I love you, it's my land

Chapter 498 The Love That Others Can’t Read (12)

Sheng Shi thought of this, raised his hand, and grabbed his hair fiercely, his head was drooping heavily, no one could see his expression, how painful it is to die at this moment.

It is painful.

What is the most painful situation in history, just like the current prosperous age, watching things reach the point of no return, but there is nothing you can do.

"You can get what you want, but I, the person I love can't love, and I can't do what I want to do. I can only watch the desire in my heart and force myself to forget it."

"What I thought belonged to me, in the end, never actually belonged to me."

"I've never lived for myself once in my life."

"But you, you can easily make your life comfortable. My mother doesn't want me, and she doesn't want me when she's twenty, and everyone doesn't want me."

Now, when I think about it calmly, it seems that, as Gu Lanshan said, everyone in their circle can fight for themselves, but she has never lived a good life for her. once.

When she was young, she was sold to Gu's family as a pawn, she finally got warmth, but was betrayed by him, and then she tried to escape, but her younger brother was hit by a car and turned into a vegetable, and she gave in helplessly again By fate, she married him.

But now, when she encountered such a thing, she had no choice, the only thing she could do was to die.

Before she died, what was she thinking, how much courage did she muster, and how desperate was she?
Did she ever think that if she had an afterlife, would she never want to live like this again?

Does she feel that even if she lives in poverty, it is better than being manipulated by others?
Sheng Shi grabbed his hair even harder.

He always thought that if he loved someone deeply, he would hold her in his hands fiercely, and would not let go of her life or death.

But now, he realizes that if he really loves someone deeply, he cannot be selfish.

She is not happy, and you are not happy either.

She is in pain, and you are in more pain than her.

If the first button is fastened wrong, you won't find out until the last button.

There are some things that are wrong from the very beginning, but you will have to admit it only at the end.

I still remember the first time I saw her, she had just been bought into the Gu family as an adopted daughter, she was dressed poorly and panicked, while he was elegant and flashy in a black suit and red tie.

At that time, he was careless.

But now, he realizes that he seems to be omnipotent in his life, but he can't do anything about three things:
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