There are too many routines for paranoid male gods

Chapter 307 I Killed Him
Tan Qing continued:

"Little uncle is very good. He is completely different from me. At that time, I seemed to be a shadow, but he was the real light. He has excellent grades, extraordinary talent, and unique insights into design. His life is full of hope. Everyone has high hopes for him."

"As for me, I am dissolute by nature, like freedom, and often stay out at night. I am a veritable ignorant bastard. I admire my little uncle very much, but I also hate his light. It is a very contradictory mood."

"I hate his radiance, but at the same time envy his bright future. His dream is to become the world's top designer, and he hopes that his name will be remembered by everyone. For him, this is an easy task."

"He is obviously the same age as me, but lives in two opposite extremes. He is so good, but I am useless. Xiangxiang is the only variable between us. Unlike others, she did not like me. The little uncle who is loved by everyone, but only fell in love with me."

"For a moment, I was very happy, because someone finally saw my goodness, and someone finally chose me between me and him. I would often go out with Xiangxiang, and gradually, I found that my little uncle had changed a bit. .He is no longer as cheerful, talkative and humorous as he used to be, but gradually reticent, always looking at Xiangxiang with very sad eyes."

"I gradually realized that my little uncle might like Xiangxiang very much, which is completely different from my superficial liking for Xiangxiang. That kind of liking goes deep into the bone marrow and is unforgettable. So, I began to alienate Xiangxiang, because in fact I I don't really like her that much, I only like her because I think her vision is better than others, but my little uncle is different, his liking for her is a long and profound way."

"Everyone has high hopes for my little uncle, but his brilliance is gradually fading and weakening. Xiangxiang chased me, and I began to avoid her like a snake. I faced her with the coldest expression, and stabbed her with the most ruthless words. Hurt her, but she has been chasing me..."

"until one day……"

"I received the news that Xiangxiang was kidnapped, so I rushed to rescue her desperately. Who knows, it was just a prank by her! She confessed to me at that chaotic moment. I rejected her severely and told her that we absolutely Impossible. She asked me if it was because of my little uncle, would I have accepted her without him. "

"Just as I was about to answer her, I saw my little uncle standing behind Xiangxiang and looking at me..."

"He looked at me with very sad eyes, but smiled at me softly, a little desperately, but he was still pretending nothing happened."

"At this time, the bosses of other gangs that I usually bullied found a group of people to stop us. There were seventy or eighty of them, and there were only three of us. The other is a girl with no fighting strength. At first I chose to fight, but after all, the opponent has a lot of people, and the little uncle insisted that we choose to escape when he saw that I was injured."

"He put Xiangxiang in my car and said he would be there later. I followed his advice."

"However, when we were ready, he didn't get in the car... He deliberately provoked those bastards, drew everyone's attention to him, and told us to run away. I want to get out of the car, Xiangxiang hugged me Not letting go, even so, I eventually ran out of the car, but I was too late."

"That year, he was only 17 years old, and his young life came to an end."

"I know he heard it. He heard what Xiangxiang said. That sentence asked me, if he didn't exist, would it be possible for me and her."

"My little uncle, he is just like you, he is the kind of person who still thinks about others no matter how much he has been hurt. I really hate myself, why didn't I tell Xiangxiang earlier that it was impossible , whether there is little uncle or not, it is impossible between me and her. If I had told her earlier, little uncle might not have died..."

"I killed him."

"He ended his life in this way in order to fulfill us. He saved me, but I no longer have the courage to be myself."

"So, I started pretending that he was still alive, I pretended that I was him, and I was thinking, if he was still alive, he would do something. It should be the same as he said, to be a good designer, to enter the best company, and then let his name be known to the whole world."

"So, after half a year of decadence, I started a crazy learning path. Just like what he once told me, I also have an astonishing talent for design, and I learned it very quickly."

"Then, using his name, he joined Emperor's Heritage to work."

"Later Xiangxiang found me, and I still pushed her away indifferently. After that, she started to cause all kinds of troubles... because she knew that no matter how indifferent I was to her, I couldn't leave her alone."

"She kept using various methods to force me to meet her, fight with others, fight, get drunk in bars, and eat bully meals in various hotels. As long as she can think of it, she will use it."

"the last time……"

"The last time was that day when you were in the hospital and I went out to buy porridge for you. She called me and said she was going to die. If I didn't come, she would die for me. She used to threaten me like this, so, That time, I ignored her..."

"After I went back, I found that you fell into the sea. I followed the navy to find you in the sea for a long time. During this period, she called me more than 100 times. Then, she disappeared..."

"I haven't seen her again, and it's been five years now."

"I think she should have completely given up on me and wants to start over."

"This is the story of me, Xiangxiang and my little uncle..."

Li Shengxia was shocked after hearing Tan Qing's story. She never thought that Tan Qing would use her little uncle's name because there was another reason.

"So, when you first met me, you liked to tease me because..."

"Well, because you have many characteristics in you, which are very similar to my little uncle. At that moment, I felt as if I was alive again."

Li Shengxia said: "Tan Qing, I believe that your little uncle has never blamed you. He made such a choice because he hoped that you and Xiangxiang would be happy... If he knew that you were unhappy, He must have no way to feel at ease."

"Look, you are always so good at comforting people." After Tan Qing finished speaking, she wanted to smile at her, but found it difficult. He looked at Hai Yu silently, lost his mind for a long time.

(End of this chapter)