The Emperor's Young Master has turned black again

Chapter 825
Feng Sufei also mustered up the courage to say such indifferent words.

She clearly knew that she was cooperating with Nanrong Huai'an now and needed to establish a good relationship with him.

But she just couldn't help saying it.

She seemed to be telling Nan Rong Huai'an this sentence, and it seemed to be reminding herself that her heart should not be moved, and her heart should not be moved anymore.

The lesson Si Jueshen taught her was a lesson in blood.

How could she be tempted again.

And she clearly knew that they had an agreement to be together, and she clearly knew that Nanrong Huai'an had other women in her heart.

Feng Sufei felt that she was really looking for abuse before.

Why does she think that Nanrong Huai'an is good.

This man is deep-minded and black-bellied, not as gentle and elegant as the world says.

Feng Sufei took a deep breath, feeling that the water she just drank was bitter.

After Feng Sufei finished speaking, she could feel a momentary silence in the air.

Yes, too cold and silent.

She didn't dare to look at Nanrong Huai'an's expression.

She even thought that Nanrong Huaian would say something.

but.

After being silent for a while, Nanrong Huai'an finally said, "You should have a good rest first!"

Said, Nanrong Huai'an pushed the chair and left the room.

The moment she heard the door close, Feng Sufei sat on the ground weakly.

She grabbed her hair and pulled it hard.

Maybe the pain could make her more sober and rational.

Feng Sufei wants to drink now, she is very irritable and irritable.

Every time she calmed down, Nanrong Huai'an could easily touch her heartstrings.

She didn't know whether it was right or wrong to choose the Nanrong family.

Or is it that her heart is inherently fragile, especially emotionally?
She lost her parents since she was a child, and can only live in the palace with her grandmother.

She has always known that she is the queen, and she must obey the rules in every word and deed.

She can't play and laugh recklessly. When others are playing around, she is studying. She is learning all kinds of knowledge step by step, and even doing various training at the training base at night.

She knows that many people respect her on the surface, but in fact they don't know what to say behind their backs.

She was numb.

She used to get used to it because she thought it was normal.

It was only later that she realized that she was alone and that no one loved her.

In fact, she is very eager to be loved, to eliminate her loneliness, and to have someone who loves her and treats her like a treasure.

In that case, she needn't be queen.

All she asks for is a loving companionship that will never leave.

Really, no one understands her heart.

When grandma told her to sleep well, she would also look forward to a love.

Especially when grandma kept boasting that Nan Rong Huai'an was good, her heart would inevitably throb.

But the rejection of Nanrong Huai'an, Yingdao Liye and the others made her heart feel cold for a long time, and she also doubted and denied herself for a long time.

She is wondering, is she really bad?

But she thinks she is good, she is loyal to feelings, she yearns for love wholeheartedly, and is willing to abandon other things for love, even the status of royal queen.

But no, none of those people saw her heart.

Later she met Si Jueshen.

Si Jueshen gave her love and dispelled her loneliness.

She cherishes it very much, so she also works hard to love, to trust, and to be kind to Si Jueshen.

Except that she couldn't tell some of her secrets, she was able to treat Si Jueshen as well as possible.

Because she feels that when she meets someone who loves her, and she also loves her, she should cherish it.

(End of this chapter)