School bully's girlfriend is super cute

Chapter 1743 We also lost a child before

Shen Yuai leaned on the sofa chair and did not dare to act rashly. Her lower abdomen was throbbing. It was usually more painful than this. She could bear it without taking it seriously. But now the throbbing pain made her I panicked.

She is very familiar with this feeling, and she knows what this pain in the lower abdomen means.

Shen Yuai clenched Lantang Juiya's hand so tightly that even her lips lost their color.

"You won't blame me..." Shen Yu said loudly.

"Love, take it easy, you'll be at the palace soon!" In fact, they hadn't left the hospital for a long time. Returning to the hospital at this time can save time, but the inpatient department exploded, and the entire Capital Hospital was in a state of rest. Lantang Jueya decided It is still necessary to send Shen Yuai back to the relatively safe palace.

Shen Yuai bit her lip, her green lips trembling slightly, she had never been afraid of anything, she had never even been afraid of death, but now, she felt invisible fear creeping up from her feet, Dark terror wrapped around her belly, as if trying to drag her baby away.

Shen Yuai suddenly thought of something, "Jueya, you know, this is the second time I have encountered such a situation."

Lantang Jueya was taken aback for a moment, he had lost a lot of memories about Shen Yuai, and he had forgotten many things that he and Shen Yuai had experienced together.

Shen Yuai sensed his bewilderment, she looked ahead and continued:
"We also lost a child before. It was in my stomach for about three or four months, and then it left my body..."

It was as if a heavy hammer hit Lantang Juiya's heart, his heart burst open, and blood surged in his chest cavity.

"It was so hard for me to have your child, but I lost it forever because of my carelessness... My uterus is not suitable for pregnancy. I used to think that it would be impossible for me to create a new baby in my life." life comes...

Later, when I had Xiaoyao, I lost my memory and didn’t know who the child in my stomach was. At that time, I didn’t take good care of Xiaoyao. I even felt that it was really troublesome to have such a big belly.

I can't be a good mother, but Xiaoyao survived in my womb by virtue of his tenacious will. "

At this time, Shenyu Ai's voice became very soft, and there was never much emotion in her voice, and now when she talked about her child, she was not as emotional as other mothers.

She thought of the child she had lost, and the days when she was pregnant with Xiao Yao, and she was filled with guilt.

"I'm like, I really can't be a good mother..."

She covered her belly with one hand, as if saying to the two-month-old child in her womb:
"Can you be as strong as your brother... Your father and I already have your brother, but we still hope to welcome you...

Your father has never witnessed how you grow up and be born in my womb. I also want to make up for my mistakes and raise you well when I am pregnant with you...

I want to listen to the doctor's orders and take a lot of medicines to supplement my body. When she came to see me a few days ago, she said that I can practice pregnancy yoga after the fetal image is stable...

Qingyan gave me a lot of prenatal education books, I haven't read them yet...

When Xiaoyao was in my womb, I didn't give him any prenatal education, I really want to, like an ordinary woman, try all kinds of things that should be done during pregnancy..."

(End of this chapter)