Night Emperor Crazy Concubine

Chapter 465 Deviate from the scriptures, listen to the wind 6
Thinking about it in this way, Yun Tingfeng also seemed to understand where the sense of sorrow greater than death in his mother's words came from.

Is it from guilt towards his son?Or is it because of the remorse and pain after knowing the truth, and the irreparable rift with his biological son?
Or, during this period of time, the father's neglect and the estrangement formed between husband and wife?
So now, does the mother also know that the eldest son she has always loved and doted on is actually an evil seed created by an insidious and despicable person for his own ambition?
Yun Tingfeng sighed a long time, raised his hand and rubbed the center of his brows, "As an uncle, what kind of meeting gift should I prepare for my dear little nephew or niece?"

Mrs. Yun looked up at him, her eyes froze for a moment.

At this time, the mother and the son have their own concerns, but they don't know that the other party already knows the truth of the matter.

"Ting Yu asked for leave." After a long time, Mrs. Yun bowed her head again, "When he learned that Mu Xue was pregnant, he was probably worried that his servants would not be able to serve him well, and he was also afraid that Mu Xue would be alone, so he asked the emperor for leave. Stay with Mu Xue more in the mansion."

"Really?" Yun Tingfeng nodded, "Mu Xue is so happy."

This sentence……

Mingyue glanced at the eldest son silently, always felt that it was so incongruous to say this sentence from a man, and this man was still an uncle.

Isn't it because a girl said that?
"Mingyue, go out for a while." Yun Tingfeng said lightly, and drank the tea in the teacup in one gulp.

"Yes, my lord."

Mingyue Fushen responded respectfully, turned and left the main house.

"Mother." Yun Tingfeng put the teacup on the table in front of him, and looked up at his mother, "Did Tingyu come over to say hello in the morning?"

Mrs. Yun was silent when she heard the words, her expression seemed to change, and she said in a moment: "Here you are, why are you asking this?"

"Mother looks a little happy today, but also a little unhappy." Yun Tingfeng leaned forward slightly, looking at Mrs. Yun's face, "Mother, is there something on your mind?"

"No." Mrs. Yun shook her head, denying lightly, "What can I have on my mind? Isn't it because I am happy because Mu Xue is pregnant? What else can I do?"

"I originally thought that mother would not be happy because of this matter." Yun Tingfeng tilted his head and muttered lightly, "After all, he has a child before I'm married, so I thought mother would be unhappy, so I just said After hearing about this incident, I came back to take a look, wondering if I need to appease my mother's emotions?"

Mrs. Yun turned pale instantly when she heard the words, and finally fell silent uncontrollably.

She lowered her eyebrows and stared blankly at the small red satin shoes in her hand. These days, the pain that was biting her internal organs all the time spread again, causing her unbearable pain and unbearable regret.

His fingertips trembled slightly, his eyes were haggard.

What can a pair of children's shoes say?
Is she redeeming herself?

She no longer dared to think about what she had done these years. Every time she recalled, it was a torture of peeling and cramping, as if the flesh and blood were torn apart, and the bones were peeled from the flesh and blood. It was so painful and remorseful. Like a maggot on a tarsal bone, like a shadow.

When the truth came out, she even thought about dying.

For 30 years, she didn't know what kind of life she was living, and she created all these bitter fruits with her own hands—holding the son of the ambitious man in the palm of her hand, ruthlessly abusing her own son, and now she is just like a stranger with her husband.

What's the point of living for a person like her?
After death, maybe everything is over. After death, you won't feel pain, loneliness, or feel that your life has turned out to be a tragedy.

However, she can't die just yet.

She wants to watch her grandson be born, knowing that family happiness is already a luxury for her, but she still prays unrealistically to enjoy a family happiness.

Moreover, she still has one thing to do, one thing that must be done, but she hasn't found a chance to do it yet.

"Mother." Yun Tingfeng frowned, "What are you thinking, so engrossed in thinking?"

"It's nothing." Mrs. Yun put down the shoes in her hand, and looked up at Yun Tingfeng, "I just figured it out during this period of time. I used to be too narrow-minded and always put too much emphasis on the difference between seniority and inferiority."

Yun Tingfeng's heart skipped a beat.

"The palms and backs of your hands are full of meat. You are all my sons. I don't even know why I treated Tingyu like that before." Speaking of this, Mrs. Yun lowered her eyes and her mouth was filled with bitterness. Reflecting on myself, the more I think about those things in the past, the more I feel ashamed to face Ting Yu. A few days ago, I found out that Mu Xue was pregnant, and I felt a little happier. You are right, this mansion really needs children to be lively Take a moment, otherwise it will feel that it will lose even a little popularity, and the quietness will make people flustered."

Disturbingly quiet?
Yun Tingfeng's heart trembled violently. All the servants in the mansion thought that Madam Xi was quiet, but in this world, how could anyone really yearn for the silence with a strong sense of loneliness?
It's not because she really likes quietness, it's just that she hates noise, because noise will make her mind more disturbed.

By this time, he was almost certain that his mother probably really knew the truth, otherwise she would never have suddenly enlightened her soul——

Even if her attitude towards Tingyu became tolerant and gentle, she would never need to feel much guilt and remorse, unless something happened suddenly, making her realize that she really owed Tingyu all these years.

The phrase "the palms and backs of the hands are all meat" made Yun Tingfeng feel a little uncertain. If the mother really knew the truth, how would she treat the eldest son?
Yun Tingfeng lost his mind for a moment, and after a while, he raised his eyes and looked at Mrs. Yun, "Mother was indeed strict with Tingyu before. He is calm, smart and wise, and it is easy to relieve the emperor's worries and labors. I won't make mistakes, Mother actually didn't have to be too harsh on him long ago."

Madam Yun nodded, "You are right."

"Since mother knows, let's treat him better in the future." Yun Tingfeng stood up, "It's getting late, I'll go and see Tingyu, I haven't seen him for a long time."

"Well, go, you brothers have a good chat."

Yun Tingfeng nodded, turned and walked out of the room.

Seeing his leaving back, Mrs. Yun was silent for a moment, but a little doubt suddenly arose in her heart.

No one knows the character of the eldest son better than her. Before, he was never impatient to bring a cup of tea to her. When he had something to say, he immediately walked away. If anyone talked too much in front of him, he would Will be very impatient.

But today, he came here on his own initiative. He talked to her for so long like a normal person, and he didn't show any impatience in the past from the beginning to the end. He seemed so... considerate and careful?
Mrs. Yun's head was suddenly cast with a shadow, and there was an indescribable feeling that lingered slowly in her heart and couldn't get rid of it.

(End of this chapter)