Giants upgrade strategy

Chapter 193 Get rid of the child

In the dark night, hundreds of thousands of candles were lit on the large square downstairs, and the burning candles formed several huge characters: Mai Youran, happy birthday!I love you!
He didn't seem to have stopped, and continued to place other glyphs beside him.

Let's not talk about how he managed the security of the community in the middle of the night, but just how much energy it takes for a person to place so many candles, is his brain squeezed by the door?

Qin Xiaoyue was also dumbfounded, and sighed, "Oh, if a man is so romantic to me, I will definitely be touched to death."

Mai Youran pondered for a moment, then pulled Qin Xiaoyue a little behind, and then closed the window heavily.

"One day, when you are beaten violently by him, you will understand that this so-called romance is actually a beautiful trap, allowing you to jump on it like a moth to a flame, burning to ashes and not knowing how you died! "

Qin Xiaoyue giggled twice, "Anyway, I won't get involved in the matter between you two. You should think about it carefully. If you don't want this child, you should do it earlier. However, I suggest that you better tell him, after all he It is the father of the child, he has the right to know."

"Well, I know, you go to bed! I'm out!"

Mai Youran walked out of Qin Xiaoyue's bedroom, returned to her own room, pulled the curtains tightly, and did not think about the bright candlelight outside the window.

Today is her birthday, after today she will be 21 years old!She must choose a correct life path for herself.

I have no sleep all night, and I don't know why, and my heart is always very irritable.

After lying down all night, the bones all over her body were soft. When she got up and walked to the living room, Qin Xiaoyue left a note on the desktop.

"Breakfast is in the rice cooker, eat more, call me if you have something to do, I'll be back at noon."

There was a burst of warmth in my heart, fortunately I had this friend, otherwise she would be dead now without a place to bury her.

After washing up, she didn't have much appetite for breakfast, and walked out of the room fully dressed.

Standing at the top of the stairs on the first floor, I saw a large piece of candle tears on the square, which was the trace left by all the candles burnt out, and I could vaguely see the characters written last night: Mai Youran, happy birthday, I love you, give I have a chance, I get rid of bad habits, okay?
It seems that he didn't sleep all night last night, and he wrote so many words. When Mai Youran was in a daze, Lei Diao just walked in front of her.

The handsome and tall man looks a bit decadent at the moment, his dark eyes are bloodshot red, and there is a circle of blue stubble on his clean chin. He really didn't sleep last night...

Mai Youran's heart softened, and she almost wanted to forgive him again!

However, when her hand touched her lower abdomen, it bounced back like lightning.

"Go back with me!"

He stepped forward and grabbed her hand, and said in a low voice, with a faint waxy smell on his body.

She was silent for a while, then gently pushed him away.

"I think... I don't owe you anything!"

She raised her eyes and looked directly at him.

"What do you mean?" He frowned tightly.

"The big earthquake... I have been very guilty, so I have been by your side. Now that you have recovered, you don't need me anymore. I also have my own life. I have my own pursuits and ideals. I don't want to be your little girl." Lover." She said it so boldly and straightforwardly.

He was slightly taken aback, and hurriedly said: "You said you were my eyes!"

Mai Youran chuckled, "Eyes? Your eyes are already healed, you don't need any more eyes."

"Mai Youran!!!" He gritted his white teeth together, and there was already a slight anger in his eyes.

"Ouyang Wenbin is married, what else do you want?"

His words completely shattered all of Mai Youran's hopes. Why did he just stare at Ouyang Wenbin? Didn't he understand that she had already let go of Ouyang Wenbin?

Ouyang Wenbin is like a terrible shadow that will always hang between him and her. Even if they reconcile now, they will never be able to get rid of this shadow in the future.

Mai Youran shook her head in disappointment, and looked at Lei Diao, "You still don't understand? I'm so disappointed in you."

He looked at her blankly, with a trace of panic flashing in his eyes. This unruly man who was fearless in the past felt a trace of powerless panic from the bottom of his heart.

He reached out to hug her into his arms, but she had already stepped back before him, looking at him very vigilantly.

"Don't come here, don't touch me... It's impossible to continue between us. Even without Ouyang Wenbin, there will be other excuses. The most fundamental reason why we can't get together is...you don't Trust me, or you don't believe in love at all. If you can't do this, why are you talking about loving me?"

"OK, I admit that I was impulsive at the time. You know, it was all because I cared about you. Can I correct it in the future?" He looked at her nervously, seeing her teary eyes, his heart was hard twitching.

"Don't! Don't make any more excuses. You are obviously wrong, but you want to push the responsibility on me. You still don't know where you are wrong? I don't want those fancy things. What I want is a sincere heart. A heart that truly loves me, if you can't do it, please let go!" The corners of her lips trembled slightly, it wasn't that she didn't love the man in front of her, it was just that she didn't have the strength to truly carry this love to the end, she was afraid, She is not afraid that more people around her will be hurt, and she is also afraid that she will not be able to carry it anymore.

"Okay, I'll change it! As long as you are willing to go back with me, I will listen to you!"

He suddenly took out a pistol and stuffed it into Mai Youran's hand, "Here, you take it, if I get violent again in the future, you can shoot me directly!"

Mai Youran pushed the pistol away and backed away with a wry smile, "Don't force me, let us all calm down for a while, okay?"

Looking at her painful face, his big hands were tightly fisted, and finally reason prevailed. He knew that there was a powerful tenacity hidden in this small body in front of him, which could not be violated by anyone.Once he pressed too hard, she would fight back without hesitation.

"Okay, I'll give you three days to think about it, and I'll come to you again in three days!" He compromised, staring at her for a long time with narrowed eyes, then turned and left.

Mai Youran leaned against the wall weakly, looking at the sky in a daze, she suddenly felt that today's sunlight was particularly glaring, which made her feel dizzy.

This child absolutely cannot be kept. If she stays, it will be of no benefit to her or the child.

three days!She didn't need three days to think about it, she was going to get rid of this child now, her heart was extremely flustered, but she made the most ruthless and decisive decision.

Mai Youran found a relatively small hospital and used a pseudonym, feeling very nervous.

In the obstetrics and gynecology department, I saw many young faces waiting anxiously holding medical records like her.

In the past, when I was working in the hospital, I would look worried when I saw such a girl. She conceived a child at a young age, and abortion is very harmful to the body. They are all kidding about themselves.She couldn't figure out what they were doing for, and she didn't understand until today.

This kind of thing was her turn, and she was as worried as they were.It turns out that there is such a strong contrast between the feeling of being on the sidelines and being there.

After a long time, it was finally her turn.

"... within five weeks of pregnancy, you can choose medical abortion. If you do it now, you can go to work tomorrow. You need to pay first. Painless medical abortion is a little more expensive. You should pay 1000 yuan in advance! Go to the operating room next door to line up..."

The female doctor said in a very mechanical manner with a blank face. Mai Youran held the medical record and nodded.Everything in front of me is like an illusion.

"Mommy, Mommy..."

In the mist, a childish voice sounded in her ears, that voice seemed to come from a corner of her heart, she couldn't help touching her lower abdomen, and stroked that small place with her palm .

She knows her baby is there, new life slowly sprouting together...

But now, she actually wanted to get rid of him cruelly, and her heart suddenly seemed to be hit hard by something, it hurts so much!

"Bang!" Something fell at her feet, and a pair of hands stretched out, "Miss, your medical records have been lost."

Mai Youran took the medical records and thanked her in a dazed manner. Then she burst out laughing. Her baby is only a few weeks old. How could she be called Mommy?
But just when she doubted her hearing, that voice rang in her ears again, "Mommy, Mommy..."

It was soft, soft, but powerfully hitting her heart. She turned around subconsciously, her eyes searching the crowd.

Only then did he see a small figure in the crowd. He had a cute little red face, big black and white eyes, and teardrops hanging from the long eyelashes.A very handsome little boy, wearing a cute little suit.

Everyone around was busy with their own affairs, and no one had time to stop and pay attention to him.

He pitifully searched for his mother among the crowd.

"Mommy, Mommy, where are you?"

Mai Youran's eyes were a little bit astringent. When she was working in Bo'ai Hospital, she often encountered such careless parents who forgot their children in the hospital.

But at that time, her emotions were not so strong. She didn't know why the mother's love in her heart was so strong when she knew she was pregnant.

She walked up to the little boy and stroked his little head tenderly.

"Kid, what's your name?"

The little boy looked at Mai Youran with big eyes, and looked dazzled, "Mommy is gone, Mommy don't want Jiajia."

Mai Youran looked at the child, feeling sore in her heart, and couldn't help but hugged him tightly in her arms.

(End of this chapter)