Golden branches around the East Palace

1764 The Finale 36
In the end it was cruel, why didn't he know?
Let her watch him die with her own eyes, no matter how he dies, it is extremely cruel.

"Ah Yan, you go to sleep, you go to sleep, I don't beg you to live, I don't beg you to live..." Facing Mo Yan's eyes that were still closed, An Xipin had completely collapsed.

She didn't beg him to live, never again...

Little Moon had already collapsed in Yue Xiuyan's arms, weeping uncontrollably.

Why did it end like this?Why is this the end?
An Xipin's tears fell into Mo Yan's eyes that were not closed, and merged with a drop of clear tears that slipped from the corner of his eyes, slipped across his pale face, and fell into the thick blood.

The last sentence Mo Yan said to An Xipin was only one word, pain.

He is not a person who can say this word. To him, the pain has long been numb. He has learned it since he was a child, so that no one will worry about it. Therefore, no matter how bitter the medicine is or how painful the disease is, he will feel it day by day. How tortured, he has endured it.After enduring it for a long time, I no longer feel anything.

It's just that when An Xipin asked him, he tried his best to tell her that it hurts.

He is distressed.

My heart aches until the end, but I still can't grow old together with her, can't allow her to live a stable life, can't spend a few days with her, a peaceful life.

Since they met, what he brought to her has never been a peaceful day.

How much he wanted to accompany her to travel leisurely in the mountains and rivers, watch the sunrise and sunset, play the piano and make tea, have another child, watch him grow up little by little, and enjoy the rest of his life in peace.

He never longed for immortality, he just wanted to be by her side, even if it was just a few decades, he was content.

But in just a few short decades, it has become a luxury that he can never pursue in his life.

He was ashamed of her too much.

I feel sorry that she accompanied him all the way, endured so much, and still couldn't achieve consummation in the end.He knew her temperament well, if he left like this, she would probably follow him.

He felt distressed, but he couldn't persuade her.

He knew her too well, so he felt very distressed.

His silly girl, if there is an afterlife, he will definitely not let her down again.

His heart hurts, and An Xi's heart hurts so much that he can't restrain himself.

She has always been a proud and confident person, always thinking that there is nothing impossible in this world, as long as she works hard, there will always be times of success.But I never thought that some things cannot escape the arrangement of fate after all.

It is said that as long as you work hard, no matter what the result is, you will at least have no regrets.She also thought so, no matter what, she was able to accompany Ah Yan all the way to the end, it was worth it.

But why, she felt so instinctively unwilling in her heart, and it hurt like hell?
Nine years of waiting, seven years of treacherous journey, the separation of the husband and wife, and their family could not live a happy life together in peace and stability, how much she longed for a happy day.

It would be great if his illness can be cured, and they can have another child. She hasn't seen her parents for a long time, and Ning'er has grown up too. The queen mother has worked hard all her life, and she should have a peaceful old age. But now they are still waiting for their news in the palace.If she knew that something happened to Ah Yan, how would she survive?There is also Mo Yao who is currently in the Nether Palace, who wants to compensate his mother one day, but if the mother knows all the truth, how can she forgive him?
(End of this chapter)