There are too many routines for paranoid male gods

Chapter 367 Why Does It Reappear In My Life Repeatedly

He kept looking at her without saying a word, and she also looked at him, feeling that her breathing was almost stagnant...

Because she didn't know what he was thinking and what he wanted to do, so she didn't dare to say anything.She just felt that the way he looked at her coldly at this moment was terrible, and she hadn't seen such a cold expression on him for a long time.

She didn't even know where she provoked him again!

The cold touch of the wall behind her spread into her body, and the terrifying expression of the man in front of her made her overwhelmed. Her hands were clenched so tightly that she didn't even dare to breathe too hard...

After an unknown amount of time, he suddenly approached her, as if he wanted to kiss her forcefully.

This action is exactly the same as the kiss at the airport ten years ago.

At that time, he was also so domineering and fierce. Regardless of her feelings, he crazily kissed her forcefully, which caused her to become phobic for a while!

Li Shengxia suddenly began to tremble...

Horrible memories seemed to invade her world again in an instant. Those pasts that she had long forgotten and cared about made her at a loss again!
Is he back like a devil! ?
Mo Nianchen felt her whole body trembling, and suddenly remembered what she had said at the engagement banquet last time in her mind, and an indescribable sense of loss and depression flashed through her heart.

As much as he wanted to kiss her, want to possess her, want to vent his anger, want to tell him that he was jealous, angry, and going mad, he finally let her go.

If he really does this now, she will definitely hate him again, hide from him, blame him...

The relationship that was finally eased up a little bit will probably drop to freezing point again...

At this moment, he realized that respect is so difficult.

With such respect, will she go into someone else's arms?

He looked into her eyes and felt that his internal organs were churning, he was obviously going crazy, and he wanted to let her know that he was angry, jealous, and going crazy, but he still couldn't do anything.

He could only let himself bury this jealousy in his heart, let go of her as if nothing had happened, turned around, and left...

Li Shengxia didn't expect that he would suddenly let go and turn to leave. She even thought she was going to die, but he just left like that! ?

She looked at Mo Nianchen's immediate back, and suddenly slipped and fell to the ground weakly.

Leaning her back against the cold wall, she thought of his madness just now, and his madness that stopped abruptly, and suddenly had mixed feelings...

Mo Nianchen's back is getting further and further away...

Li Shengxia opened his mouth, but couldn't make a sound, just watched him go further and further away...

That back, so familiar yet unfamiliar, was as cold as an ice sculpture in Harbin.

Just now, his breath was close at hand.

Now, as if nothing happened, it disappeared in such a hurry.

Because they are already strangers, because they no longer have the right to ask each other's lives, because they no longer have the right to rob each other...

So, despite the anger, despite the pain, despite the jealousy, it can only stop here.

You can't ask anything, you can't say anything, you can't do anything, even expressing your emotions, you have to be careful...

'Mo Nianchen...'

'Are you learning to forget me? '

'Little by little, learn to alienate me, and then treat me as a stranger like I told you, and forget it completely? '

"Why, I have to tremble, why do I have to be afraid, why does my heart feel inexplicable pain..."

'Why, I actually want to call you...'

'Forget me, forget me completely, isn't that what I want? '

"Why, looking at your back, I was so panicked..."

'Am I crazy? '

'It must be crazy. '

Li Shengxia sat on the ground, lowered her head, hugged her knees, and buried her cheeks in her arms.

It seems that there is a long period of loneliness and loss, following the wind, blowing from a distant place.

There was a faint scent of lemons in the air.

The scent she once hated and loved so much.

So, so addictive aroma...

'I've been trying to get you out of my heart, and you're trying too, trying to be a normal friend until you become a stranger in the end...'

'Is that so...'

But why should she feel anxious?

It's been ten years!
All the good and bad phantoms of youth are pinned on the same person.

Always wanted to escape, always wanted to get rid of.

Finally got this chance.She was actually afraid of the real arrival of that day...

'Mo Nianchen, what are you to me? '

'Why is it recurring in my life.While letting me know that I am not important to you at all, it also makes me wonder if I will be different to you. '

"Never go back, don't go back to the time when I was young, the time when I loved you, the time when I was hurt by you, the time when I was scarred and hysterical..."

'Obviously agreed, never look back...'

"You never looked back, why I couldn't help but stare at your back, keep looking, keep looking..."

'Isn't it, I just want to remember how indifferent your back is, give me some, the determination to leave you.completely away from you. '

'Goodbye like this, isn't it best? '

'Let's see you later...'

Li Shengxia looked up at the starry sky, and found that tears were rolling down her face.She reached out and wiped the tears from her cheeks...

In her heart, she slowly repeated word by word: just, like this, goodbye, Mo Nianchen...

Finally, she sorted out her emotions, stood up, wiped away the tears on her face, and entered the room.

Seeing her, Xia Ningmen immediately asked, "Mommy, is Uncle Situ gone?"

"Hmm." She responded lightly.

Xia Lemon seemed to notice something, and asked, "Mum, why are your eyes so red?"

Li Shengxia stiffened slightly, and said, "It's too windy outside, and my eyes are too dry, I'm going to drip eye drops."

"...Mommy, I know I was wrong. If you like Uncle Situ, I'll give him to you, but don't cry just because you can't snatch me..."

"..." Li Shengxia was speechless, "I didn't!"

"So, Mommy, don't you like Uncle Situ?"

"He is just like you in my eyes, a child!"

"Ahahaha, that's really great, Mommy, I didn't say that, I already let you, you didn't want it!"

"...Lemon, it's late, you'd better go to bed early! Where's your brother?"

"My brother is already asleep!"

"Then what are you waiting for!?"

"Yeah!" Xia Ningmeng laughed wildly, "Actually, I think my tutor uncle is very good, very good, Mommy, why don't you think about him!"

"..." Li Shengxia was shocked suddenly, "You..."

"Ah, Mommy, I didn't say anything, I'm going to sleep, bye!" Xia Mengmeng slipped into her room and closed the door.

Li Shengxia stared blankly at Xia Ningmen's door...

(End of this chapter)