A love buried by time

Chapter 489 Let’s not meet again for now (4)

Procrastinating some things is for the good of everyone, so that no one will be harmed, but procrastinating some things will not only do nothing, but will even cause greater harm.

That's how she is now.

She was supposed to get the certificate with Zi Yang yesterday, and then go to try on the wedding dress and take wedding photos again in a few days. After a while, the invitations and so on will be ready to be sent out. By then, everyone will really know that they are going to get married .But she still hasn't decided whether she and Zi Yang should continue walking...

Therefore, she can't delay, and she can't afford it.

Dong Xinyan thought for a moment, long-term pain is worse than short-term pain, what should be said, she took a deep breath, slowly clasped her hands together, and unconsciously licked her slightly dry lips, "Zi Yang ...I, I have something to tell you."

Dong Xinyan faltered and faltered, but finally got the words out.

Cheng Ziyang's eyes flashed a trace of panic very quickly, as if he didn't hear Dong Xinyan's words, he said directly: "Xinxin, I know, we are in this state, it is not suitable to go home for dinner, don't worry, I will have a good time with my mother." Said."

Cheng Ziyang's obvious avoidance, like a needle, pierced into Dong Xinyan's heart fiercely, his white teeth bit his lower lip forcefully, and his voice couldn't help but pause for half a second.

But it's only half a second. She has always been a person who has made up her mind and will not change easily.

What's more, since she can't do something, why bother to give others hope.

"Zi Yang, listen to me..."

"Xinxin, I'm tired. If you have anything to say, can you talk about it another day? I'll go first."

Cheng Ziyang interrupted her involuntarily. It was the first time he lost his composure like this. He stood up boldly, grabbed the coat beside him, and was about to walk out.

Dong Xinyan bit her lower lip, it was almost white, but she still forced herself, and continued to say to his back, "Zi Yang, I have already remembered everything, all the memories in those two months. Including, My feelings for Gu Ningyi!"

Cheng Ziyang's footsteps were still nailed in place by her words, and he stopped stiffly as if he had been acupunctured.

Dong Xinyan stood up slowly, took two steps towards him, and said with a trembling voice, "Zi Yang, I'm sorry, I know I'm selfish, and I know I'm bad. It's too much to regret a marriage at a time like this. It really shouldn't be, but Ziyang... I really didn't expect that I used to like Gu Ningyi, I liked it very much, I liked it very much."

Word by word, Dong Xinyan forced herself to speak clearly, no matter how difficult it was, she had to speak clearly.

What is the most painful thing in the world?

Nothing is better than the person you love, in front of you, admitting her feelings for another man, right?
What he least wanted to hear, what he least wanted to face, finally happened.

Cheng Ziyang's hands hanging on both sides of his body were clenched bit by bit, his voice was hoarse and trembling, "Then... now?"

"Now, you still like Gu Ningyi, so much...can you ignore our relationship for so many years?"

Cheng Ziyang had never questioned her before, this was the first time that his words were so sharp, yet so helpless and sad.

He turned around and fixed his black eyes on Dong Xinyan without blinking.

Dong Xinyan was startled, for a moment, she couldn't face Cheng Ziyang at all, couldn't look into his eyes.

(End of this chapter)