse and worse.

"Actually, it's not that I can't accept that you don't love me. What I can't accept is that I think you are ignoring my feelings, playing with me, and using my feelings as a tool you can use."

"I have been trying very hard to get close to you, but Chu Xia...you are getting farther and farther away from me, so far away that I don't know how to get closer to you."

During the three years of marriage, she has suffered a lot of grievances and embarrassments. No matter what she says or does, she is wrong. But it turns out that she is not the only one who has been wronged. Shi Che has suffered no less than her.

At least at that time, she didn't realize that she loved him, and he loved him so deeply, but he couldn't get close. Once he got close, he would only hurt.

Every time he makes her sad, he is the one who makes her sad.

Ling Chuxia suddenly remembered that Shi Che's headaches seemed to have started at that time, she couldn't help but raise her eyes, and her voice was extremely hoarse, "Shi Che, so...your headache is because...because this?"

"Ah."

Shi Che's voice was also very low and hoarse, "After returning to China, I couldn't sleep for a long time. I kept having insomnia, drinking too much, and then I started to have a headache."

Shi Che said this sentence lightly, but Ling Chuxia seemed to be able to see how Shi Che was struggling in pain at that time.

She always thought that it was because she didn't take good care of his body that he had a headache, but she never thought that it was because of her...

(End of this chapter)