I love you, it's my land

Chapter 405 A Person's Secret (28)

He has always known that he is an asshole, and he really doesn't let anyone go in his eyes. When others offend him, he begs for it with viciousness. He always thinks that he is the best for Gu Lanshan, but he never thought that , in fact, he is the most asshole to Gu Lanshan!
What she experienced was different from theirs. They were truly the proud sons of heaven, and she was just an adopted daughter who was bought. She seemed to be a daughter of heaven, but in fact, in terms of confidence, she was separated from them after all. Thousands of mountains and rivers are as far away.

In the bottom of Shengshi's heart, there are thousands of feelings coming up, annoyance, regret, distress, like waves, sweeping his heart wave after wave, until the end, he feels like he has lost all his strength , I can't carry Gu Lanshan on my back, and I can't walk anymore.

His heart seemed to be torn in half, and it was extremely painful.

He thought, why did he have such a brainstorm at that time, he should have chased her, was rejected by her, lost that bit of face and dignity, what is it, how could he choose the conspiracy in the mall to deal with it What about her?

He transferred the pain of the night he knew that Gu Lanshan liked Han Chengchi to her body. He was always selfish, he only cared about himself, but forgot about her.

He thought, how did she feel during the two years of married life?
She is not crazy, not stupid, and can be his wife calmly. In the bottom of her heart, what is she thinking every day and night?
She is so thin, so pitiful, her mother doesn't want her anymore, she doesn't know who her father is, but she still has to make money for a half-brother by his side, how does she bear it?
More than two years, eight or nine hundred days, how did she grit her teeth and survive?

Sheng Shi thought, what kind of pain was his previous pain, but now it is heart-piercing pain.

Her words rang in his ears again, "I just love Han Chengchi, for the rest of my life!"

His footsteps staggered, yes, no wonder she loves Han Chengchi so wholeheartedly. In her mind, except for Han Chengchi who gave her a little warmth, other people who gave her warmth left her one by one Gone.

Sheng Shi just felt his eyes go dark, he thought, he really hurt to death, he thought, when she was treated like that by him back then, she must have been so hurt too!

　No wonder she became so indifferent, as if she had no heart. She must have thought that as long as she was careless, she would not be abandoned, sad, or used and bullied.

Sheng Shi suddenly wanted to cry so much, the good times he and she had had were all broken by his own hands!
(End of this chapter)