Empress Shen Gongjiao

Chapter 1238 Who Can Want Me Like This?

"Mother, what are you talking about?" Hongyu interrupted her unhappily, "You are my mother, without you who gave birth to me and raised me, how could I live here to talk and laugh with you properly? Back then The choice was made by myself, and I don’t regret it at all now, even if I was asked to choose again, I would still do it.”

Hongyu took her hand and comforted her: "Now I can be with my mother every day, and with Fuling, I am already very satisfied."

Isn't that what happened in southern Xinjiang in the past?Apart from refining Gu and making poison, and occasionally running outside, aren't you always with your mother?

"No, Yu'er, you are still young, your whole life can't be wasted like this."

Nangongche froze, and there was a dark shadow in his deep eyes.

He could probably guess what the woman would say next, but he simply didn't have the courage to continue listening to verify his guess.

My breathing sank a few octaves, and I turned back in the direction when I strode back and forth, and in the end, I almost fled.

On the one hand, he wanted to hear Hongyu's answer, but on the other hand, he didn't dare to listen, for fear that he would be hurt badly again by her cold knife with a smile like a flower.

"Yu'er, if you really don't like this palace and can't accept the emperor, then go and find a good man and live a good life." The woman continued, "Mother can see that the emperor really likes you, He won't do anything to mother just because you leave, so you go."

Hongyu looked at her in shock, "Mother, why are you saying this all of a sudden?"

The woman pursed her lips slightly, a flash of self-blame flashed in her eyes, "Mother doesn't want to delay you."

The reason why she hadn't mentioned it in so many years was entirely because she felt that Yu'er had the emperor in her heart, and the emperor tried every means to get Yu'er back, so she thought there would be a future between them.But five years later, she suddenly felt that she couldn't understand.

Could it be that Yu'er really doesn't like the emperor anymore?If so, wouldn't Yu'er's happiness be delayed for the sake of her, an old man?

Hongyu's eyes flickered for a moment, she lifted the broken hair beside her ears, and smiled slightly: "Mother, I am a woman who has been married and had children, although I don't care about it myself, and I don't have any intention of despising myself, but the men outside But I don't care. Who would want me to be like this if I am innocent?"

It was obviously a self-deprecating remark, but she said it calmly, "So don't blame yourself, mother. It's not that you delayed me, but I think it's very good. My daughter is not someone who can't live without a man. She is like this now. , really good."

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Nangongche returned to the bedroom, paced continuously but couldn't calm down no matter what, he didn't stop irritably until someone knocked on the door.

"Who?"

"Your Majesty, you are a slave."

Bingrui, one of his servant girls who has been following him since the Eastern Palace, has been the same since he ascended the throne.

"Come in." He turned around and sat down on the stool, looked up at Bingrui, there was no special expression on Jun's face, "What's the matter?"

Bingrui saluted with a smile: "Your Majesty, I have made some of your favorite white tea soft cakes. Look, do you want some for you?"

White tea soft cake is actually not his favorite, but because Hongyu likes it, he has eaten more in recent years.

"Send it to the queen." He waved his hand and ordered.

The corner of Bing Rui's mouth froze.

(End of this chapter)